Inside

Everything and nothing... Just a place to be

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Have you ever desired to get lost in a forest? To experience the thrill of the unknown and the real possibility of danger and death? Only to be held back by what someone may call common sense and others cowardice?

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I find stairs aesthetically pleasing

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Do not let anyone stop your growth

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“From my rotting body, flower shall grow and I am in them and that is eternity” ~ Edvard Munch

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Why should Science and Art be antithetical?!

Chromosome painting -> Fluorescent in situ hybridization (FISH)

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It’s easy to love someone’s brighter side but can you love their dark one? Can you stay by their side when work and family pressure make them irritable and snappish? Can you remain with them even if the urge to scream is unbearable? If you can love their darkness, if you can see how much effort they put to stay in the light then your bond will be unbreakable.

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Humans ache for a greatness that is apparent to all those who watch.

They want to be aknowledged as "great" and "powerful"

and yet

The ones truly powerful and lethal in this world of ours are microscopic (Bacteria, Viruses, Radioactive Elements).

The most beautiful form of power is the inconspicuous one.

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Work environment 

A good work environment really makes the difference.

Currently I’m working with two very diverse group 

Serene atmosphere, cameraderie, colleagues ready to help

Extremely competitive and focused on individualism, on personal achievement place

Useless to say but the one I feel most comfortable with is the first one.

When I have to work with group 1 I feel motivated and even excited to make progress even small ones. On the contrary, with group 2 all I feel is pressure and growing anxiety. Maybe It’s just me but I feel like there is a wall between me and them, as if they don’t want me there. Obviously, I can’t wait to leave group 2 behind me and never look back again.

Moreover, I also notice that group 2 has a lot of people who flaunt their wealth, making me even less thrilled to work there.

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Thunderstorm

So today is raining... a lot.

Despite the impracticability of moving around the city with this weather, I still love it.

I love the melancholic and nostalgic atmosphere that rain creates.

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“You should smile more, doll” “Sure, like this?!” 😈🔪

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Self-sabotage

How do I focus on my work, when my mind is constantly elsewhere??

I'm well aware of the approaching deadline and yet I can't seem to be able to concentrate.

I know that if I don't study for this exam the end result will be atrocious... why? WHY?!

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Have you ever had the "Ah... I really am gay" moment?

Because this morning I had mine.

It has been years now since I have come to terms with my sexuality but sometimes I am still caught off guard like early this morning:

I was en route to uni when I crossed paths with a really beautiful woman and all I could think of was "God... She really is gorgeous!" immediately followed by "If there were any doubts left about my sexuality, this clear them all".