i believe that most of you at some point saw one of my posts and i am sorry for that, at first.through these 6 months without my mother i am facing not only her missing and grief… i am facing financial problems, health problems, like flu, level master in my depression, panic syndrome at points that can make someone loose his mind.and i am facing, day by day i am trying. since january i’ve been sleeping ¾ hours, waking up all the time without explanation and, for more than half of that time i was waking to vomit. was the reaction of my body. now my stomach is calm, at least on the last few days.
PS: on this link, is the obit certificate of my mom, along with my pets pics.
UPDATE ABOUT MY PETS: A friend asked me to put some pics of my pets, which will lost their home too if I couldn’t pay my rent. I have anyone to give them and I have no ways to make the surgery. The mother of the kittens, already with almost 7 months, got pregnant again, but I don’t know what happened. I was at my dad’s, when I wasn’t ok during March, then she gave birth and when I came home was blood everywhere and nmi searched on Google the reason for them to eat the babies and the mother can sense when the babies will have some problem or some desease or something like that, and them she eat them. But I was desperate. Now I am prepared for this if happen again, bc I can’t go with my two female to pay for the surgery. The others are male. My dogs are with me, the biggest for 8 years now and the little one for 4 years now. I have no one else to go and anyone is hiring in this fucking country. I swear, I am going nuts. For several nights I sleep before cry a river. All I want is have my own money and pay my own bills without this test on my nerves every single month. x.x
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