full-time internet child

thomas/moth // he/him // old enough // russian living in america // trans bi aro // started off as star wars, now its just all fandom garbage // writer of queer horror fiction podcasts // and a lot of horror media how did this blog get so much horror media // moth_tille on ao3 (sideblog at @russianguyreactstothings )

[nerdytransguy]

https://www.patreon.com/malinovskyandspreen 

https://open.spotify.com/show/2AcZxkmqrtgq7J16YRVWJN?si=f706581965504a28 

venmo: @mothtille

Hello! I’ve written a podcast and am currently writing more! The current podcast (it’s releasing as of September 2022) is called Into The Ring and you should listen to it if you enjoy horror, Celtic/fae based fantasy, and creepy British children using tape recorders. It also includes trans people, autistic people, and a lot of gay shit (both in the story and in the cast).

I’d really appreciate any money you can spare if you want to help me keep writing my silly little horror podcasts! The current tier is 3 dollars a month and it earns you shoutouts in the episodes and bonus content. The money will be used by my co-creator and me for better equipment and other fun things like physical therapy for my disabled ass.

I hope you enjoy the podcast if you listen!

[aens-land]

[srdcovka]

[pinkdovess]

this meme is so niche

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[duckdotcom]

[deadchannelradio]

dick grayson age 17 goes running in the wee morning hours trips on a raccoon gets bit real bad by it goes to the ER to get his rabies vaccine and texts everyone he knows like haha only in Nyoo Yawk !! Gets an immediate call from bruce telling him off for not already having his rabies jab which turns into a blowout argument resulting in them ceasing to speak again and his bill is so crazy he cant afford rent on his apartment because hes already broke as fuck and he gets evicted starts to sleep on fire escapes etc but hes already working on a case probably about some ninja cult or some bs and tracks them out to some fuckass state like iowa where he solves his case but can’t actually afford gas to get home and also he doesnt have a home anymore so why even bother and ends up sleeping at a loves upright on his motorcycle which is out of gas because again he is 300 dollars overdrafted and getting worse in fees by the day and going by some name like Archibald or something and feeding this dog which did bite him super bad but he now has his rabies vaccination so hes fine probably please ignore the infection It’s Getting Better but the dog has started resource guarding him and barking whenever someone gets near him and wakes him up also he’s becoming somewhat of a local celebrity like oh yeah thats Archibald he’s my bestie at the loves i give him cigarettes sometimes and he’s living his worst life for like Way too long before there’s some kind of emergency and everyone is like Wait where’s our special guy?? And bruce tries to call him and contact him multiple ways but his phones are variously busted waterlogged run over shot up and out of service due to not paying his bill and ends up calling the titans and is like Um would any of you happen to know where my ward is. And everyone is like WELL WOULDNT YOU LIKE TO KNOW WEATHERBOY and then roy calls him to be like warning your fuckass father figure is trying to blow up your spot and gets the This line has been disconnected message and he’s like. Um.

[deadchannelradio]

Gives dick’s titans communicator a ring because while dickie g going dark for 2-4 weeks at a time isnt unusual his phone is typically NOT DISCONNECTED. And dg immediately picks up and is like Hey man !!! What’s Up !! And they wind up having like a 30 minute conversation in the way men often do before roy is like by the way bruce was bothering me and was wondering where youre at and now i’m also wondering where youre at. And dg is like I’m at the loves! Roy voice …is this a code word . I dont know it. Dg voice The gas station. And by this time roy has a suspicion and is like. How long have you been at the loves. Dick grayson voice Have I Told You About This Dog I’ve Been Feeding?

[deadchannelradio]

Roy finally manages to fish the information as to which loves he is at out of him after like a GOOD 20 minutes of conversation wherein dg keeps trying to change the subject usually by talking about the dog (which only bit him a little a couple times) or the people he’s been talking to and bumming cigs from and is like WHY ARE YOU IN IOWA “ninja cult” IN IOWA? “Do i look like i’m in charge of where people decide to set up evil communes” and drops the pin in the titans group chat with a demand that one of those quickfooted motherfuckers zip over and grab him and LEAVE THE FUCKING DOG which group chats are a new technology so his several texts do show up out of order. Wally ends up calling roy and roy puts dg on speakerphone and silences wally so wally can hear the insane conversation theyre having about whether or not the dog is of a redeemable character or likes him for anything other than the gas station hot dogs that dick keeps fishing out of the garbage and feeding it and if dick is named archibald now or if that’s the dogs name and if it’s acceptable to name a dog after yourself even if it’s a fake name you’re going by as a cover. And wally is like okay i’ve heard enough and grabs him and donna has to go get his bike and then wally has to go to the loves again the next day because dg keeps trying to climb out the window and go get his dog even though he’s like maybe a minute away from sepsis because that infected bite wound Was Not Getting Better. Wally takes that dog to the ASPCA as it’s actively trying to bite him and there’s now a photo of the flash doing intake for a stray on twitter and a selfie on the aspca’s wall. To this day whenever he’s gone off the deep end (read: in a manic state) the titans refer to it as “he’s at the loves” and if you mention it to DG he’s like I Loved That Fucking Dog Man. I Can’t Believe You Made Me Leave That Dog. With a deep guttural sadness in his voice. When he gets haley roy’s like this isnt like that fucking dog at the loves again is it and dick’s like I LOVED ARCHIBALD. AND NO ITS NOT. but it absolutely is. 

[khutsydoh]

Unfortunately, given the current state of law enforcement, child protective services, and the mental health professions, the child victim has good reason to fear exposure. Too often, because of bias and ignorance within the helping professions and the criminal justice system, the intervention of outsiders is destructive to both parents and child. The victim who reveals her secret implicitly challenges a traditional and cherished social value, the right of a man to do as he pleases in his own home. And in effect, if not by intention, society punishes the child who has the temerity to accuse her father. In a rural county in Idaho, for example, a team of child protective workers observed that the general community response to discovered cases of incest was initially a punitive reaction, followed by avoidance and inaction:

While the reaction of the community has been volatile and unpredictable . . . little, if any thoughtful planning has been initiated. Most often, the community's response initially is one of extreme anger with frequent comments to the effect that "they should castrate the bastards; they ought to take them out and kill them; they are all crazy and they should be locked up." In the more protracted involvement with these families... these initial intense emotions eventually evolve to either conditional acceptance or avoidance. We have seen spouses, lawyers, judges, and doctors assertively question the possibility of such distasteful acts having occurred when more than a preponderance of the evidence supports the legitimacy of the allegation ... The same avoidance mechanism which disallows the mother/spouse from conscious awareness is also operational in the community at large. This common reaction of initial shock and outrage followed by denial disrupts and threatens the family, provoking the father's wrath, without offering any adequate protection to the child. Thus the child is left even more at the mercy of her father than she was before she dared to disobey him

- from father-daughter incest by judith herman

[girl-interrupted111]

‘I’m special. I’m special. I’m special’ - My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell. 

[theehorsepusssy]

[wolfer-aid]

penis cock with me

[trawl]

[trawl]

Must be one of those posts that has the glitch where ttheres less notes than there actually are

[devilladyman-deactivated2024122]

[brandonlees]

SPIRITED AWAY 2001 | dir. Hayao Miyazaki

[coughloop]

[feyd-rautha-apologist]

can I sound pathetic and desperate for a moment is that okay with you

[coughloop]

You are the sworn enemy of my family the atreides so id really prefer if you didnt

[charlottenewtons]

Sharp Objects + We Have Always Lived in the Castle

[tamamita]

[theblackparadeisdead]

Bro I fucking love the DB Cooper case nothing about this whole situation sounds real. None of the passengers on the plane realized they were being hijacked until the plane landed two hours after it was supposed to and the fbi showed up with suitcases full of money. The note about the bomb almost went unnoticed because the flight attendant thought she was being sexually harassed so she didn't read it. One of the main suspects was the first trans woman in Washington to have a sex change operation. A reporter who was so dead set on his suspect that he brought him to court was so upset about being wrong that he went catatonic and was treated with electroshock therapy and it WORKED. There's been multiple "I'm DB Cooper" death confessions. He never even SAID his name was DB Cooper. Either he got away with a million bucks in today's money and the most iconic and harmless crime American history or he impaled himself on a pine tree while falling a zillion miles an hour in the dark while clutching duffel bags full of cash and either option is equally hilarious. He wore a clip on tie. He committed an act of sky piracy. What in the fucking looney toons

[theblackparadeisdead]

HOLY SHIT HAPPY BIRTHDAY DB COOPER

[saposters]

Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me poster!

[dieverwandlung1975]

deadbeat parentified child