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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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About Us
Aleena: Polyamorous Autistic DID System - https://www.nebula-system.com/home is our site. this account is relatively useless, we’re still like, getting used to actually using this place. so yeah. also we’ll always sign off which Alter posted so yeah, that way you know.
as for my posts specifically: they will be fucking chaotic. you have been warned.
Alixian: why the fuck do ANC headphones have this sort of "blind spot" in the ANC that doesn't block the range of human voices and such nearly as well as the rest of the frequencies?
if I wanted to listen to people the ANC would be off and if I wanted to listen to stupid people i'd talk to bigots. if I turn on the ANC I don't wanna hear shit unless its bloody murder screams, sirens, moans, or gunshots, since those are about the only things I need to give a damn about on the fly
why can't i physically fight my flashbacks? i'd prefer that to this because fuck this. i could beat the ass of my flashbacks, i know it, but fuck this shit.
Curse Words
Aleena: why are curse words, well, curse words? and not the witchy kind, no i mean ones like fuck and bitch. like i'm a fuckin bitch, and i lean into that. why did random people decide that that's how words work? and that that's like, how english is meant to work? language is weird and i don't get that.
like, it's a word people. i can use them however i damn well please?
then again maybe i'm just a psychopath, still working with our therapist on that one.
Shitposting
Aleena: so like i keep watching videos on youtube about tumblr and i keep wanting to post here but idk if i have anything interesting to say, so idk what to post, so this blog's just gonna be chaos ig
have a quote from a youtuber i like: "i know this is a bad idea, but consider the following: i really wanna do it". literally me.
*wishes i could legally make a botnet to repost this 5 trillion times a day*
Coining Post: Coming Of The Tism
it's like coming of age but it's when you finally decide which hyperfixation is your favourite and choose it to be your main lifey interest and/or career. alternatively it's when you can't choose and decide on multiple favourites
Autistic Shitpost #3
do you think any of the fellow autistics ever heard "eye contact" and thought it meant physical eye contact, and not just, staring into people's eyes and gazing into each other's eyes? like, rubbing your corneas together? Anyone? I feel like someone had to do this at least once.
When your partner has a praise kink but you're Montessori trained so you know that praise is an ineffective way to encourage development and it's much more productive to acknowledge their effort so that they learn to effectively give themselves feedback so they can develop a healthy intrinsic motivation instead of deriving their self worth from labels put on them by other people .... "baby it's amazing how much you could last today compared to last week"
#I can tell you’ve been practicing hard and working to build your stamina #how did it feel to last longer? did it feel good? I’m so glad to hear that
lifetime sub who's an experienced dog trainer & teacher trying to encourage a newbie dom w a master's in education: i know iT'S BAD PEDAGOGYYY. JUST PUNISH MEEEeeee please before i die
"I use Linux as my operating system," I state proudly to the unkempt, bearded man. He swivels around in his desk chair with a devilish gleam in his eyes, ready to mansplain with extreme precision. "Actually", he says with a grin, "Linux is just the kernel. You use GNU+Linux!' I don't miss a beat and reply with a smirk, "I use Alpine, a distro that doesn't include the GNU Coreutils, or any other GNU code. It's Linux, but it's not GNU+Linux." The smile quickly drops from the man's face. His body begins convulsing and he foams at the mouth and drops to the floor with a sickly thud. As he writhes around he screams "I-IT WAS COMPILED WITH GCC! THAT MEANS IT'S STILL GNU!" Coolly, I reply "If windows were compiled with GCC, would that make it GNU?" I interrupt his response with "-and work is being made on the kernel to make it more compiler-agnostic. Even if you were correct, you won't be for long." With a sickly wheeze, the last of the man's life is ejected from his body. He lies on the floor, cold and limp. I've womansplained him to death.
this is beautiful
a trans girl tech nerd
Autistic Shitpost #2
random thing i'm annoyed about: companies that don't provide the keymap.c file so i can compile my own fucking firmware for the keyboard i bought and now own using qmk. just let me fuck with it!!!!!!!!!!
i wonder if back when they had the whole paranoia about witches and shit and had the whole "burn at the stake" crap if anyone got accused of being a witch if they touched someone and a static shock happened?
Lesbian Dating
it's so hard, it's a bitch and i just wish some pretty girl would just make me her bitch instead.
anyways, i'm really just mad at the social and psychological superstructure that humans have built around the idea and concept of dating leading it to be this coveted and hidden thing that's hidden behind scaffolding of opinions of people building ever higher trying to get a look, only for those actually wanting to date having to put up hundreds of walls around themselves to keep out the ever growing tsunami of people that aren't worth their time from getting in, despite the fact that the more walls they build, the more cracks get in bc they can't maintain that many walls, leading to them, inevitably, changing who they are, quitting, or just overall hating the structure too and delving into toxicity and likely becoming one of the many people in that tsunami ruining the entire social structure, process, and overall concept of dating for everyone still looking, and the fact that when people act differently about it by telling people to back off and being picky and being more than happy to throw down napalm around themselves to watch that tsunami of toxic suitors burn as the flames dance within their eyes, people are suddenly terrified, when it was the toxic suitors that are the cause of the flames, and their actions of walking into them anyways assuming they will not be burned is the cause for people hating the one who cast the flames to begin with when it was the person's actions that were responded to, cause and effect. that's exactly what i do. i cast the fire, and i let anyone who tries making dating harder for me or cause a problem walk into it and burn, and anyone who comes with good intentions can merely walk through, freely, and yet, nobody has. it's just a whole social construct that's got me real fucking pissed because my options for dealing with it are:
1: succumb and become like everyone else and deal with that shit (not my fucking scene, fuck that)
2: forge my own path and terrify the people that don't understand psychology or hate me for putting words to "that which should remain unspoken" because of other more complicated and traditional neurotypical sociological norms of using subtle messaging and subtext and borderline manipulation to communicate instead of fucking english, and because i'm autistic and can't understand (or just outright ignore out of defiance + pathological demand avoidance) social cues and social "rules" that people have in place like not putting words to "unspoken" things, and high emotional intelligence, it's suddenly making me the black sheep because people can't just communicate instead.
thank you for coming to my ted talk
collection of useful things tumblr has taught me:
even if you can't fall asleep, laying down with your eyes closed will still rest your body
you don't have to brush your teeth standing up
you don't have to do any chore standing up, from dishes to showering
you don't have to shower with the lights on
if you can't brush your teeth, flossing and a tongue scraper gets rid of plaque and bad breath
if you can't do that, mouthwash kills a lot of bacteria
eating "unhealthy" food is better than eating no food
you can make the same meal everyday for however long you still want it
some pills come in syrups or chewables if you can't swallow them
kids nutritional shakes can be a quick way to get fuel if you can't eat/don't have time
if walking hurts/exhausts you on a regular basis, canes and rollers are for you, no matter how young you are
we have free will—if doing something "out of the ordinary" makes life easier for you, do it
If it's worth doing, it's worth doing halfway. If you can't eat a whole sandwich, eating just some of it (or anything, really) is better than nothing. If you can't brush your teeth, swishing water around your mouth helps more than doing nothing. If you can't drink plain water, drinking seltzer or tea or anything is better than drinking absolutely nothing.
Incomplete tasks are better than no tasks at all.
Autism Creature Plushie?
does anyone know of an Autism Creature plushie? i want a massive one. i'm seeing a ton of small ones but i want a big one i can cuddle because why not and because tism. like, 2 feet tall, not some dinky lil 16cm like i am seeing. please tell me this exists
hush little baby dont you cry. mamas gonna buy you a big horse fly. and if that big horse fly dont fly. mamas gonna buy you another horse fly
[club mix] another horse fly. another horse fly
i can hear this post, what have you done
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