MMKProspects Daily Thoughts 6719
man o man, this will be my first brain storming random piece of text.
For those that know me I’m a 30 year old technology installer and repair agent. I used the word “technology” because everyday I’m dealing with a different piece of tech. Sounds really boring right. well it only as boring as you make it honestly. but, enough of that i can here today to speak about how Ive been feeling this last year. I’m talking about everything from losing friends, family members and trying to start a career in streaming with little to no support from family and friends. << that part right there hit you hard didn't it.?.. well if your reading this you probably can relate to me 1000 percent. if not then read on.
you know how most good things start right? you full of motivation, you deal with the let downs and most importantly you continue to strive. well is it fair to say i did all of that and more within my first year of trying to deal with, loss, death and failure. in those rough moments where you ask your friends to be that last line of defense and they don't even show up. it makes you feel loss, non valued and unappreciated. for years i decided to stick with the constant jokes and take the consistent humiliation from my FRIENDS. you know i listened to other people tell me the whole list of don't be so sensitive or don't take things so seriously. which in most cases i would feel like the only one being sensitive in the situation not realizing that the dram was being magnified in my head ten fold because honestly i didn't want to deal with. but you know what i never left these friends... i stuck it out... until it was too late
ill post more soon