The Future is Plural

@dyspunktional-leviathan's more personal blog; not discourse-free. It/its, hazard/hazards, LBV/LBVs, fey/fey/feyr, xe/xem/xir. Autistic bipolar queer cripple. Altbeing. Radeviant anarcho-transhumanist. Fandom @brotherless-behavior, drawings @whatruwaitingfor-draw-spades

[nbstarbeast]

This is @dyspunktional-leviathan; I made this side account long ago with the purpose of maybe occassionally retreating here to unload, but ended up not having done it until it now became necessary.

I'm not unlogging from my main, main's in browser and this is in the app.

Might say something more later.

[bigbeautifulplushie]

Really liking the term "friends and equivalent trustees" (short: FAETs) or "friends and trust-equivalents" (FATEs) these days.

I find it great for grouping people that we trust as much as we would a friend of ours, but don't have an actual friendship-type relationship with for whatever reason. (often apl-spec reasons)

[helicalsymmetry]

problematic immune system gap

[nbstarbeast]

It's so important to me that once I get the fuck away from my f*mily, I'll be able to wear revealing and/or sexualized clothes and accessories.

[nbstarbeast]

Non-mutuals don't open please

Me: there's such a lack of conversation on the white supremacist standards of masculinity compared to that on those of femininity

*monkey's paw curls and it somehow turns into bloggers posting about how feminization of racialized men means racialized cis men are exactly as oppressed, in the same regards, as racialized trans women*

[nbstarbeast]

Selfshipping with your ficto"sibling" whom you canonically renounced and you'll fight the fandom for that with your teeth but also you're too incestophilic and also having irl siblings...... Things get awkward sometimes in my thoughts re all this, though really they don't have to

[drinking-with-cupid]

Imagine your abusive f/o...

♡ touching your body without your consent. They don't care. They will touch their property whenever and however they want.

♡ only allowing you to go outside when it's with them. Why else would you want to go outside? To meet people? Nope, not gonna happen.

♡ pressuring you into drinking alcohol, smoking weed or taking other drugs with them. And if you refuse, they won't hesitate to resort to violence to make you obey.

♡ grabbing you roughly, maybe in a fight. They don't give a shit if you're left with bruises. They're convinced it's your fault anyway for making them angry in the first place.

♡ conditioning you to be perfectly submissive for them. If you disobey or argue, they won't hesitate to make you regret it. Whether they hit you, yell at you, rape you, starve you or something else entirely.

[nbstarbeast]

Remembered I could write this here too not just in dms. I was able to access NNIA yesterday but can't again today, and I'm not sure what's the reason (it's not just NNIA, it's quite a lot of sites including some really random ones). I'd still appreciate if someone(&) relayed that on NNIA for the folx who aren't here.

[nbstarbeast]

Wondering again whether the post I made will send or if it's lost in the depths

[nbstarbeast]

Also. I love my friends. Hi friends, I love you(&) so much. Thank you(&) all so much for existing and being my friends. So so so much.

[nbstarbeast]

I really want a new layout here, but I don't yet know what and also I feel sad that I haven't been on here a lot with this one but fuck it, I want a new one

I've also been thinking of making a whole new acc but probably I could make this one into a home. Same with how I thought to make a new art blog (and have, but it immediately got termed I think bc of a mistake, or perhaps bc the first post was abt commissions), but ended up feeling fine using my old one.

[nbstarbeast]

I keep feeling like I cannot fully/properly express myself anywhere

[anthropologistfromentropy]

Sergey Razumovsky themed stimboard :)

Not entirely canonical, more just stuff my alter likes. Lowkey transfem vibes.

[whatruwaitingfor-draw-spades]

And the lesson from today is: even if the sketch looks fine flipped, it's still better to flip a few times during the coloring.

Happy first UTDR fanart. I have not yet played DR (or UT), the colors would be in more deliberate symbolism if I have and perhaps I'll redraw this when I play. Everything about the appearance may also change.

I've been focused on DL worldbuilding, but I'd really like to practice full pieces more. I've got a lot of art plans too, and some of them simply haven't worked out yet, many others I haven't gotten to yet.

Portrait commissions available for donations of any size to @/kattheamazingcat! They have not updated for a long time (so I just want to hope they're busy...), but they're severely disabled with very high health risks and have been evicted at the beginning of September. More about their situation on their blog.

Oh yay the link image embeds are working again

Also, this one reminds me of my older work, like the Tyzias portrait.

[Image description:

A rather messy digital portrait of Kris from Deltarune. Chest up, in side profile; slightly with their back to the viewer and looking over their shoulder with a very tense expression.

They're a thin human teenager with dark straight hair in a bob with long, messy bangs. They have a large nose tip, a unibrow, and wide eyes. Their skin is literal bright yellow, and their visible eye is bright red. They're wearing a green jumper with a wide yellow stripe. The original game palette is used for the coloring.

The background is an abstract texture of yellowish green with some white and red over black. The shadows and highlights are red and bluish, there's a shadow over the upper half of Kris's face, though it does not conceal their eye. The overall atmosphere of the piece is very tense.

Signature: Discord: leviathan_0084 Sept 24 + Oct 7–8 2025

End image description]

[nbstarbeast]

I've been thinking about starting to use this blog & wanting a smaller&quieter&more personal place than my main a lot but only just realized that yeah if I'm feeling weird about posting/reblogging something on main in some moment or at all or whatever I can do it to here

[through-lines]

I'm seeing the F Key fictionkin symbol on my dash, and. hmmm. Thoughts. I very much agree that the symbol leaves…something to be desired, aesthetically speaking.

But the symbology. Intersection of realities. Being the doorway between realities. That's it! That's what it's all about! That's the thing.

I know there's been attempts at creating a new fictionkin symbol in the last several years. I've thought about trying my hand at it. I really would like a symbol that preserves the intersecting realities idea… even if I'm the only person who's pressed about it >_>

[through-lines]

I never can stop thinking about stuff and things

I've dabbled with symbol ideas on and off, and I keep coming back to this one. It's chunky, but it's straightforward and it retains the idea of intersecting realities

The basic concept here is like. the fiction and the nonfiction. and the intersection within the self that exists within both.

is this anything. idk.

[nyctohyloph0bia]

I fuck with this symbol a lot. I made it into an icon.

[through-lines]

OOHHHH WHAT??? This is too cool ;_;

Just jumping off of this reblog to say, I did not expect this much attention on this! This was a late night low-effort post I was expecting to receive a couple of comments max, and I was gonna elaborate later when I had more energy. If I'd known this post was going to get spread like this, I would've put more care into this post 😭

Still, I'm grateful to see the positive reception so far! And thank you so much for the polished icon!!

[nbstarbeast]

*injects Dragons of Winter Night into my veins to cure kin dysphoria*

Ironically the ableism against Caramon shit is also concentrated in the same book...