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hi

i’ve been revisiting this account over the last few days to check if i actually permanently broke it. i used this account regularly from 2010-2018, making it a perfect encapsulated archive of most of my 20s. i’ve been backreading journal posts as an exercise for my trauma therapy to fill gaps in my memory (hi, if you knew/interacted with me between the ages of 20-28, i had horrible ptsd from a variety of things.) i’m closing down most of my social media as self-preservation effort, but will probably keep this open to revisit. this won’t be updated or used any further

i’m ok. i’m 30, in a lot of therapy, stably employed, happy with my boyfriend, surfing the mundane rather than chaos and still living with miss licia. zuzia died late last year of congenital heart failure at the age of 6. cleo is still around and strange as ever. if you interacted with me through this website, thank you for riding the most tumultuous years of my life with me. i hope you’re thriving and apologize for being a mess. i’m still on twitter occasionally, feel free to reach out. take care.

<3 A

(editor’s note, two months later: a few days after i posted this, i was fired from my job as an essential worker. still floating, though.)

useless-finlandfacts

whats with finns and tar??

tar…terva in finnish… is very tasty…hnmmmm…in finland you can get

tar soda

tar candy

tar ice-cream

tar bubblegum

Also tar mustard, tar soap, tar shampoo, tar lotion…..you name it and we probably have it

useless-finlandfacts

finnish person, expectation: cool & interesting, well educated

finnish person, reality: poor social skills, eats tar

camp-crystallake

The Witch + Netflix subtitles

partialbirthabortion

a society that allows people to starve when there is food has failed. like. that’s it.

randomslasher

People arguing with this saying, “why do people deserve food for free???” is honestly just further proof of the failure.

orphic-mysteries

detournementsmineurs

Memento Mori ring, England, late 17th to early 18th Century.

spacedewey

You could put a Skittle in there

hinauri-deactivated20181203

why is that?

Aroha Yates-Smith, the academic who found female deities in Māori spirituality.

cair--paravel

Art Deco raspberry necklace and earrings, c. 1920 (via).

transparento

transparent Couple with Their Heads Full of Clouds by Salvador Dali (1936)

chroniclebooks

Happy Hanukkah from the Hanukcats!

catchymemes

donotusetheinternet-deactivated

if youve never physically been in the presence of like, a real live wolf, and you probably wont get the chance to, heres some stuff about them you should know

a wolf’s fur is so unbelievably thick that you can get like, your whole hand into it while petting. and then you can keep going

wolves are a lot bigger than you think they are. think about how big you think a wolf is then just like double that

they dont really smell like dog but they DO smell and youre not going to be able to figure out if its a good smell or not

a wolf really wants to lick the inside of your mouth. he will not stop trying to lick the inside of your mouth at any cost, and generally speaking you need to press your lips together kind of tightly when he approaches your face so that he doesnt worm his damn tongue in there to give you what he thinks is an appropriate greeting

a wolf doesnt really want to look at you while you pet him but he wants you to pet him. hes embarrassed

if a grown ass wolf decides to lay down on you, you just have to deal with it and thats your life now

young wolves, much like young dogs, are overwhelmingly goofy and stupid. a teenage wolf will see your very fragile, very human shoulder and go “i can probably step on that with my full weight” and then he will do it

letting a wolf eat out of your hand is actually not remotely frightening, and youll want to do it all day