DID is coming to while hanging up a shower curtain and realizing the entire bathroom youāve struggled to clean for weeks is now spotless. Itās also listening to the same song on repeat for hours and having it play in your head after you try to change it because someone wasnāt done listening to it.Ā
DID is baking a cake youāre not hungry for and blessing each room for the alter who has a hard time fronting even though youāre not religious. DID is walking in and out of the kitchen for over an hour unable to settle on what to eat because the moment you chose someone is not happy with it and you know from past attempts they will physically stop you or throw out what you started to make.
DID is feeling crowded and isolated at once. Itās everchanging moods and energy levels. Wanting to go on a jog and never leave the house. Notes and notes and notes. Phone alarms you forget to set and open tabs you arenāt sure if you can close.Ā
When did this start to feel normal?


















