Deru

cold outside burns a great big hole in my heart 161 & 420

[niedosyt555]

my intro (updates down here, read only if you're bored or if you want to fight me)

I always follow back (unless you're on the dni list) <3

DNI !!! older men (older women are fine if you don't get weird but men have already wasted their many chances), pedophiles, sex offenders of any kind, proshippers, homophobes, transphobes, terfs, racists, islamophobes, judeophobes, antisemites and people who don't respect any religion in general, ice defenders/agents, far-right voters/defenders, neonazists, totalitarists (I don't want anything to do with you if you're on this list just block me right away or I'll do it for you)

I am not a Dazai impersonator or whatever I just kin him alot and yes I was already like this before bungou stray dogs (I was worse) and if I remind you of him or whatever pls keep it to yourself ty <3

I have a high intellectual potential (around 140-150 of IQ when I was 11), I was diagnosed autistic at the age of 13, and I have in the past struggled with or still struggle with depression (I take antidepressants), self-harm, bulimia (that's a very complicated story) and various addictions (mainly cigarettes now), my therapist thinks I may have borderline personality disorder and/or dependent personality discorder, I also have issues with my self-image and I think I may have some kind of undiagnosed body dysmorphia

I'm a pacifist (I believe all violence should be avoided when possible but violence can sometimes be justified if it's the only way to avoid a greater violence), ecologist, leftist (communist in a ''everyone should have shelter water and food" way, close to the way Karl Marx intended it, not at all in a ''bring back URSS'' way) and I stand against liberal capitalism (I'm not an anarchist or anything) ; in other words I'm against any kind of discrimination (animals included) and I believe the power should not belong to only one person (sorry this is long and pretty unclear, you can ask for clarifications in comments/dms ofc)

I'm sapphic idk if I'm like lesbian or bi or pan or omni or whatever but I know I like girls mostly ? I honestly don't really believe in labels so yuhhh

[niedosyt555]

End of summer moodboard <3

[deadflowerpetal]

a niche pet peeve I have is when people try to pit dogs vs cats against each other like are we five years old

[innerchildabortionclinic]

one of the kids is a more advanced reader than the rest and I don't know how to explain to him that unfortunately the rest of the class will not be interested in reading this very detailed factual book about birds. I try to point to the pictures a lot for the rest and sometimes they'll sit for longer, but the advanced reader will point to the words when I do- he is not playing about bird facts

[innerchildabortionclinic]

my younger brother was like this, constantly bored in school because he was a little ahead. I used to make him school work at home to do and grade it lol

[sawed-on-shotgun]

need a hat that says I WONT SPEAK UNLESS SPOKEN TO AND ITS NOT BECAUSE IM DISINTERESTED AND DONT LIKE YOU I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND SOCIAL INTERACTION AS WELL AS MOST PEOPLE AND ASSUME BY DEFAULT MY PRESENCE IS UNWELCOME AS A PRECAUTIONARY MEASURE SO I KEEP TO MYSELF BUT I DONT MIND IF YOU INITIATE so i can wear it to work

[niedosyt555]

Sexualities are so unnecessary I'm coming out as everythingromantic and complicatedsexual and my gender is fuck no please just don't ask

[niedosyt555]

I need to be told exactly what to do now why is my astrology so fucking vague i might die now

[niedosyt555]

I belive in songs about smoking supremacy

[niedosyt555]

Saw a shooting star and thought of it before I could make a logical wish

[sioltach]

Honestly I used to scoff at the nautical grandma bathroom, but now that I think of it.. it is the room of water, and we crawled out of that water, to the ocean we are fated to return

[ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3]

DO NOT DOWNLOAD TUMBLR it will install a virus on your device called tumblr

[kosmogrl]

[fucking-relax]

this is helpful to getting started on anything regardless of what you call it (from this post)

problem solving steps

IMPROVE distress tolerance skill

[sl3epybrunette]

it's better to speak or die?

[niedosyt555]

Is any of my moots really into Freud ? I just dreamt I peed myself I need someone to interpret that

[papayajuan2019]

could really go for 200mg right now. of anything.

[growingupcaliborn]

TEAM ENVIRONMENT - ITS OUR EARTH WE HAVE TO SAVE IT

[niedosyt555]

Hot girls use ecosia !!!

[sincereleedoll]

i type only in lowercase because im against capitalism