Moonlight

neurodivergent girlie trying to survive

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job market is absolutely cooked. I WANT A NORMAL PAYING JOB WHY IS IT SO HARD TO GET ONE

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I promise you it gets better. Not quickly, not right away, not forever.

But it does get better. With every day the burden easies a little bit and pain doesn’t haunt that much.

Just keep going. Don’t give up on yourself. Don’t give up on your dreams.

You deserve all the love and happiness in the world. Go for it. Fight for it. Claim it.

I’m rooting for you. I see you, I hear you, I support you.

Everything will be alright. You will be alright.

I promise you it gets better :)

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Me when JuniorMark

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a gentle reminder for everyone

• sometimes before getting better we get much more worse

• life is too short to be someone else

• your mistakes don’t define you as a human

• you are valid and worth of being loved and cared for

• if emotions are too much - let it out

• you will find your people

• putting yourself first is not being egoistic

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If you had a choice and a chance, would you agree to remove your autism? In other way, would you change your brain to neurotypical one?

Yes

No

I’m not sure

I’m not neurodivergent / see the answers

Voting ended onMar 19

Had a talk with friends and would love to see what community thinks :)

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Does the end of February/beginning of March feels crazy with the amount of stuff happening in life and world for everyone?

Why’s everything on fire, like studies, relationships, jobs, health, world politics, weather, ecology and etc? Can we catch a break PLEASE

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things that are hard to comprehend when you’ve grown up in an abusive household

• feeling emotions is ok, you’re a human

• you should be kind to yourself

• trauma is not your fault

• don’t punish yourself for negative emotions of other people

• feeling anger doesn’t make you a monster

• don’t burn yourself down to save others

• you deserve to be loved and cherished

[belbar74]

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I’m sure Jax would’ve agreed with me

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There is definitely some great potential 🤭

(Credits of the original video I’ve changed to the owners)

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I feel like no one will disagree

(Credits of the original video that I’ve changed to the owners)

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There is a saying “Memories are the diary we all carry with us”. Indeed, we all have little reminders of other people’s existence in us. We watch cartoons that were recommended, we ride a bicycle as a parent once taught, we listen to the music our friend loved, we go to the parks where we used to gather with classmates.

And it’s beautiful. To remember, to cherish, to learn lessons from. But, what if you tend to forget everything? What if your memory is nothing but a void full of darkness? What if anything that happens to you fade at some point, leaving no remains?

I can’t remember how my friend laughes, how warm can be someone’s embrace, which colour were my favourite persons eyes. I can’t remember when was the last time I smiled, what I had for breakfast or how much I fought for life.

And it hurts. It hurts a lot. It hurts to the point when you ugly cry cause wasn’t able to tell whether it was your close friend’s voice. It shatters you. It break your heart into hundred little pieces.

And there is no cure. No pills, no therapy. You just learn to live with it. To store in one place photos and reminders. To listen on repeat to voice messages. To keep making new memories.

At the same time life goes on. Nothing stops to let you mourn what you’ve lost on the path.

So you take a deep breath and continue.

You keep loving.

Keep writing new stories.

Keep trailblazing.

And, most importantly, keep choosing life.

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what if… hear me out tadc version

Pomni and Jax are studying in the same college.

Pomni is a shy lonely girl, who is quite most of the time, but also is very nice and friendly when you talk to her. She is a diligent student who works in a local library as a part-time job. She’s studying journalism and is a member of drama club. She loves reading, spends hours daydreaming and wants to make the world a better place.

And Jack is a student, who is close to being expelled. He’s studying management, which he dislikes wholeheartedly. He is a sarcastic boy who had idgaf vibe and barely cares about anyone else but himself. He thinks that the future of the world is doomed. Due to the violation of university rules, he was sent to do charity work in the local library, where Pomni works.

Upon meeting, their views and values crush, crating an interesting dynamic, that affects both of them and the trajectory of their lives

(Maybe I’ll add or remove something, but this is it. this is an idea)

[so-many-ocs]

[on the verge of having a complete breakdown] i need to make some kind of list or perhaps sort things into categories

[thegullpersonal]

@unofficial-autism-post

[why-is-it-imposible-blog]

Saw this less than 24 hours after being mad at my bf and unironically thinking "i could probably recreate the relationship agreement from big bang theory and that will definitely solve all my problems"

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“a drag path”, but it’s everything I could’ve become if not my mental illnesses

[the-fallen-collective]

“My memory isnt that bad!”

*proceeds to think back on specific years and realizes entire years are completely blocked out and the more recent years are nothing but blurs and the inability to even recall a single thing from months ago and everything is just black and now feels like there was no life before and it just started now*

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Honestly, sometimes I get tired of this "you're not an adult". I. just. don't. act. serious. 24/7.

The culture of "adulthood" (not the mind one, but stereotypes one) needs to die.

You can look cute/childish and be an adult.

You can act goofy at social gatherings and be an adult.

You can be open and sincere and be an adult.

You can wear shiny clothes and a fandom keychain/jewelry and be an adult.

You can laugh at stupid jokes and be an adult.

You can sometimes suck at social interactions and be an adult.

You can make mistakes from time to time and be an adult.

You can have childish and unpopular hobbies and be an adult.

Being an "adult" does not require you to be responsible every second of your life, think about 150 social rules at once, always act "up to par" and only wear "serious" clothes.

Being an adult means being able to take responsibility for your actions and words, lending a helping hand in a difficult situation, accepting yourself as you are, being able to show empathy and say sorry, and treating everyone with respect.

And not this stereotypical “always serious, wear only grown-up clothes, talk about complicated stuff and etc”