Aine Kells

Oh, to be a free little freak, with nary a care about the modern world. I write stories and share things that interest me. Mature content. Any pronouns are fine. https://en.pronouns.page/@neerdokells

[neerdokells]

Intro

This is a mature blog for adults who can handle acting like adults. If you are not an adult, this space is not for you, and it is not safe or healthy for you to stay here.

I am an asexual apagender deviæ autistic faekin author. I am sex-favorable and kinky, and enjoy being a switch; being asexual means I do not experience sexual attraction, and probably impacts the way I participate in sex, but does not make it less of a physically enjoyable act. This blog is a catch-all, as I do not invest time in sideblogs. So, you can expect to find fandom, fetish, and stories floating around here.

Some fandoms you can expect include Palia, Mass Effect, Dragon Age, Doctor Who, and Stellaris. My special interests include geography and ttrpgs. I love expressionist and impressionist art.

Some of my stories are real, some are fiction, and I rarely bother to label which are which. I sometimes share things from the perspective of a dom and sometimes from the perspective of a sub, because I like both. I sometimes engage as though I have a penis and sometimes as though I have a vagina, and sometimes breasts are involved; ideally, I would have all of it. I prefer the term deviæ, though the more common term is currently salmacian.

I will not be posting a list of kinks. You can figure them out as you go if you like.

I am a physical faekin; I have the literal blood of actual fae running through my veins. This is a part of my family tree that I did not come up with, but feel effects from. I have a sense of what my body would be if I were fully fae, and will talk about that as being me from time to time. I don’t know any way to actually physically take that form, but that does not make it less mine.

I am married and not looking for additional partners.

My pronouns are whatever you want to use. They mean nothing to me. Feel free to be creative.

Welcome, and enjoy your stay!

[faggotdracula]

we need to talk more about free use tops. it’s always free use bottoms but what about the tops that let you make demands to be fucked and they do it. the tops that let you put a harness on them and ride them. the tops who let you use them as toys. hello can anyone hear me

[cock-holliday]

“Why are people dropping they/them from profiles” “a lot of people have stopped being nonbinary” “i feel like a lot of people i knew who were nonbinary identify differently suddenly” its the violent exorsexism in larger society and within queer communities that happens like clockwork when there is a rise in anti-queer, anti-trans bigotry.

When fascism spikes, we get a two-fold where folks who cannot or will not assimilate are pushed by our oppressors to reconsider, and fellow queer/trans folks become some of the most aggressive enforces of that “choice” in an attempt to buy safety within the majority.

This shit is why inter-community discourse is not just petty complaints—the refusal to hold solidarity with the weirdest, loudest, most visible queers in our midst is fascist as well as self-destructive. People are being forced into the closet, forced into labels that make others—including queer and trans people—more comfortable, because comfort and conformity becomes the biggest priority for many when shit hits the fan. And these are the scenarios that dont end up with nonbinary people dead.

You are abandoning the most vulnerable while preaching about privileges, and this saboteur mentality will not even ultimately save you when eventually you are either forced to learn that you do not fit how you thought you did or our oppressors shift the goalposts until even your presentation of sexuality and gender are not “normal” enough anymore.

[katz-on-saturn]

Nonbinary people don't owe you androgyny, nonbinary people don't owe you conformity, nonbinary people don't owe you gender neutrality

Nonbinary people can be mostly men, mostly women, both, neither, fluid, half and half, xenic, many or all

Nonbinary means not in the binary, which also includes those who identify with binary genders + more, have unique connections to a binary gender, only identify partially as a binary gender, those who see their binary gender as inherently non conforming to the binary

Nonbinary comes in so many different forms of experience

We aren't all gender neutral

I am nonbinary, I am a guy, my gender is more complicated then you could ever fathom

[captainjonnitkessler]

So many political posts I hate boil down to "I don't want to organize and work with people I hate and fight for small, incremental victories, I just want to start a revolution where everyone magically becomes an automaton who acts exactly the way I think they should act"

Like damn man, I want that too. Unfortunately I live in reality though so we're stuck with the first thing.

[neerdokells]

When I met Alex, I knew I wanted to be closer to her. I knew there was something beautiful and radiant and magnetic about her that I needed in my life. I don't even really remember how we met; I just remember her infectious smile, her flowing skirt, her incredibly long blonde hair, her invitation to sit with her at lunch that I accepted every day from then on.

When I moved a few towns away the following school year and forgot to tell any of my lifelog friends because of how sudden it was, Alex was the first person I reached out to. I just couldn't lose her.

When Alex asked me if she could bite my arm to see how much pain I could handle, purely out of curiosity of course, I said yes. And I watched her gently take my arm into her hands and lock eyes with me and slowly sink her teeth in, and never flinched or looked away, lost in the depth of her green eyes, until she jerked away at the unexpected taste of my blood on her tongue.

When she told me she was bored and produced a collar and leash she claimed someone had left on the porch, and asked if she could put the collar on me, I agreed. When I heard the leash click onto the collar, I lost all sense of being my own. She walked me around the block and to the store, and when we returned, I sat on the floor next to her chair and knew I would do anything she asked.

When she kissed me after my dad's second wedding, I laid back on the couch and gave into her leading and reveled in her taste and her smell and the weight of her body on top of me.

When she woke up in my bed and wrote "Alex was here" on the wall next to it, I felt as if the space was truly hers, and I never dared to erase or cover it up.

When I tried to confess my love to a girl a few years later and assure her I wanted only her and no one else, I accidentally called her Alex.

When I found myself trying to describe soulmates to someone, I didn't find myself talking about the woman I almost married, but the woman who changed me, the first woman who began to domesticate me, even though Alex and I never formally dated.

We were young and we were stupid and we didn't know how to hold back, and it showed. When my car's ceiling fabric was falling down and the dome light didn't work and I got sick of it and ripped all of that out, it was Alex that chose the poster I tacked up in its place. It was Alex that pushed me to find out how fast my new car could go the first time I cracked 100 mph. When some guy threatened an ex of mine (that I was still friends with), it was Alex who agreed to lure that guy into the woods where her boyfriend and I were waiting to teach him a lesson. The man who became my best friend had been my enemy up until Alex demanded I give him a shot, so I did. When I was drunk for a week and woke up next to my ex and then swore off alcohol, it was watching Alex choose someone else that I was trying to forget by drinking.

When Alex left, moved away across the country, I felt as if a part of me had been ripped away, like a dog dumped on the side of the road watching its human's car disappear over the ridge. And I chased that missing piece for years.

When I knew I was ready to move on and commit fully to the woman who is now my wife, it was because Alex was the one who came to me in a dream and told me it was time to let go.

And I, as always, did as I was told.

[classicalcanvas]

Train in the Snow or The Locomotive (1875) by Claude Monet

[beckie-letitia-deactivated20210]

This blog is pro tits and anti Nazi

[barbed-werecat]

I think you can and should call out transandrophobia without being transmisogynistic.

You can also call out transmisogyny without being transandrophobic

[spicypolls]

What do you do if you notice one of the NSFT accounts you follow is okay with minors interacting?*

Report their account to Tumblr.

Privately inform any mutuals that this account allows minors.

Make a post telling others that this account allows minors.

Block them.

Unfollow them.

Send them an ask/message telling them they shouldn't allow minors.

Send them an ask/message to get more information about why they allow minors.

Ignore it (it doesn't make me uncomfortable).

Ignore it (but it makes me uncomfortable).

Other

Remaining time: 2 days 3 hours

*You have not seen them having any NSFT interactions with minors but their pinned/bio say something like "minors welcome" or "I don't care if minors interact".

For responses, choose the first response that applies.

[themightytej]

The entire concept of "allowing" groups of people to interact with your blog is deeply strange. You people should probably know that.

Now, I've never seen the circumstances being described, and NSFT covers a MASSIVE range of materials, some of which is more acceptable for minors to see than others. But the fundamental issue here is the assumption that blog owners have a responsibility to manually vet everyone who interacts with their blog. But this is absolutely unreasonable, and in many countries, legally untrue. It is the responsibility of tumblr to provide adequate tagging and filtering tools (where legally demanded, it is also the responsibility of tumblr to handle user verification, even though that's garbage); it is the responsibility of users to utilize those tools. This means, if you post something sexual, tumblr is supposed to have a way to mark it as such and you are supposed to use that method to mark it as such. That's it. That's where your responsibility ends.

This whole mindset that people posting on tumblr need to be worrying about the age of every person liking or reblogging or following them is nothing but unwarranted anxiety. It's bad enough if you submit yourself to it, don't go around trying to enforce it on others.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Babies are socially accepted parasites.

[onion-souls]

When u read Ayn Rand 1 time

[unfitninjuh]

They’re not a parasite, they’re a potential investment

[onion-souls]

When you read Ayn Rand a dozen times

[lanadelreyquasa]

WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT

[kaibas-paragraphical-mind]

YOU COULD BE A FUCKING BADASS DRAGON THAT’S THE POINT

[who-the-f-ck]

“I AM A CREATURE OF DARKNESS” “oh hey sabrina.”

[shitsuren-chama]

I guess the point is that you could shapeshift into the body you always thought you’d grow into when you were a kid

taller, shorter, slimmer, more muscular, purple hair, tattoos everywhere, tattoos nowhere, 

every single shoe would fit you every single time you tried it on, every single article of clothing would fit your perfectly, all you have to do is transform slightly, you’d never run out of ‘your size’ again

and you wouldn’t have to work for it at all, and you’d never be limitted by your bone structure or something. You could just transform at will.

[elvenrainbow]

[bogleech]

I don’t see how this is much of a downside

When you turn into a sixty story tentacle demon and terrorize a city you want to get the credit you deserve

[revereche-deactivated20140508]

Oh man that would be so sweet. I could be an annoying fuck as an insect or something but you couldn’t kill me because everyone would know

[perpetualcombustioninstruct-blog]

That’s great but have you considered

~cosplay

~Halloween costumes

~acting

~cosplay

~stretching to reach stuff and shrinking to fit through spaces

~cosplay

~cosplay

~COSPLAY

[solsolecito]

imagine being at work minding your business and then suddenly you look out the window and see like a 50ft tall flamingo and then someone just says “oh, yeah, that’s just pete, he does this sometimes, don’t worry”

[brightlotusmoon]

“BRB, gonna be a cat-sized dragon for a few hours. Might come home a foot taller with mood tattoos.”

“Don’t antagonize the fae.”

“I AM the fae, Susan.”

[aqueerkettleofish]

Also, consider— people will know it’s you, but it doesn’t say they’ll know what you are. “So is Pete a 50 foot flamingo who changes into a man, or the other way around?” “We.. we don’t know. Barbara asked him once, but he just grinned. She said they weren’t the teeth of a human OR flamingo and she didn’t want to talk about it.”

[frolicking-cat]

Iconic post

[that-hippie-user]

IM COMING OUT

HUMANITY IS A SOCIAL CONSTRUCT, I AM A SHADOW GIVEN FLESH, VOIDPUNK FOREVER!!!!

MY DYSPHORIA IS DEAD AND BURIED, I KNOW WHO I AM AND I AM PROUD, REJECT MODERNITY BECOME CREATURE.

[telltaletypist]

weirdest part of being an adult is the fact that you can put off watching a movie for nearly a decade and barely notice

[landsccape]

[sentimentalslut]

"very guilty and problematic client" holy copaganda batman

[sentimentalslut]

let’s start parsing who does and doesn’t deserve representation and assign moral weight to agreeing to protect their rights I don’t see how this could possibly go wrong

[anarchistmemedistro]

[onusjott]

This is the endpoint of assigning morality based on ontologies of people. You wind up with the simplest ontology: good or bad.

[madlori]

Getting tired of saying this but

THE POINT OF A DEFENSE ATTORNEY ISN'T TO GET THEIR CLIENT OFF. IT'S TO MAKE THE STATE PROVE THEIR CASE AND DO THEIR DUE DILIGENCE.

IT'S TO PROVIDE A CHECK ON THE POWER OF THE STATE TO JUST THROW PEOPLE IN JAIL.

If someone "gets off" because of a technicality that means the state DID NOT DO THAT.

[televisionenjoyer]

EVERYONE GET MORE FEMINIST NOW

[televisionenjoyer]

EVERYONE GET FEMINIST NOW 😭😭

[classicalcanvas]

Tambourine with Pansies (1886) by Vincent van Gogh