Lost a job Lost A Life

I post a lot of text posts -Biromantic-demisexual in my 20s- currently dead. . Envy the headlights driving south.;I know my skin, that wraps my frame,wasn’t made to play this game.

[enchantedbook]

"Offering" by Ulla Thynell

[nocturnalday]

[regardintemporel]

Luise Kaish - The Angel of Joshua, Bronze, 1957

[sumheavyocean]

[ruinedchildhood]

[toiich]

Wraped Torso, Los Angeles, by Herb Ritts, 1989

[monsterbarrier]

bang bang bang, hello wtf happened to the silly one? like legit wtf

i get im depressing but you could…. not be a weirdo abut stuff? Im not asking you to be ok with physical touch, but maybe a bit kinder towards the world??

anyways had a great dinner and re started the thing. feined responsibility and denied her driving me or me owing her this month.

keep thinking about how im putting myself to her standards where all i need to worry about is mine.

love how tomos put it. im not her mum.

i want to be excited with her but shes lowkey exclusionary abt being happy?? i try to reach out n chat but she says nothing sometimes?? i wonder still how she views me. then i realize idc!!

she got really stingy about money recently so i started buying my own groceries. Idk what or when we will split the other items I bought.

I keep being like slightly pissy too tho so idk. maybe somethings in the air

[00000066]

[monsterbarrier]

things ive learnt so far

-drama queen

-attention whore

-accident prone

-‘individualist’ yet yearns partner

-easy to overstimulate

-adhd coded

-color blind

-blonde blind

-plant parent

-doomsday prepper

-scared of loud bird noises

-hates capsicum

-strike one, then out mentality

-consumer but not a leftover saver

[monsterbarrier]

I’m so tired , lowkey shes negative and narcissistic af. I want to be friends but shes being tough.

im seeing what those other girls saw.

Shes just nippy at me all the time?? how is ts my fault? i may have mentioned both days like EVERYONE else. Bitch cant even take care of herself properly.

she has a smell? not great. not horrible either but enough where i, personally need more candles.

[sardosycserokyric]

Iain MacNab (1890-1967), The First Snow, 1925, sand-grain etching. 

[desactived1010miky]

[unknown-grl14]

[gengario]

staying up really late is comforting. the world stops expecting things from you. it’s just quiet for a while.

[mindacracka]

let's get whittled down to nothing together

[gouged-doll]

skeletal mannequin, france circa 1870

[dreamstars]