you fuckers did this to me

i'm murphy! it/its/they/them, early 30s. fallout fan since '10 and maker of bad blogs since '20. i'm part of the 'sarah lyons isn't dead and i can prove it' conspiracy squad. also i have evidence that nuka world is the best fo4 dlc and here it is: nisha... hot...

[nishaapologist]

"My favourite thing in Nuka-World? Oh, the monorail. No contest. Being able to watch the world fly by with no effort on my part is, like, a dream come true."

[ytumamatambien2001]

ooh so you like my blog? name five of my fetishes

[nishaapologist]

APPETISER

[murphychips]

tidied up my artfight in preparation for this year :)

[sparrowsfallingfromthesky]

me: yeah I'm pretty close to finishing this fic

the fic:

[nishaapologist]

THE WORK OF WOLVES - MASTERPOST

The new Overboss, in Nisha's mind, is too young to be as monstrous as she is; she looks like some young lamb, her flesh soft and tender under the harsh edge of a blade, and Nisha doesn't expect her to survive the cruelty of their world, bathed in blood and steel as it is. Yet, when she slaughters Colter with all the skill of an abattoir butcher, and smiles as brightly as a machete's glint in the light, it's clear there's more behind those big dark eyes than anyone could ever come to expect.

By their fruits shall ye know them, and all that.

Even hundreds of years after the bombs turned back the clock on what-once-was America, people still often underestimate the ambitions of dark-eyed little girls with a taste for poor behaviour. Andrea Jiménez intends to prove she’s the worst of them all.

A Fallout 4/Nuka-World DLC series about raiders getting everything they ever wanted, and maybe a little bit more. Featuring Nisha/f!Overboss, he/him lesbians, and a whole damn amusement park of queer people. It's going to be a great summer season of 2287.

FICS (full length):

The Work of Wolves (ongoing) [CURRENT PROGRESS: chapters 16—Epilogue drafted, one chapter redrafted, zero chapters edited {as of 14/05/26}]

FICS (short length):

Welcome to Flavourtown

Kinktober 2022

ART:

Rottweiler Bandogge (your local Pack dog breeder)

A Quadruplet of Rotts

Andrea Jiménez Concepts

Nisha Concepts

There They Go, Kidnapping Baby Molerats Again

I'm Something of an Asshole

Nisha, Local Menace

Andrea, Nisha, Mason (1920x1080 wallpapers)

With Arms Like Those, Who Needs Knives?

Itty Bitty Overboss

The Work of Wolves, Cover Art

Nisha's Fat T*ts

S U C C (i'm sorry i draw memes sometimes)

so true best tits :)

Andy

Got Me Confused

i got worms :(

Andy Andy Andy

The Kill and Grill

Bite Bite

Tierney

+3 Charisma Drip

Thonkin' (i'm still drawing memes my bad)

Scalpel

The Work of Wolves, Cover Art V2

heehoo pupper :3

Cut Here

Lamb, She-Wolf, Overboss, Warlord

Batch of Andys

Valentine's 2022

Nisha's Haircut

Andy's Hangout

Local Twink

Open Jacket

👀

Arf

Andy + Alejo

do you see this shit alejo

Sorry Girls

GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS

cover them up, slut

Nukacade

Stupid Boy

Gender Envy

Nisha, Local Menace V2

Graffiti

Who Would Win?

Fun With Knives

The Jiménez Twins (2078 AU)

Itty Bitty Nisha

Lame-Ass Boyfriend

Cigars

Off The Leash

Nisha, Growing Up

Playing With Dolls

Bestial Warmonger

Nuka-Express

THE FOLLOWING IS PURE FICTION

negotiations

ART PART II:

60: Feeling Lucky? 61: Andrea Jiménez Concepts, Redrawn 62: Andrea, Nisha, Mason: Redrawn (1920 x 1080 wallpapers) 63: Andy, Getting Older 64: YOUR OVERBOSS NEEDS YOU! (Fallout Roleplaying) 65: Perfect Seat 66: F.B.I (Female Body Inspector) 67: Hanging Out 68: 100% BAD ATTITUDE 69: Positive Affirmations 70: Prince of Serpents 71: Summer Evening 72: That Ephemeral Summer 73: the fucking what 74. With Arms Like Those, Who Needs Knives?, Redrawn 75. Life of a Warlord, In Pictures 76. Algebra Class 77. DLSS5 Meme 78. APPETISER

MISC. STUFF:

The Work of Wolves tag

Cover art V1/V2

Andrea + Friends: Fallout Roleplaying stickers/emojis

TESTIMONIALS:

"I love these little murder gremlins. Your characterization remains spot on. Great job murph ily"

"Reading this makes me regret short-changing the disciples at every turn. But it's really nice to see the Commonwealth's resident murder queen unrestricted loathing. This is superb."

"got a VERY strong opening on andy's hot girl summer here i think id like to dip her low and kiss her so sweetly in the moonlight"

"ha, gay."

"They're gonna kiss while just covered in blood aren't they?"

"you can't catch me kinky thoughts!!! I am too fast!!!"

"This? THIS? Is the shit I've been looking, PRAYING, for, and oh boy, have I found it. JOLY.GOOD.SHOW."

[you can help add more testimonials by commenting on AO3!]

NOTES:

The Sole Survivor, aka Nate/Nora, does NOT show up in this series in any meaningful capacity. Also, pretty much every character unless implied/mentioned otherwise is queer, and the vast majority of the Pack are nonbinary because they tripped over and spilled all the gender juice. Whoops.

Given the nature of this content and subject matter, there are standing content warnings for explicit and bloody violence, drug use, alcohol abuse, mentions/scenes of murder/torture/suicide, sexual content (severity of which will be marked ahead of time), extremely bad language all the time, and people making bad decisions, intentionally, for profit. There are also tags and warnings for individual chapters on AO3.

Finally, this fic updates in batches because I am a chronic double-drafter, so there will be hiatuses between batches whilst I build a buffer! However, when chapters do go up, they will be (more or less) posted every Saturday at 4pm GMT (or 4pm BST if you're reading this between March and October), so look out for that!

If you like my fic or my art, why not leave some kudos, drop a comment, and reblog? It means the world to me! ♥️

[nishaapologist]

updated with additional art, a new banner, and a morale-boosting andy :)

[nishaapologist]

how it started: how it's going:

[nishaapologist]

APPETISER

[nishaapologist]

There's a difference between a raider and a warlord. It's intrinsic, I think. See, a raider knows they're an asshole and tells people they're an asshole and they take comfort in the fact they're an asshole. They accept that they're a piece of shit and that's just that. A warlord, though? No, they know they're a monster. Whether they've been told that for years or figured it out on their own, they know the things they do, the things they want, are unforgivable. So, they decide, you know, fuck it. Let's show the world how monstrous I can really be.

[anistarrose]

hyperfixating on a fictional woman who went underdeveloped in canon is literally FUN and the 80-90% of fandom people who only do the same for background character men have no idea of the degree to which they are fucking missing out

[anistarrose]

no tumblr i have faith that this post will be found by the enlightened 10-20 percent

[ID from alt: the "post without tags" pop up. End ID.]

[anistarrose]

hour 1 of thinking about an underdeveloped woman: idk it would've been nice if she had more screentime

hour 100 of thinking about an underdeveloped woman: ok but despite having only eight lines of dialogue she is literally THE most interesting nuanced and tragic character in the entire series and these writers had no idea what they even had. how is no one else seeing this it's literally so objectively obvious

[nishaapologist]

"Gage, what the hell is this thing?" "Huh? Oh. Yeah, that's the new Overboss." "The fucking what."

[nishaapologist]

man why do sooooo many nuka-world fics pick an operators/pack ending... nisha did not serve all this goth butch cunt just for you to kill her vibes

[nishaapologist]

Andy/Alejo >:3c

🍷

🖤

😏

NOW WE'RE TALKING

🍷 Who gets tipsy first & starts spilling embarrassing love confessions?

OH BOY... i was gonna say alejo with so much confidence and then i thought about it and now i'm like... MAYBE IT'S ANDY... the problem with alejo being a clone of andy is that they share a braincell and it's hard to tell if one would twig faster than the other???

okay, so i think andy would say it to nisha and co. without alejo being present ('would you guys fuck your own clone just as a hypothetical') whereas alejo gets wasted and grabs andy like 'hey. we should 100% fuck. we're hot.' so... probably andy in the timescale, but alejo is much more obvious about it LMAO this is because alejo is just andy with absolutely no restraint

🖤 What’s the darkest “we’ll never tell anyone” thing they’ve done together?

okay well everyone know they're fucking so it ain't that LMAOOOO

this one is hard because they have so very little to hide generally since people know They Suck, BUT the two of them share the same fascinations, so i think any of andy's Deepest Desires that he was always a little nervous about sharing with others can be explored since alejo already knows about them (sharing a brain yippee!). given that i think alejo is still in a courser configuration due to reasons, they've definitely done some fucked up body-horror play together since alejo can survive more mortal wounds than andy can (for sure some skin flaying, hand-in-guts, breaking some bones type beats). the only reason i think andy and alejo would keep it on the low-down is because of andy's ongoing weird complex with being her parent's monster and sometimes it gets the better of him LMAO

😏 Who is bolder in public (hand-holding, kisses, etc.)?

ALEJO

okay thank god this one is easy. like i said earlier, alejo is andy without all the restraint because andy actually has to Be The Overboss and Use His Brain, whereas alejo is a freeloader who gets to run around like a moron and only have to step up when andy is otherwise indisposed. as a result, andy's usually the one trying to do stuff and alejo is all over him like heeeeeeeeeeey i'm boooooooooooored let's go make out or get each other off or do jet pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease and andy. usually says yes GHJDSFHJGDSFFDS

[nishaapologist]

🔥👀 for ask game, ship of choice

hm you know what. best of both worlds:

🔥 What’s the pettiest thing they’ve ever argued about?:

Rookie & Sarah: oh man this is a tough one... rookie and sarah usually only argue when they're both trying to do what (they think is) best for the other (see: the purifier scenario), and otherwise rookie is happy to go along with sarah's ideas or vice versa? i think the only thing they'd argue about that gets close to this is rookie's love of finding baseball memorabilia even if their quest takes them to places sarah wouldn't go with a gun LMAOOOOO. rookie's ready to wade into a crater for the promise of a shred of a signed baseball card and sarah has them by the scruff of the neck like NO. NO. WE TALKED ABOUT THIS. DROP IT.

Andy & Nisha: everything. andy loves pissing nisha off it's his favourite pasttime. nisha knows she's being baited and yet. andy's little face is so smug she can't resist. i think the pettiest thing is probably nisha's (dis)approval of andy's many flings (mentioned below)... every time andy goes off with a pack girl nisha's like 'really? really? they have rabies' and andy starts waxing poetic about how they are in bed and nisha's stood there like 'you have No Taste. not even a little'. they bicker about it constantly.

👀 Who gets jealous more easily & how obvious are they about it?:

Rookie & Sarah: okay on first glance rookie is sooo nervous about sarah finding someone hotter and cooler than they are because they're a 5-foot-nothing baseball nerd who looks perpetually 12 and sarah is HOT! AS FUCK!! so you'd think it's rookie. but no. sarah sees rookie charming people's socks off and she's like.................. i almost fumbled them ONCE i am not playing this game TWICE!!! other people don't tend to notice but rookie always does and they're like. babe. you're the hottest person i've ever met. where tf do you think i would go.

Andy & Nisha: nisha nisha nisha nisha nisha 100%. she says she's fine with andy being a whore, and she is, but she expects it to only ever be a fling. the moment someone tries to get romantic with andy it's JOEVER for them because nisha only ever wants andy to be crazy about her!!! great news: andy is only ever crazy for nisha. works out GREAT. it's a little hard to tell though... nisha usually looks Pissed Off for some reason or another but i think eventually people would spot a pattern. andy thinks it's very sexy, on account of him stupid,

[raesource]

ship headcanon questions

make sure to include the pairing(s) you are wanting these questions to be answered for . these should work for poly ships as well as monogamous . feel free to edit these as you see fit .

💕 How did they both realize “oh wait, this is actually love”?

🌹 Who fell harder & who fell first?

🫂 What’s their favorite way to hold each other when words aren’t enough?

🔥 What’s the pettiest thing they’ve ever argued about?

💋 Who says “I love you” first & how?

🌙 Who’s the little spoon & who pretends they hate it but secretly loves it?

💍 Would they ever get married? What would the proposal look like?

🧸 Who still has the very first gift the other ever gave them?

😈 Who is more likely to start chaos “for the vine” & who films it?

🎶 What’s their song - the one that makes them both tear up / grin like idiots?

☕ Who’s the morning person & how do they lure the night owl out of bed?

🛡️ Who jumps in front of danger for the other without thinking?

😳 What’s the most embarrassing thing they’ve walked in on the other doing?

💔 What’s the one fight that almost ended them?

🩹 How do they comfort each other after nightmares?

👀 Who gets jealous more easily & how obvious are they about it?

🍳 Who cooks & who sets off the smoke alarm trying to help?

🧳 If they had to run away together tomorrow, where would they go?

😏 Who is bolder in public (hand-holding, kisses, etc.)?

🌧️ Who steals whose hoodies when it rains?

🎂 How do they celebrate each other’s birthdays?

🖤 What’s the darkest “we’ll never tell anyone” thing they’ve done together?

💌 Who leaves little love notes & where do they hide them?

🛌 Who hogs the blanket & who ends up freezing dramatically?

😴 Who falls asleep first & who watches them with heart-eyes?

🚪 Who’s more likely to say “we’re not leaving this room today”?

🌸 What nickname do they have for each other that would mortify them if others heard?

🎤 Who sings in the shower & who secretly records it for blackmail?

💞 How do they act when one of them is sick?

🩸 Who would literally kill for the other & who would help hide the body?

🌅 Do they go on sunrise / stargazing dates? Which one do they love more?

😤 Who apologizes first after a fight, even if they weren’t wrong?

🧩 What tiny habit of the other do they find unbearably adorable?

🎪 Who plans elaborate surprise dates & who just wants to stay in?

👑 In their relationship, who’s the king / queen & who’s the knight / advisor?

🌪️ What’s the most chaotic thing they’ve done together on pure impulse?

💤 Who has the weirdest sleep-talking lines that the other quotes constantly?

🧡 What color reminds each of them of the other?

🕰️ If they could go back in time, what moment would they relive together?

😶 Who’s terrified of saying “meet my parents” & why?

🍷 Who gets tipsy first & starts spilling embarrassing love confessions?

🌿 Do they want kids/pets/plants together? What do they name them?

🪞 Who takes longer getting ready & who hypes the other up in the mirror?

💥 What’s the biggest risk one of them took for the other that the partner didn’t find out about until much later?

🧣 Who steals the other’s scarf / gloves “on accident” every winter?

🌌 What’s their “we made it through hell” memory they’ll tell their grandkids?

😘 Who kisses the other first thing in the morning, morning breath & all?

🩰 Slow dancing in the kitchen at 3 a.m. - who starts it?

⚓ If one of them had to leave forever, what would they leave behind for the other?

💫 Ten years from now, what random Tuesday are they spending together?

[celluzu]

"You're losing blood" no I know exactly where it is. The floor. Don't ever underestimate me.

[littlewitchbee]

go ahead atheists... would you hit him out of the park for a million dollars?

[nyansense-the-nyanbinary]

The coloration of the hp bar indicates... that baby is already my enemy.