Near

Near/Fluttershy Fictive | bodily adult | He/Him/Bun/Buns | Interests: Death Note, Writing, My Little Pony: FiM, Miraculous Ladybug, Sonic the Hedgehog, Arts and Crafts, Jfashion | MBTI: INTJ 5w6 | I like scene fashion and scene music too ! | Side blog |

[nears-stuff]

🎀 Near/Fluttershy - he/him bun/buns - bodily an adult 🎀

꒰ა i am a fictive from death note and my little pony and this is my side blog ! ໒꒱

♡ i am an autism symptom holder, i am also a symptom holder for arfid and adhd ♡

🩰 i am married to our mello, matt, light, L, beyond/discord, mafia era mello, and river (one-shot near introject) and i am also dating our fox introject (tpof) 🩰

౨ৎ i age regress and i love arts and crafts ! we have dyscalculia so be kind about our disabilities and how we think ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎

dni : anti/proship discourse, antis, transmeds, radfems, proparas, endogenics, “transids, transrace”

[nears-stuff]

i had a bad dream last night and it was a reminder of how cruel and disgusting our relatives are. i hate using the term "family," for people who don't deserve such a title. the fact that they genuinely believe that they did nothing wrong baffles me, one of them even put us in conversion therapy at 15, and yet he still believes himself to be righteous, all of them do.

[nears-stuff]

i yearn for dormancy or to go into the innerworld rather than being stuck in front 24/7 as a cocon host

[nears-stuff]

the adults who i thought were my "friends" as a teenager were all just emotionally immature people who put high expectations on me, and got mad when i didn't meet said expectations of being just like near from death note. i was treated poorly. i don't fuck with meronia fans, and i say this as someone who's OTP is meronia.

i don't fuck with death note fans in general, they act like they're above everyone else the same way the characters do, it's incredibly annoying. maybe im just seeing and meeting the wrong people, but they are all very irritating.

[nears-stuff]

i always get a laugh when i still see mello fictives with "near dni" on their accounts. i had to grow used to it back in 2022 since all of them wanted to stereotype near fictives autism as rude and cold. im not the near from your source memories and im not my source, it's just childish to believe that. im my own person !

[nears-stuff]

FUCK THE WINTER IT'S LASTING AS LONG AS SUMMER IM SUFFERING IM SO COLD OHMYGOD

we've lost almost 30 pounds and the weather here is SO cold, i even suffer in the house when the heater is on !! i used to yearn for winter back in the south, but i've never experienced this kind of cold or snow in my life ! i just want spring to come !! i miss the green grass and spring rain !! ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

[nears-stuff]

i miss the fall time… i love the aesthetics and feelings of nostalgia with the season. halloween is my favorite :3

[nears-stuff]

this is so me and my light and we are very in love :3

[2003-playground]

Can we stop using "still lives with their parents" or "unemployed" or "doesn't have a drivers license" or "didn't graduate high school" as an insult or evidence that someone is a bad person? Struggling with independence or meeting milestones is not a moral failing.

[yandeded]

God, this creature is too cute 🤓💞

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

The Hidden Cost of Being an Autistic Adult

Neurodivergent_lou

[father-in-lawliet]

L, do you actually like your successors? Genuinely curious, especially because the amount of them on the joint blog.

well. i'd say so? i guess it depends on what you meany by "like".

i don't know them to a very deep extent, but i certainly don't despise their presence. i feel pretty indifferent towards them. they simply just... exist to me.

[nears-stuff]

L just can’t match my freak

[disrealities]

Romance holder.

An alter that holds all affection, romance, or romantic feelings! They themselves may be a hopeless romantic, or they may just love "too much"!

For day 4 of @puriette's event!

[cocoona-sims]

KIKIW.STUDIO-HAIR 20240519 💇‍♀️

HAIR

♥-New mesh ♥-Female ♥-103 colors

♥-HQ textures ♥-Custom thumbnails ♥-Recoloring Allowed: Yes - Do not include mesh

Patreon（EARLY ACCESS）

#Reuploading to any forum or website is not permitted.  Repacking is not permitted. 禁止分流到任何论坛和网站。禁止以任何形式打包分享。

[nears-stuff]

OH. that makes sense, sorry to bug you then! thank you for the strawberry:)

-rainbow dash

it’s okay ! i love anons and asks regardless so you are not bothering me at all :3c

[nears-stuff]

look, as long as you're not endangering yourself, i couldn't care less what you get up to. still, i can't believe none of those idiots even TRIED to explain things... maybe tell L you're being safe so he doesn't burst a blood vessel, but it seems things are fine

-rainbow dash

nya ! but those asks were a different near ! i’m “- near 🎲” with only the dice and i type in all lower case

/)/)

( . .)

( づ🍓

here is a strawberry for you !

[nears-stuff]

near- he's referring to a euphemism for sex, 'the birds and the bees'. please, PLEASE tell me someone at that godawful orphanage at least gave you a brief explanation of what sex is.

-a very concerned rainbow dash

oh i do a lot of birds and the bees :3 i have 8 partners in our system ! L, light, 2 mello’s, long haired near, matt, and beyond ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡ i don’t remember sex education at wammys house thooough…