Finally found out what's wrong with me. Below the cut for non-graphic medical stuff.
Going to the hospital in a little under a week, possibly for surgery, possibly for more tests, not sure which. Blood loss sucks, but sustained low level blood loss over the course of two months because you have growths inside your body that need to be cut out (possibly taking organs with them, dunno yet) is so much worse. Basically deficient in every mineral and vitamin that goes into making blood, too, many of which are also used for muscle maintenance, possibly brain function too, idk. It's super hard to breathe when you don't have enough blood, btw.
So. That's been my life for the past month. Very slowly dying, but going to be okay. Just gotta sleep a lot and drink water and take a lot of vitamins until whenever this is over.
