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I am over with overthinking stuff

I don't get it. I hope I can explain this as correct as I want to. So... This time it is the act of OVERTHINKING, let me say I HATE IT! Whenever I say something stupid or awkward, or inappropriate, or someone just doesn't get what I am saying, I feel HORRIBLE, but the thing is it would't be that bad if I didn't think about it like for the rest of the day or night, or both. While comprehending my mistake, I try to tell myself that it is not that big of a deal, because (and this is what I always tell myself) "C'mon, do you even remember the last time you put yourself through a situation like this one?" "No." Then I start thinking, thinking and thinking, just like Winnie the Pooh, but the same way he hardly ever thinks of something good, I cannot recall any of these so called DEVASTATING moments. After all what does it mean then?! Why am I overthinking and digging a whole deeper than ever? Just so I can feel bad about myself? Why is my body programmed to make me feel like a piece of shit? And then when it's had enough, it deletes everything and acts like Evan from Skam when he broke up with his girlfriend but the next day kissed her in a party where Isak wasn't supposed to be. So overall, OVERTHINKING is a little bitch which takes a lot of time and emotional strength, and if you are one of those people who do not overthink, cheers, mate! 🖕🏼

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crazy that i’m only able to see life through my own eyes.. there’s over 7 billion other perspectives i’ll never be able to have.. over 7 billion stories i won’t ever be able to fully know. we all get such a small slice of the experience of life.. pass by strangers every day that we’ll never be aware of. what are they going through? what are they thinking about? i always wonder..