The Beauty of Life

Life isn't about being happy or walking in the sunshine all the time.It is about finding beauty and art in the little things. It is about love and pain. It is about falling down and standing up again. Life is being crazy and doing whatever you want. Life is learning to dance in the rain. Life is being yourself.

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Healing also includes feeling great for quite a while and still having moments thinking you will drown in the darkness. Accepting this can change your everything. You are allowed to feel all this stuff. Nothing is linear and you can't erase whatever happend in your past and haunts you. Healing means learning to live with the scars, overcome the pain and not being afraid anymore. Nontheless those memories can hurt from time to time. After all you deserved better. But you know what? All scars hurt sometimes. Embrace it but don't let that define your life. Everything is temporary.

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There is nothing better than cozy moments with a book.

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Hello! Did you draw the picture of the girl holding all the books? It's gorgeous!!

Yes it is my work 😊 thank you!

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Here comes a big virtual hug to everyone who is having a difficult time and has to deal with stessful people or situations: Keep going, tomorrow is another day and it will get better when you decide to change something! Let all the bad feelings that tie you down go.

This week I had a lot of those days where I just wanted to laugh and cry and scream on and off. Normally I am not that kind of person who is very sensitive or the most emotional, but over the week everything was too much. I had a lot of arguments and discussions about nonsense with my co-workers from my voluntary work  for our student council and there are 3 people who make life and our coexistence so much more difficult, that I thought about skipping everything.

So, while I stood infront of my desk in the lab and texted my boyfriend and my best friend that I became an emotional wreck over the last few days, I felt the need to cry.

But now I am at home and sometimes I love to be alone, because I can breathe and think and don‘t have to speak and react to people. I can do whatever I want. I can be free and I can relax. It feels good to let all the bad thoughts go and to set free all the anger and hate I accumulated over the week.

There is freedom and beauty in letting some things go and deciding that they don‘t affect you anymore.  

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Memory to my vacation this september, when I spent som days at the beach in Germany. 

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May your past be the sound of your feet upon the ground.

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Long time no see! I was away for quite some time, because real life wanted me to deal with it and I forgot to post stuff here. I hope it will come more again in the future. I love standing at open windows in the summer or after rain...well actually all the time. It helps me to clear my mind and making desicions. Sounds a bit odd right? Well it is what it is :D Hope you all are having a great day/evening/night whatever and you like my newest piece of art :)

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dressing up for Yule Ball with Rose. I think her dress would be green or blue! 

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There are some people in life that make you laugh a little louder, smile a little bigger and live just a little bit better. <3

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sketching during a train ride. Welcome to the secret garden.

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Sometimes you just need to be beside someone and everything is better.

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for all the booklovers like me.

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I am drawing a lot with copic fineliners at the moment, because my new sketchbook has sort of glossy or slippery paper. The only thing that works on it are the copic markers and waterproof ink pens. Normally I love drawing with pencil, but the eraser leaves stripes and I hate when that happens, because I am not able to work clean!  Nevertheless I love the results, so I think you will se some more in the future. Most of the time I play around with humans, hair and drape.

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nothing more to say I this Scorose is my absolute OTP and I like to think of them when I draw most of my pictures,  but I think those two could also fit Jily quite nice. Lately I am also absolutely obsessed with Blackinnon and I can’t explain why or how this happened. And I must say I like a Sirius with shorter hair much more than the longish hair he should have.