daisy // watson

19, BPD, Cooler than You (probably)

[mylifeintrash]

Any of you fuckers remember me? It’s mylifeinfandom and I’m back bitches 👏👏 although when the fuck I changed my url I don’t know

[mylifeintrash]

i am, for a while

not coming on here in fact, i'm making a new blog. i can not deal with the hundreds of followers i have despite u dont talk to me but i feel like im too known now i've had this blog for five years and the last thing i wanna do is deactivate. like properly. but i cant go on feeling the way i do rn i know, i have a lot of people who follow me who are neurotypical, and people who are not. i know a lot of people dont understand how my head works, and you probably dont understand my posts at the minute. i am so so looking forward to my baby being born, and i'm still months away, i am literally guarding this tiny person with my life, as i care too much for babs than i do myself, so killing myself is obviously out of the question. in pregnancy you get a shit tonne of hormones. like, loads, and the fact that i have p bad mental health along with all these hormones is making me worse than i've been in months. seriously, months i need time off from this blog to go and be anonymous in my own right where i can restart my story to people who are actually helping me, not people who are probs thinking 'here she goes again' like i know the majority dont even read this shit so this is a gd bye, and i am hoping i'll be back, in at least a fee months, and if when i log back on there are messages for my new blog, i will tell you, thank u

[jacenyra]

inspiration for autumn

[thebestoftumbling]

[ffucjkkkkk]

this is so GOOD and PUre

[deeplylearning]

I’m crying

[inkyoooo-deactivated20161104]

I’m ill in bed and I think this just healed me

[kittymasterr]

@fanchetta

[sexioto]

[crilbyte-deactivated20240607]

Oh shit. No. Shit. Thank you

[villianext-deactivated20190407]

Just gonna reblog this out of gratitude because I actually did forget…

[mylifeintrash]

i think im gonna stop coming on here for a while?? like i either send asks and offend people or i send asks and no one answers so i feel like a total asshole because i must be getting ignored for some reason??? its mostly anon too so im sorry im unintentionally being a bitch but what else can i do?? not be myself i mean i would LOVE that but unfortunately /personalitydisorder/

[meiorihara]

[mylifeintrash]

spoilers pls dont shoot me if you read (3rd book because i skimmed overviews bc i was getting agitated idk)

i dont get the maze runner?? like if they're supposed to rebuild the world which is dying off bc they're immune, are all the lads supposed to u know with kaya? and reproduce with her? and stuff?? like idek poor girl probably doesn't wanna do that much

[mylifeintrash]

After reading back the messages i sent to that person (that offended them, but i really didnt mean to, there were spelling mistakes which read as diff words an im stupid not to check first) it really wasnt that bad and in just about to disassociate i can feel that coming on so im reassuring myself it wasnt that bad! no it genuinely wasnt and i apologised multiple times but apparently they dont care because obviously i was looking down on their (their for a reason did folks) mental health but in the end i didnt mean what it looked like and i apologised so it has to not trigger me into disassociation despite the fct im finding it super hard to type bevause thats what it does i cant feel inside my bldy bevause im not into it im gonna stop typing bevause i thought it wouldhelp??? but i infact need spencer brb

[nostalgiaunicorn]

[typette-deactivated20150825]

I remember posting somewhere once in a thread about why girls aren’t exploited in animation anymore where some guy said, “all the disney girls are drawn to be generally attractive, but I don’t think there are any eye-candy men… or are there? Are there any Disney men that lots of girls like?” and I mentioned Roger. Tons of girls replied agreeing with me and the original guy was like “wait, Roger? from 101 Dalmatians? What’s attractive about him, he’s tall and lanky and has a big nose, he isn’t muscley at all! Wouldn’t you all prefer Gaston or something? Or do you girls think his big nose is indicative of something else?” and I was like “no, you idiot, he’s a silly, goofy guy who likes animals and can play a bunch of instruments, that’s why he’s attractive. What’s the matter with you? Gaston, seriously?”

This is why we need more girls in animation. And more guys like Roger apparently. 

[fandomsandfeminism]

This is why I laugh my ass of whenever dudes talk about how men are “objectified” by the media too. Because 9 times out of 10, what men think is “women objectifying men” are characters like Gaston.

And Gaston is NOT a woman-driven fantasy. Gaston is a male wish fulfillment fantasy. Gaston is not what women want, he is what men want to be. He is hyper-masculinity to an extreme degree, dripping with sexism and testosterone. The fact that men think that Gaston is what women want says an awful lot about those men. 

While I don’t want to generalize, female fans tend to prefer a very different kind of male hero. We like the Rogers, the Milos, the Hercules. Genuinely kind, often awkward men who are sometimes vulnerable and respectful to women. 

Yes, this is a generalization. I own up to that. But I think it’s important to remember that there is often VERY big difference between what MEN want to be and what women WANT in our media. 

[bemusedlybespectacled]

Reblogging this again because fucking this. And hell, even the muscley dudes (see: Hercules, Thor, Captain America) are loved, not because they are muscley, but because they are sweet and loving and adorable. We love Thor because his mispronounces “Hubble” as “Hooble,” not because of what he can do with a hammer.

[bubblyskootch]

Reblogging for the awesome comments.

[naadaa11]

[ancientproverb]

beauty comes in all shapes and sizes

[oceanicsteam]

I’m pretty sure this is like the 5th time I’ve reblogged this because omg

[mysharona1987]

Your daily reminder, if you needed one, that the mainstream press are a bunch of corrupt bastards.

Christ. The Tamir Rice one still takes my breath away.

[your-gonna-diee]

It’s called showing both sides of the story, like you aren’t. There are headlines slanted both ways on both sides

[mysharona1987]

I’ve never personally heard of a time a kid got tragically murdered while out playing and the FIRST thing the press did was look up their parents’ arrest record and report on it.

That’s not both sides of the story. It’s flat out fucked up.

[kittyvines]

[throhing]

BRB D E A D

[marcholasmoth]

I am morally obligated to reblog all kitten vines

[mylifeintrash]

does bpd interfere with education? just because i could never, never, get on with education. i was never motivated, it enjoyed it, and i sure as hell did not get on with teachers (tb to one time i was trying to quit smoking and threw all my stuff off the table and shouted at my tutor and she literally told me sit down and get on with it), and most students i didn't get on with either because i was 'weird and crazy' like i honestly never perceived myself as 'crazy' (a horrible i word tbh) but all through schooling systems (secondary, and then college) people called me dark, and mental, and odd, and all sorts of shit so yeah, does bpd interfere with your schooling life and has anyone else bad severe problems with it? it's why i'm not going uni, i know i couldn't deal with it (big ups to those who do deal with it as difficult as it is x)

[yrbff]

How We Treat Mental Illness Vs. How We Treat Physical Illness

[memewhore]

God, seriously.

[mooncalfe-deactivated20231020]

also, i like these weird character designs.

[ayellowbirds]

i feel like folks with chronic physical illnesses also get the same shit as people with mental ones—that is, if it’s not something that clears up within a month, people start to be really shitty about it and act like it’s somehow your fault. Especially the “have you tried X?”

[boudiccababy]

[inthebellyofaelephant]

That lady looks so worried haha love it

[singachorusburnabridge]

The guy behind her with the thumbs up though