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Your best friend will leave, love her anyway. Your high school boyfriend won’t be the love of your life, love him anyway. Your memories will fade away, love them anyway. Forever may not exist but it doesn’t keep you from enjoying their company even if it’s just for a while.

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The Truth

The truth is no matter how many plans I might make. I am not in control of my life as far as thoughts go. I am just me and there isn’t much i can do about that.

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Not ready

I'm not ready for everything that's happening. I'm not ready to be completely independent I'm not ready and I'm not sure anyone really knows. I'm scared I'm always scared.. I'm always scared that when I'm alone. I won't have people around me to remind me that they exist. I'm scared because I will only think of that moment And just like that, it will be gone. Just like me.

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Book of the week: Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher

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No eres mi amigo simplemente porque ser amigos significa ser menos que tú

What did I do?

Cause my heart was sore, it's my fault? I have moments where I miss you and it tears me apart. I'm doing well, are you? Oh...okay. No that's fine. Goodbye.

Poor taste

I wonder sometimes if i purposely do this to myself.

It’s that feeling of when you fall for someone and it break immediately upon impact. Once i realise i know that its never going to happen.

it wasn’t the sex, it was the smile.

it was the laugh and the view point. it was the immediate attraction.

but it was also the tragic but inevitable ending. the fact i knew it wasn't going to be. Like i wanted to be like this, between this state of “you’re incredibly stupid” and “ You’re better than that “

cause i truly always believe that i’m better than my previous self. the previous self that falls for someone who doesn’t want them. but here i am...again

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Christmas

For Christmas I gave other people things I thought they’d need..

I broke up with my first love a few weeks before but still wanted to be his friend.. I knew it hurt him so I made it so he’d hate me.. I knew he needed it.

For my mother I gave her gratitude. She tried her best to bond with me but sadly years apart had made this bond weak. I love my mum with all my heart and I wish her all the happiness.

For my brother I gave my Ears. I listened and I talked for the longest time then for the first time in a while… I listened and WE talked.

For my best friend I gave her freedom from my emotions. I let her talk, laugh, Love and care about herself and this time I didn’t interrupt. I didn’t mention my day I let her be involved in herself for once.

For my step dad I gave my laugh. He would tell typical dad jokes and puns. He would make comments that the first time around would be funny. He would flash a big grin and I would smile… I would give a hearty laugh and he would smile the biggest smile.

For my lover I gave my Eyes.. I observed his laugh, his interests and his wants and I want to help him gain them.. I know he deserves it but I know he doesn’t want my help.

For myself I gave my acceptance.. I accept that these people may not do the same for me, they may not think the same. But I accept that. I accept that my hearts invested to much in everything. I’m too emotional. I accept that I read into everything and over think, over analyze. I accept who I am.. Next step is to want to be who I am.

Going into someone's history and being like....some shit went down in here.

Anxiety

Sometimes I can’t handle how bad it gets. I fear everything that could ruin my perception of a person. Of one certain person.

And if I were to see that person being anything other than what he promised I would leave. So I didn’t have to see him again.

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Book of the day: Night Road by Kristin Hannah

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So much anxiety..

Does anyone else just feel so hopeless and exhausted that you start to think that living is exhausting....idk

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“Liar! You’re sick! Get the hell out of here I don’t want to even look at you!” These words echoed through Jason’s head as he tore away from his friend’s apartment, he’d gone to Rose’s place to talk to her about an upcoming concert he wanted to invite her to, but all he got was long, tense silence. “Did you do it?” Rose had questioned, her voice wobbling and hoarse, she was Jason’s best friend and his biggest source of advice whenever he had any doubts about his partner or himself. “I heard gossip but I didn’t want to believe them, you promised her, you have your word that you’d never do it and she believed you, WE believed you, so I want to hear the truth from your mouth Jason. Did, you, do it?” The words tasted foul in her mouth, Rose looked as though even suggesting that Jason had broken his promise was the most difficult question she’d ever ask. Jason just stared at his feet in regret, tears welled in his eyes and in seeing them, Rose broke, she grabbed him and shoved him out the door. “You fucking liar! You’re sick! Get the hell out of here I don’t want to even look at you!”

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