once upon a time, i apologize for my self for made a big mistake.
Especially became a woman.
A long time a go, i was non exist.
im laughing without a mouth
im sosializing with no one.
then, come time to choose..
shameless and no one care
crying, eating, but petting
“its look good to be a baby” that what i think first.
have no sin, so dont need a mercy. just need a love, care, and a little milk.
But both grass and baby should change.
even when someone walked, spitt on that. or any kind of a living things put a waste.
life is getting horrible.
but the day after tomorrow
He will call me, perhaps He will mercy on me.
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رَبَّنَا لَا تُزِغْ قُلُوبَنَا بَعْدَ إِذْ هَدَيْتَنَا وَهَبْ لَنَا مِنْ لَدُنْكَ رَحْمَةً إِنَّكَ أَنْتَ الْوَهَّابُ
"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami, dan karuniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi Engkau; karena sesungguhnya Engkau-lah Maha Pemberi (karunia)." (QS. Ali Imran: 8)