yo it fucking sucks so much that im just trying to get off on my own and i start crying after every few minutes because im starting to relax for the first time in 8 months
the thoughts in my head go crush that had no interest with me last year and broke my heart unknowingly -> what if he liked you and you guys were getting it on -> all your memories with him are at work -> you think about it all including when you talked about him to your coworkers -> your favorite coworker and one of the first friends you made there has died -> you will never get to see her again or tell her the stories you've been keeping to tell her after she gave birth -> you wasted a lot of opportunities and you're going to regret everything for the rest of your life -> cycle repeats
like im reading really good erotica fic and then i just get bombarded by these things and im gonna be so puffy tomorrow good lord
