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Nigz Tegon. 17. A Cosplayer from the Philippines. Architecture Student and a frustrated style blogger I wanna succeed as much as I wanna breathe. Art is my life. Architecture is my passion. Film is my hobby.  Vampires

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2018

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Being a graduate of a 5 year course, which is BS Architecture, my passion belongs to Art, Design and Engineering. People dont know what it takes to study Architecture. It requires a lot of hardwork, dedication and commitment. Yes, commitment, even a more committed relationship than with your bf/gf hehe. Drawing, painting and art has always been my hobby sinces I was a kid and it made me pursue it through my chosen field. Every work, every project, is a product of my love in my craft. It makes me happy when people appreciate my work. Of course, criticism is not an exception. I get that often from my professors and collegues. But it didnt hinder me to be a better archi student, thus I used it to improve my self. And every day is a creative process for me. I resort to music especially in OPM because it calms my mind. I am a fanboy of filipino musicians. And my ultimate idol is Migz Haleco. I support him sinces his tumblr days way back 2009. And it makes me happy whenever I hear his music and see him personally. Music inspires me everytime, it has been part of my system. Currently, I am working in the top architectural firm in the Philippines. I only dreamt to be in this firm, considering I graduated in a State University and not from the big schools. I worked hard to be in this phase of my life. Every sleepless night and every deadly dealine were paid off. I know being a licensed Architect is my ultimate goal and Im starting to prepare for it as early as now. I realized how important is pursuing your passion in your career growth.

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Back at Tumblr. Hi.

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Usap? Kwento?

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i’m so fucking tired. we keep dying in real life and on screen, that’s how much they hate us. we are getting murdered in our safe spaces and they don’t even let the friends of the injured donate blood. they tell trans people to pee in the bushes, they tell suicidal teens who watch themselves die on screen every other week to calm down. they literally fucking kill us and make us afraid of holding hands in public and then ask why we need pride when pride is still an act of bravery, because if we’re openly ourselves we are putting ourselves in danger

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Hi everyone!

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Dude, are you still 17? Update your bio, please? Thanks! ☺️

Nope im not. Im 21. Haha

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Every year pakapal nang pakapal ang kilay ko. 😯

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awww congratulations!!! ^_^ God bless sa dream job mo

Thank you so much huhu hehe 😄

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Sulit yung bakasyon ko sa Singapore. Ang perang binigay sakin ng tita ko for pocket money. Ang mga libre sakin ng pmga pinsan ko don. Ang pagaasikaso sakin ng Mommy makapunta lang don. Ang pinadala ng Daddy para sakin. Ang libo libo kong nagastos para magpaluwas luwas sa maynila para lang sa mga interviews. Ang bawat rant ko sa bestfriend ko tungkol sa paghahanap ng trabaho. Ang mga job application ko sa jobstreet. Ang pagkakasakit ko, lagnat, sipon, ubo, sakit ng katawan dahil sa pagod sa pag aapply. Ang bawat luha. Ang bawat dasal. Lord, eto na yun. Pagkatapos ng limang taon sa kolehiyo, eto na po, real world na. Patnubayan Nyo lang po ako lagi. Salamat po talaga! ☝😢🙏

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Kinuhanan ko tong litrato na to pagkatapos ng unang interview ko sa dream company na pinagaapplyan ko, habang inaantay ko second interview ko sa Senior Architect nila. Sabi ko iuupload ko to once matanggap ako. Days passed by last wednesday june 1 2016, sobrang nakakadepress. Normally kase 2 days after tumatawag sila regarding sa job application. Nanlumo ako after friday kasi walang tawag o text. Pero naniniwala ako sa sarili ko. After ng final interview na yun, sabi ko, makakapasok ako dito! Malakas ang faith ko kay God na ibibigay nya sakin to. Araw araw akong nasa bahay lang. Nasa kwarto nakahiga. Namumura na nga ako ng Mommy ko dahil di ako naghahanap ng trabaho. Sabi ko, hinihintay ko yung job offer nila. Tinibayan ko pa lalo ang faith ko. Hanggang nung sunday, imbis mag audition ako sa PBB, nagsimba ako with family sa isa sa favorite kong simbahan. Pinagdasal ko na sana tumawag na sila bago magwednesday. Every night nagpapray ako na sana tumawag na sila. Sabe ko lage, Nigz, maghintay ka lang, gusto ni God maghintay ka. Lage kong hawak phone ko. Ayoko mamiss ang tawag ng HR. Hanggang sa kanina nakatanggap ako ng tawag from a firm sa Las Pinas, kaso, hindi yun ang talagang gusto kong company. Although okay naman, kaya lang sobrang layo kasi. Then hours after, in the most unexpected scenario, kase naglilinis ako ng sala namin, pagtingin ko sa phone ko, may text. I easily recognized that sa notifs pa lang from lock screen kase I named the number of the HR of the company. Then, I opened my phone and read the message. I PASSED THE JOB APPLICATION! And yes, sa wakas, pinapunta nila ako dun for the discussion regarding the offer at company id. Eto yung feeling na matagal na panahon na pinapractice kong mafeel. I specifically prayed for this job. Its like Pia Wurtzbach when she prayed Universe crown or nothing. Napaiyak ako kanina. Yung kapatid ko ang unang nakaalam dahil sobra akong saya na ibalita sa kanya. Halos tumatalon ako sa tuwa sa bahay. Hanggang sa sinabe ko sa Daddy at Mommy ko. Tuwang tuwa sila para sakin. Iba kasi ito, this is the firm na OJT pa lang gusto ko na pasukan. Ngayon, I understand kung bakit ako nagOJT sa batangas lang, dahil hinanda ako ni God para dito. Salamat Lord. THE BEST KA! ☝ Prayer works! 🙏

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Lakas ng ulan ngayon dito samin. At muntik ng umabot ang tubig sa garahe namin due to improper drainage. So to the rescue ako, kuha ng pala, at nagbungkal ng dadaanan ng tubig habang umuulan. Ayun basang basa ako sa ulan. *cue music (Heto akoooo oowoh oh!) Feeling ko parang nasa telenobela ako. 😂

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Send me your WEIRD question you might think of, I'll answer.

Game? Let’s go.

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There are moments na tinatanong ko sa sarili ko, why, bakit nangyare sakin to. I can’t help but to blame myself. Because I chose architecture. Of all the courses, sabi ko nung first year ako, eh kase challenging. Sobrang challenge nga talaga. The body I had before, skinny to medium-built, makinis to sobrang dameng pimple breakouts, friendly to sobrang mahiyain, top to kulelat, etc.

5 years ago, I was completely different person, inside and out. And right now, I wanna bring back my old self. Im really frustrated of what happened to me. Although, I had fun in archi, but the emotional and psychological attachment of the journey in archi is indescribable. College really was a tough path and I succeeded passing through it. Maybe it was just the dilemma of being a fresh grad, not knowing what to do in your life. I dont know, self. I disappointed you, again. This is just the beginning of unending stories of depression but nevertheless, I’ll continue being the best version of myself. And soon, you’ll see. You’ll finally see the best of me.

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