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[njuta]

hi im elin

Elegy to Benevolent Hearts is my longfic. it's been on a hiatus due to some mental health stuff and a lot of rewriting, but i'm back at it :> I will publish once chapter 36-40 are fully done.

myla is my babygal here's a reference.

i also draw astarion girlies, read about those bad bitches here. check the tag for more progress! other stuff/elegy project info under the cut 🫀

chapter 36: 26k words (sorry), done-ish—the last 500 words need some polish. chapter 37: PAIN AND SUFFERING this is what i'm working on. as of writing this it's like 5k words but contains a lot of overlap.

chapter 38: ~4k words rn, will need additional rewriting

chapter 39: 3k words, will need additional rewriting

chapter 40: 1k words

[njuta]

hello! sorry i haven't been active. as some of you know, i'm kinda a trophy wife and i spend my days in girly whimsy doing nothing. but lately it's been a little too much nothing and woopsie! another day has passed and god knows where it went. i'm still working on elegy, i'm still drawing tavs, but my productivity in every aspect of my life has been garbage for like half a year now and i can't have it like this. so i need to step away from socials and maybe actually get something done. me and grr martin are checking into the stanley hotel to finish our novels. love y'all 🫀

[njuta]

sketch for the fic commenters

[gallusrostromegalus]

Unironically love logging onto Tumblr dot com to see a beloved mutual has discovered a new batch of sad old men to sink their teeth into and shake vigorously like a dog that caught a squirrel and following the dash backwards to the post that made them pick up the scent. Truly unparalleled social media experience.

[gallusrostromegalus]

Sometimes you will also get very lucky and one of your Beloved Mutuals will discover a Violently Insane woman and start howling and drooling and chewing their limbs off like dogs begging for this woman to kill and/or impregnate them and that's beautiful.

[njuta]

oh, the things we bury | molly x oc / molly x reader fanfiction | explicit

I lean backwards and drape myself over the battered wood of the piano, letting the lamplight catch on my skin and the sweat running down my cleavage. Our eyes lock. His are redder than blood; red as sex; red as the ache now blooming spiky-sweet-cruel inside me. The ache that says:

Yes. There you are. Let’s destroy each other.

a messy one-night stand in the spaces of episode 7 of the animated series. sex & trauma in equal measure. canon compliant; exploring the space before molly joins up with the others. borrows characterisation from various sources, but the only thing it spoils is episode 3 of the animated series. fully written—i will publish a chapter every day for nine days. last monday i got hit by a weird hyperfixation and wrote a 20k fanfic for a fandom i'm not even in in 4 days. i still don't understand how it happened. anyhow. now back to bg3 again! thou if anyone knows any small the mighty nein/cr discords feel free to invite me 🫀

[kota-stoker]

“Did you enjoy it? It felt like you weren’t fully there”

Maybe somewhere down the line he will be able to let go and stay in the moment. Maybe not, only time will tell. But for now - have an evil bastard enjoying himself for a change.

[njuta]

Mal by @mercymaker features in a lot of fics, I just picked one for the title. honestly, i recommend just checking their tumblr posts; i always enjoy getting mal lore 🫀 Serafina by @tragedybunny also features in a lot of fics, collected into the series the vampire's fairy tale.

project info here. 10 tavs left to draw, then i'm finally done and ready to put together the final post! reminder that the reason that i'm doing these individual posts to give y'all a chance to tell me what i've fucked up so i have chance to correct it! i don't miss details because i don't care, i miss them because the canvas is too small for me to have a reference open so i'm drawing these from memory and my memory is faulty. and sometimes i use a ref that doesn't showcase the character properly. i've been told by two people to add elf ears! for example, i am just now remembering that both these characters have piercings, woops. i'll add! some fandom thoughts below 🫀

mercymaker made a long cool post today about engagement today and man it just reminded me of why i'm doing this. this fandom—and i'm talking, especially, about the astarion part of it—is slowing down, getting less and less engagement. i've seen mentions of disappointment about subscribers dropping at each new chapter at three different servers the past week alone. this fandom isn't like most fandoms. in most fandoms, the ship is canon x canon. here, we all have our own version of the main ship—a version that is very precious to us. i find it all very hard to comprehend that someone other than me would care about my version of this ship. i have a hard time even replying to comments because of this. i don't understand why you guys spend time with my little self-indulgent fantasy. you have your own! so i try and give back. and i can't read and i'm pretty shitty at commenting on things, so i do this instead. and it is, of course, a definite net negative for me: if i spent all my time on my own writing/drawing my own characters, i would get more engagement than drawing others get me. and as much as i love people's ocs—and i do really love them. i have a blast hearing about them; please yap ocs with me—i still care about my own so much more. but thinking that way is how this fandom dies. and this is why @tragedybunny's oc is featured in this post. bunny, on her server, replies to everything. it's amazing, and it does so much for the fandom spirit. she also spends time arranging events, like this tarot one that went up today. we really need to take care of people like her, because without them this fandom is done for. there are more people i wanna mention for their incredible spirit of giving as well here, but i don't have time tonight. so i just wanna say, take care of each other. the casuals have left. we're all we got. i love you guys so much.

[bloodjune]

Until You Chapter 24 star, remember when i told you that i was born sick? maybe it had to do with this place. i’m starting to think a lot did. i’m sorry, my trouble shouldn’t be yours. maybe this train could take you home. i know you wanted to go back to the gate.

a03 - thank you for reading <3

[fiannans]

“Our hearts can keep time.”

Huge thanks to the amazing @drathe for satisfying my Wyll romance yearning once again with this gorgeous YCH comic commission of the Blade of Frontiers and his favourite Ranger. I'm in love.

[bg3-fate-spins-along]

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[cinder-rellish181]

If this post get 100 ♥️ I will change my roosters name from Onion to Cockstarion

Feel free to suggest other Astarion themed names :)

I hope you enjoyed looking at my little dumb guy 🐓

[cinder-rellish181]

Y’all we are halfway from Cockstarion being a reality. I am SHOCKED!

[adriel-s]

I love my bitch wife

[finehs]

You know what’s ironic? I thought you of all people would know not to judge a book by its cover.

[quinnandersonwrites]

Damn, okay, was not expecting Channing Tatum to motivate me to write today. But I’ll take it!

[marisgate3]

I'm gay

[homophobla]

People have been getting a bit parasocial so I think I need to say this:

I am your friend. I know you. You know me. This blog represents my whole complete true self. We are best friends. I love you. I want you carnally, as a friend. Thank you. You mean so much to me as an individual. You aren't a number. Send me money

[tenephre]

[bedrock-to-buildheight]

From the Wikipedia page on loons

Now with free ready-to-print .png and .tif file

[shithowdy]

Been thinking about this image a lot today.