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So I just finished listening to Exile by Taylor Swift, and I can’t stop thinking about that this song is with her relationship with Big Machine Records and Scott Borchetta. Am I way off base?

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I’m curious, and already probably know the answer.  its safer to social distance, and so many countries do no want us (can you blame them) coming to their countries right now: why the hell are there so many  people with traveling? don’t they get it? it is safer to stay home

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exile

all I want is to listen to EXILE in a cabin by a fire. the piano notes opening are breathtaking

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I have named her DayDream

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Why do I have to keep it a secret

Hello to the Tumblr world.  I decided to share that I have Epilepsy.  Most of you won’t even care.  But for so many years I have been told to hide it, to keep it a secret. I have dated guys who thought it was contagious. Have people made fun of me? YES. I have not gone to concerts or even seen Stranger Things  because of  fear of massive strobe lights.  Epilepsy, for me,  lets me get a tiny bit ahead in life. Then punches me in the face and sends me 25 steps back.  BUT Epilepsy is only one part of me. I am so much more than Epilepsy. I only need to remind myself of that. I guess I finally had to get it out of my system.  Thanks for listening! 

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hello everyone.  I am working out the kinks of my latest poem and its for my mom for Christmas. Let me know what you think so far. Quick history (my great great grandpa built a sleigh that has been passed down generations, and now my nephew will get to use it in the winter to play)

The Red Sleigh

Oh Great Grandpa,

If only you can see what I can,

I doubt you would ever have imagined.

All the children, the generations that came after you,

 loved the magical Red Sleigh.

Your grandchildren laughing and giggling

Playing out in the snow.

Tucked in bed every night, dreams were of playing with the magical sleigh.  Your magical sleigh.

Truly it was the best part of the day! 

To be able to ride in a beautiful red magical sleigh,

In a young child’s imagination, it was almost like 

riding in almost like Santa’s!

If I could have just one more wish, one more day to play 

as a child, laughing in the snow, my wish  is clear as day.

I wish to ride one more time in Great- Grandpa’s Red Sleigh.

To laugh as a care-free child, giggling and enjoying a magical day.

A Magical day in Great Grandpa’s  Red Sleigh.

While you may be gone, the history of the sleigh is never forgotten.

Sleep well, Great Grandpa until we can ride in the sleigh together!

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When it is done

I stare out the window looking for a distraction.

My mind goes blank-what just happened?

Why do I feel this way? I cannot decide.

Tell me what happened, there’s a void in my mind.

This is not life, will it ever begin?

Heartache and pain, misery and sadness.

What have I done to deserve such madness?! 

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Fight for the things you care about, but do it in a way that will lead others to join you.

Ruth Bader Ginsburg

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Panic

Deep blue tumbling waves.

Twisting and turning,

Lost and Confused,

Why can’t I stop?

Reaching out, grasping for your hand.

Is it there, or just a memory?

Why can’t I see you?

Falling faster, I reach for a life line,

But it is never there.