noah elson.

the only thing you get from winning the games is survivor's guilt and ten unhealthy coping mechanisms.

[cedricdiggrry]

“ why can’t i come with you? ” noah

question prompts

"Because Hogwarts isn't safe, not anymore. Not like it used to be." Noah went to interject, but Cedric raised a hand to stop him. "I know you're immortal, but magic trumps vampirism. At least as far as the Acolytes are concerned. It also wouldn't look great, me taking rebel friends along. They'd lose any semblance of trust they have in me. I'm sorry, Noah. This is something I have to do on my own."

[cedricdiggrry]

✁ noah or cas x

send me a ✁ with two names and i’ll tell you whom my muse would save.

"They're both great friends. My best friends. But I've known Cas since we were twelve. I wouldn't know what to do without him."

[shellyjohnsson]

[noahelson]

[lestot]

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[ivc3]

[mattmurduckishot]

[joenateuser]

Brandon Flynn | via Instagram stories

[lovednknown]

shut the fuck up (flirting)

[alyssafoleyy]

tyler or noah

send me a ✁ with two names and i’ll tell you whom my muse would save.

“Neither. They're both total dickheads," she shrugged, crossing her arms. A beat. Then she rolled her eyes, sighing. "Fine. Tyler, I 'spose. He's slightly less of a dick. More like a vagina, really."

[loveforbrandonflynn]

[loveforbrandonflynn]

Brandon supporting Jordan’s new play

[loveforbrandonflynn]

[zushwood]

[jessicaojnes]

“Jesus,” she commented, watching him struggle to his feet. “You sure about that?” Jess winced as he did, feeling uncomfortable seeing his discomfort, as if she could feel it herself. Unable to deal with the slowness or the agony any longer, she moved to his side, taking his arm with both her hands. 

With a tight grip, she held him up with ease, steadying him entirely. “My place is just over there,” she nodded toward it before starting to move, stepping in tandem with him.

“I’m Jessica. Jones.” The name Noah tugged at her memory, so she put it on the backburner as they walked, trying to work out why she knew his face. “You, uh… been here long?” Perhaps he’d heard of Trish.

[noahelson]

Noah was quite possibly the only vampire to have ever suffered from withdrawals so severe he needed help standing. He almost laughed, despite it being humourless, finding himself truly pathetic. Still, he was surprised by Jessica’s strength, so much so that his eyes widened, muttering a small “fucking hell” under his breath. Impressive. He began to trudge behind her, grateful that her place wasn’t too far away. 

“Uh… not really. A couple of weeks.” He couldn’t recall the exact date, the time seemed to have blurred together. Considering he hadn’t been clean when he first found the rebels, it made sense that his memory wasn’t precise. “Have you?” The more he spoke, the more he noticed the burn in his throat. He trusted himself not to hurt anyone, as he’d never hurt anybody who didn’t deserve it, but he couldn’t ignore the way his mouth watered when Jessica’s scent hit his nose. Shaking his head, he forced himself to focus on the pain in his legs, and his own weight baring down on them. Getting clean sucked. 

[eskilddtryggvason]

“Because I’m a guru, darling. I know everything,” he replied matter-of-factly, shrugging his shoulders as he leant against Noah. “You’re unwell enough to throw up in the street and still apologise to a stranger for it. That’s definitely not your typical drunk. And trust me, I know plenty.” Eskild raised his eyebrows and his head at Noah’s response. It made his heart heavy to see someone have no self-confidence, to isolate themselves from everything and everyone good for them. “Now don’t be silly. It’s after midnight, honey. What on earth could these friends of yours be doing? If I’m not busy right now, they’re not busy.” And if there was a party and he hadn’t been invited, Eskild would make sure someone heard about it.

“Babysit, maybe not. But give you some water and a cuddle, yes. That is exactly what friends are for, ja?” Noah’s idea got more ridiculous, and Eskild tutted, waving his hand in the air. “Oh, shush, there aren’t any birds at this time of night. C’mon, kitten, if you don’t want to go see your friends, then I’ll take you home with me, greit? We can have a cute sleepover. I’m always little spoon, of course, but if you need a hug, I guess I can swap. Just for you,” Eskild reached out to pinch Noah’s nose before rising to his feet, outstretching his hand in offer. “My roommates will love you, I just know it.”

[noahelson]

“Are you? Seriously?” Noah didn’t know much about gurus, or if Eskild was even being serious, but it sounded helpful. “Maybe I should meet some of these drunks. ‘Cause I’d probably make them all look like fuckin’ saints.” The way he’d been behaving since he’d lost Ella, perhaps even before then, would surely make them look like better people. Compared to the other victors, he was one of the rare few who couldn’t even attempt to mask his trauma. He looked weak in comparison, but simultaneously showed them up for who they truly were, under the surface. It was no longer a burden he wanted to bear, but every time he attempted to make progress, the withdrawal set him back. “Uh — sleeping. They have normal jobs, they work hard. They’re in bed by ten, preparing for the next day.”

Noah was unsure whether a cuddle would help him, considering how difficult it already was for him to be in such close proximity to a human, but the company certainly sounded nice. It certainly beat going home to Casper and Effy and facing their disappointment, anyway. Strangers had less right to pass judgement in his eyes, and it was easier to forget if he fucked it up. So, for the first time that evening, he genuinely smiled. “I wouldn’t be so sure of that. If I were them, I’d kick me out the second I tried to walk through the door.” Deciding to trust Eskild despite his own words, though, Noah took the hand that was offered and allowed himself to be helped up. “You sure this is okay? ‘Cause I can find somewhere else. I don’t want your friends to have to deal with my shit too.”

[tylerposey]

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