hi!! we're a system of over 120 alters. we're physically disabled, mentally ill, neurodivergent, and our body is white and a minor. each post is tagged with the name of the alter who made it. if you don't know who is fronting, call us mysto and use they/them pronouns!
☆ the winner will be chosen using a random generator.
☆ the giveaway is worldwide and i will cover shipping costs.
☆ the giveaway closes december 20th midnight my time (CEST).
☆ if you're a minor and/or live with your parents, make sure you have consent to give me your address and receive a package.
prizes ;
☆ two people will win one prize figure/nendoroid/pop up parade each (around $25-50 per person).
☆ the figure you pick must be easily available. this means either a recent release or a preorder so it's easy for me to find and buy within the price range. i can help you pick a figure if you're unsure.
☆ i have the right to refuse a figure you pick if i'm not comfortable financially supporting the source/creator and ask you to pick a different figure.
thank you for participating and feel free to ask if you have any questions! good luck everyone!!! <3
☆ i will be giving away one of my own figures! the winner will be able to pick one from the list below.
☆ i will pay for international shipping.
☆ i will choose a winner using a random generator on january 31st.
rules ;
☆ reblog and follow me to enter! one reblog is all you need, multiple reblogs or likes will not count as more entries.
☆ please only enter if you are actually interested in any of the figures listed below!
☆ if you're a minor, make sure you have permission to share your address with me before you enter.
☆ feel free to ask me anything and good luck everyone!!! :)
list of the figures the winner can choose from ;
angel beats! ;
kanade tachibana 1/8 scale by good smile company [box damage; backside of box is sun bleached]
attack of titan ;
hange zoe nendoroid by good smile company [still sealed]
jean kirstein nendoroid by good smile company [still sealed]
levi ackerman nendoroid by good smile company
avatar the last airbender ;
aang nendoroid by good smile company
black lagoon ;
revy nendoroid by good smile company [still sealed]
chainsaw man ;
kobeni higashiyama nendoroid by good smile company [still sealed]
makima nendoroid by good smile company [still sealed]
demon slayer ;
giyuu tomioka figuarts zero by bandai spirits
shinobu kochou figuarts zero by bandai spirits
shinobu kochou 1/8 scale figure by aniplex
tanjirou kamado nendoroid good smile company [still sealed]
is the order a rabbit? ;
hot cocoa 1/8 scale figure by plum [damaged; she's snapped in half at the waist. her top half is still attached thanks to her hand holding the broom but she does sag to the side. could probably be glued]
jujutsu kaisen ;
nobara kugisaki prize figure by taito
sukuna nendoroid by good smile company [still sealed]
komi can't communicate ;
shouko komi nendoroid by good smile company [still sealed]
madoka magica ;
akemi homura prize figure by taito
akemi homura prize figure by banpresto [no box]
akemi homura prize figure by banpresto (2) [no box]
akemi homura prize figure by banpresto (3) [no box]
kyouko sakura prize figure by banpresto [no box]
madoka kaname prize figure by sega
madoka kaname prize figure by bandai spirits
madoka kaname prize figure by banpresto [damaged; she has some discoloration and her upper & lower body aren't connected. not visible when she's displayed.]
madoka kaname nendoroid maiko ver. by good smile company
mami tomoe prize figure by banpresto [no box]
sayaka miki prize figure by banpresto [no box]
mob psycho 100 ;
shigeo kageyama nendoroid by orange rouge
my hero academia ;
dabi pop up parade by good smile company
dabi prize figure by bandai spirits
himiko toga 1/8 scale figure by bell fine
himiko toga prize figure by bandai spirits
himiko toga prize figure by bandai spirits (2)
himiko toga pop up parade by good smile company
shoto todoroki prize figure by banpresto [no box & damaged; one of his belt capsules on the back is broken off and gone]
tamaki amajiki prize figure by bandai spirits
tomura shigaraki prize figure by bandai spirits
tomura shigaraki prize figure by bandai spirits (2)
tomura shigiraki prize figure by bandai spirits (3)
tomura shigaraki pop up parade by good smile company [still sealed]
neon genesis evangelion ;
asuka langley soryuu prize figure by sega [no box]
asuka langley soryuu prize figure by sega (2) [no box]
asuka langley soryuu petit eva by banpresto
kaworu nagisa prize figure by sega [no box]
kaworu nagisa prize figure by sega (2) [no box]
rei ayanami prize figure by sega [no box]
rei ayanami petit eva by banpresto [damaged; one of the pegs has broken off and is stuck in her foot.]
sk8 the infinity ;
reki kyan nendoroid by orange rouge [still sealed]
being sick means staying at home which means szpd goes "!!! i don't have to be around people! my god it's a blessing people in real life scare me" but it also means npd goes "*sobbing* i'm just so fucking love starved please god i need attention"
in other words im going back to college tomorrow and yknow. actually not that excited about it HBFGHBGF but like oh well yaknow....
nia's mumble was barely audible. araya let her eyes glide across the floor to where they landed on nia's cane: where their hands gripped the handle so tightly, araya thought their bones might burst through their skin. the bend of their wrists increased and decreased at marginal angles as nia rocked back and forth gently.
araya shuffled about on the bench momentarily, and passed her own cane to her left hand and out of her range of sight, toying with the feeling of the cane through her gloves, before responding,
"no. that would mean i made the wrong choice when i started."
she looked down. out of the corner of her eye, she saw nia's head turn towards them in shy curiosity.
"i didn't."
"i don't... i don't mean that." nia fumbled unhappily, sending the handle of their cane bouncing between their two hands. "not... being a leader.. i mean.."
araya released a soft sigh of breath, and watched it drift into the sky in a white haze.
nia shakes their head, somewhat scared of the situation, opening and closing their mouth a few times as their brain tried to formulate feelings into a sentence.
"i mean, that it's.... it's difficult, right?" they look at araya.
araya nods. she notices that she's gripping onto the end of her jacket like a vice, but refuses to let go.
"it is," araya concedes. "but 'tiring' and 'difficult' are different, right?"
nia nods unsurely. "but they're connected, to me. i think."
araya processes what nia's just said in her head. at times like this, she's almost sure she can feel everyone in the vicinity seeing the cogs turn in her head - fortunately, today, it's only nia.
"i think i understand," she says eventually.
there's a slight pause.
then, she shakes her head.
"not for me," she admits. "there's something to it, that's difficult, but not tiring. not in the conventional sense you speak of, right?"
nia looks at her.
"you mean tired as... becoming agitated, doing the same thing. tired of expectations."
nia nods.
"while i'm sure this is a factor for you too... the only tired i experience is chronically ill tired."
nia smiles shyly, but unsurely. "i'm sure if you didn't have any of that, you wouldn't let anything get in your way."
"probably not," araya agrees. "but then i wouldn't be myself, would i?"
nia shakes their head, and lets a semblance of a giggle slip out into the night air. "no. i guess not."
i have perhapss just a sneaking suspicion that,,,, no one has played minecraft in a long time!! however i'm going to play it.... not quite sure what there is to do on minecraft nowadays!! but it can't be too much of a bother :]]
ok i’m just wondering does anybody else with npd (or someone that suspects they have npd) experience derealization and/or depersonalization on a constant basis??
like, i feel permanently detached from my body and everything about my identity is based off of what people tell me (with the exception of my gender and sexuality — on those bases, i have no gender and i feel no attraction). i feel like some entity that’s just controlling the body (which, to some extent, is true. i myself am merely the nervous system that is controlling the rest of the body)
idk if this is something from my npd or if this is something contributing to my npd or a weird result of early childhood trauma or just something different altogether
for clarification, i’ve experienced depersonalization since i was 12-13 (and possibly before — that was just the age that i became aware of it) and since then it hasn’t necessarily gotten worse, just more substantial (??). as in, it’s definitely evolved to be a more consistent thing, but it’s not destroying my life or anything. it’s just how it is. i don’t the find the experience scary and instead find myself comforted in my separation from the physical body. i do think it’s somewhat concerning, as this obviously isn’t a normal experience or mindset — at least, not in a constant and consistent setting
we do!! we have uhh NPD, SZPD and DID (with maybe a dash of anxiety + maybe schizophrenia, if not then simply stress induced psychosis)
we rely heavily on what we're like as alters, our pronouns, our gender, our species and our attraction for the stable sense of self and other than that it's... well it's basically nothing
(exception of when we have strong IRLs ongoing which also contributes)
i'm used to being in the body as the host who almost never switches out but it's just like the body to me... and just like you i take the rest of my identity from what people call me (which is generally boiled down to "smart" nowadays). the body just happens to be where we reside and that's all it is to me. as long as im comfortable and my reputation is fine then i don't care
i have to admit i have some sort of reverence for our ghostbur.
he’s brought me, germano and ruby-rose food a few times, as far as i recall. on occasion it looks homemade, which brings me to wonder if he (or a member of his family) made it himself.
it certainly makes things more- shall i say- like a picnic? once, me, germano, and ruby-rose were on the castle roof (it is a favourite place of ours) and ghostbur’s bread was still warm. i believe it was filled with fruit and raisins, and the likes. it certainly made that evening nicer.
today’s gender is LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG when you drag out words in text just for comedic effect. light hearted. math-like. nice math tho, like, comprehensible math hjfghjfg
as you can tell my friend was helping me with math hw and i understand it now and they’re the best <3 /p -myriad
uh today’s gender is.. stale. sort of. probably mouldy, like mouldy bread. sour in a very bad way. very desaturated green and blue n stuff like that. rlly not nice.
