Loki was my Catalyst (before I even recognized 'him' as Loki).
Now:
I feel more 'Change' arriving, steadily, patiently--
At my doorstep.
I do know this is...More than anything I've ever Experienced, in any setting;
In any relationship.
Loki is...Cosmic. Breathtaking. Difficult to follow, track, understand;
More Expansive than anyone can grasp, really.
But still: Here.
Heralding transformation, Undoing;
Deaths, deaths, deaths;
But.
Also:
those tiny, reaching, yearning buds growing through the mire, and dirt {and skinned, gnarled knuckles--and tender, nurturing, dirty fingertips}.
He is Spring:
In Verdant Green hues,
And vultures picking the bones of barely-spun life;
In a Hand held, grasped
In the roots of Thousand-Year-Old trees borne from rotting, forgotten (He remembers) carcasses.
In the Depths of the beating, drumming Heartbeat {in Mine}.
He is the
Change.
{ I don't
Fear that
Anymore } -
















