*Click*.
The lighter in his hands flickers. The flame glistening on the camera burning it's vision into my mind. Thoughts flicker and fade to ashes. Burning away any semblance of what I was doing as my focus shifts.
*Click*.
*Click*.
*Click*.
Again and again, each time he lights the flame for a second and each time I can't help but feel my mind burn. Thoughts drifting to the void. Ash pooling from my head. "Umm." I say as everyone in the call goes quiet. They're looking at me and I don't know why. I'm confused again. My head reels each time I see the flicker of a flame. Each second taking more and more of my thoughts. My mind. My everything until all I can do is stare at the flame taking up my entire focus. It shuts off. I shut down and sink into trance. My body crumbling. The sounds of people talking about me drifting through my ears but barely registering to my mind. And with a sharp snap, I'm dragged back up. Back to myself. Ready for a new game.
He dangles the lighter on the screen, "Please..." he says, with an evil smirk. He's looking at me even with everyone else here, I know it. I can feel it the way his eyes burn into my head. I gasp. In the middle of the chatting. In front of everyone I can't help but start to whisper, "please" back.
"Please..."
*Click*.
"Please..."
*Click*.
"Please..."
*Click*.
"I can't wait to see this conditioning take hold." He says to everyone and I shrink into myself on the camera. Covering my face with my cardigan I squirm in my chair. I knew that's what he was doing. I knew they're all watching me be ruined by this game but I just can't help myself to keep asking. Burning my thoughts. My mind in ashes. My awareness sinking down back into the darkness of the void. I love it. I'd beg for it right here, right now if he asked me to I just know it, but I'm on my best behavior.
Afterall I am such a good girl for him.





















