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my less aesthetic spam tumblr- where I reblog a bunch of shit I like :)

[noahshands]

FANFIC RECOMMENDATIONS:

side blog for keeping track of fics! Updated: 07-30-24

main tumblr: sorrowsofsilence

MDNI 18+ || adding to this list as time goes on!

BAD OMENS

• into the abyss of bad habits - @veronicaphoenix

Noah Sebastian x reader x Oli Skyes

• kingdom come - @concretecultist

Noah Sebastian x reader

• nosferatu 1 - @valiantroeagleangel

Nicholas Ruffilo x reader

• delicate beginning rush - @concreteburialplot

Nicholas Ruffilo x reader

• the solemn hypnotic - @deathblacksmoke

Nicholas Ruffilo x reader

• intertwined • @concreteburialplot

Nicholas Ruffilo x Noah Sebastian

• miracle - @thefallennightmare

Noah Sebastian x reader

• teach me - @gretaswhore28

Jolly karlsson x reader

• if im there - @spicywhenspeaking

Noah Sebastian x ofc

• devour me - @darksigns-exe

Noah Sebastian x reader

• lost in the concrete jungle - @ladyveronikawrites

bad omens x reader (star wars AU)

• a friend down in hell - @cookiesupplier

Nick folio x ofc

• delicate beginning rush - @concreteburialplot

Nicholas Ruffilo x reader

• mouthful - @the-way-of-words

jolly x Nicholas x Noah

• unexpected - @withcrossesandframes

Nick folio x reader

• discretion - @sitkowski

noah sebastian x nick folio

TENET

• time after time - @mypoisonedvine

Neil x reader

• Patience - @chellestrash

Neil x reader

• feel better - @twinklelilstarkey

Neil x reader

SUPERNATURAL

• One hell of an agent - @samsno1

Sam Winchester x reader

• guessing game - @bunnysbrainrot

Sam x reader x dean

TEEN WOLF

• let me help you - @theemporium

Void stiles x reader

[ageofreverie]

just a little “camera roll dating Noah” moodboard bc that trend is all over my fyp currently and I’m ✨inspired✨

[delsicle]

I’m not sure if this will be helpful to anyone, but you literally do not have to be a good writer to write and post fan fiction. Yes you will naturally get better at writing and finding your voice the more you do it but you do not have to be or become a professional level writer to enjoy writing and sharing fics. It’s common to hear people praise fic writers by saying their work is better than published books, and while I think this comes from a good place, that’s not the norm or expectation. There is also a sentiment that fic writing is “good practice” for becoming a better writer or doing something else later, but if fic is the only creative writing you ever do that is literally okay. Your technical skill does not mean you cannot have fun and build community with your writing, or that other people cannot love and find meaning in your work.

[cykelops]

chatgpt is a threat to the symbiotic relationship between fanfic writers and their betas. we are losing our traditions. eradicate the soulless machine and ask your friend who has a full time job and 3 kids to annotate your omegaverse fanfiction like any other responsible adult.

[givemesomethingbeautiful]

You know that feeling when you read a fanfic and think: „wow that was amazing“ and go check out their blog just to see a full af Masterlist of amazing fics?

That’s how I felt about @darksigns-exe for the last days.

[bad-o-mens]

golden hour

[luna-azzurra]

Dialogue Prompts Said at 3am!!

⋆˙⟡ "Are you awake?" - "I am now." - "Good."

⋆˙⟡ "I keep thinking about something you said. Two years ago."

⋆˙⟡ "I don't want to be alone right now."

⋆˙⟡ "Do you ever think about what we could have been?"

⋆˙⟡ "I'm not okay." - "I know." - "How did you know?" - "You called."

⋆˙⟡ "I think I've been lying to myself for a really long time."

⋆˙⟡ "Stay on the line. You don't have to talk."

⋆˙⟡ "Why does everything feel worse at night?"

⋆˙⟡ "I miss you and I don't know what to do with that."

⋆˙⟡ "I should let you sleep." - "Don't hang up yet."

⋆˙⟡ "If I tell you something, do you promise not to make it weird?"

⋆˙⟡ "I think I love you." Silence. "It's three in the morning." - "I know."

[ghosthorse-tracks]

Lesser-known steps of the writing process:

Finding all the paragraphs where you used some hyper-specific word more than once

Rearranging paragraphs that you swear you wrote in the right order but turned out to be totally backwards

Going for a walk, coming up with the perfect line, and forgetting it as soon as you get home and open your laptop

Creating a separate document where you can dump all of those nice sentences that no longer fit in anywhere

Waking up in a cold sweat because so-and-so was supposed to be barefoot but never actually took his shoes off

[omnz]

c) fluxiie

[its-funnytwittertweets]

[luna-azzurra]

UGLY HONEST DIALOGUES!!!

⟢ "I'm not angry. I'm past angry. Angry was six months ago. What I am now doesn't have a name yet."

⟢ "You want to know what it felt like? It felt like drowning in something you poured."

⟢ "Don't you dare cry. You don't get to cry. That's mine. You don't get that too."

⟢ "I have thought about this moment for so long and now that you're here I just feel tired. So tired. Like the anger finally ate itself."

⟢ "You broke something fundamental in me. Just—something that worked before doesn't work anymore."

⟢ "I used to pray you'd come back. Then I started praying you wouldn't. Funny how that works."

⟢ "You want forgiveness? Stand there. Keep standing there. Maybe in ten years I'll have something for you."

⟢ "I'm not the mess you left behind anymore. But god I was. God you should've seen what you left behind."

⟢ "There are nights I wake up and I'm so angry I can taste it. It tastes like metal. Like something that should've healed."

⟢ "You told me I was too sensitive. I believed you for years. That's the part I can't forgive. That I believed you."

⟢ "You never hit me. You want a medal for that? You never hit me and somehow I still flinch."

⟢ "I'm not a tragedy. I refuse to be your tragedy. What you did was ugly and ordinary and I will not make it beautiful for you."

⟢ "I was a child. You knew I was a child and you did it anyway and I have spent my entire adult life cleaning up what you made."

⟢ "Stop explaining. Every word out of your mouth is just you loving yourself more than you ever loved me."

⟢ "I don't want to hurt you. I want to unhappen you. There's a difference."

⟢ "You know what's funny? I still defend you sometimes. Habit, I guess. Old dog stuff. I hate myself for it every time."

⟢ "I survived you. I want you to sit with that. I survived you and you don't even know what that cost."

⟢ "The version of me that loved you is dead. I watched her die. It was slow and it was ugly and she deserved better."

⟢ "You took up so much space in my head for so long. The rent you owe me. God, the rent."

[aquaticnightcrawler]

[bad-o-mens]

😇

[bad-o-mens]

ʘ

[luna-azzurra]

How People Occupy Space (Body Language) 

˙⋆✮ Leaning in slightly when genuinely interested without realizing it

˙⋆✮ The way someone physically turns their body away mid-conversation

˙⋆✮ Crossing arms not out of coldness but because it feels safer

˙⋆✮ That one person who always finds the wall to stand against at parties

˙⋆✮ Mirroring someone's posture when comfortable with them

˙⋆✮ The slow backward step when a conversation goes on too long

˙⋆✮ Tilting the head when something doesn't add up

˙⋆✮ Sitting on the very edge of a chair when ready to leave

˙⋆✮ The way someone's feet point toward whoever they actually like in a group

˙⋆✮ Leaning back and crossing ankles to signal comfort and ownership of space

˙⋆✮ The unconscious open-palm gesture when telling the truth

˙⋆✮ Standing slightly outside the circle and never fully entering it

˙⋆✮ The way someone physically shrinks in a loud argument

˙⋆✮ Turning the whole body to listen rather than just the head

˙⋆✮ That very specific stillness that means someone is about to cry

˙⋆✮ Raising shoulders toward ears when stressed without knowing it

˙⋆✮ The way laughter changes someone's whole skeleton

˙⋆✮ Touching the face when lying or searching for an answer

˙⋆✮ The shift in weight from foot to foot when bored

[c0ncrete-jungle]

ᴵⁿᵗʳᵒ ᵖᵒˢᵗ🪼⋆🫧

ʰⁱ, ʷᵉˡᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵐʸ ᵇˡᵒᵍ!

ᴵ'ᵐ qᵘⁱᵗᵉ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡⁱᵃʳ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵀᵘᵐᵇˡʳ, ᵗʰⁱˢ ⁱˢ ᵃ ⁿᵉʷ ᵃᶜᶜᵒᵘⁿᵗ.

ᴵ ᵈᵒ ʷʳⁱᵗᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ʷⁱˡˡ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗ ᵖᵒˢᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵐʸ ʷᵒʳᵏˢ ˢᵒᵒⁿ.

ᴬᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵐᵉ 🪼⋆🫧

"ᴵ ᶠᴼᵁᴺᴰ ᴾᴱᴬᶜᴱ ᴵᴺ ʸᴼᵁᴿ ⱽᴵᴼᴸᴱᴺᶜᴱ"

ᴹʸ ⁿᵃᵐᵉ ⁱˢ ᴬᵘʳᵒʳᵃ ⱽᵃˡᵉ :3

ˡᵒᶜᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ: ᵁˢ

ᵖʳᵒⁿᵒᵘⁿˢ:ˢʰᵉ/ʰᵉʳ

ᶠᵃᵛᵒᵘʳⁱᵗᵉ ᵇᵃⁿᵈˢ: ᴮᵃᵈ ᴼᵐᵉⁿˢ, ˢᵖⁱʳⁱᵗᵇᵒˣ, ᴹᵒᵗⁱᵒⁿˡᵉˢˢ ⁱⁿ ᵂʰⁱᵗᵉ, ˢˡᵉᵉᵖ ᵀᵒᵏᵉⁿ, ˢᵃᶜᵉ⁶, ᴮʳⁱⁿᵍ ᴹᵉ ᵀʰᵉ ᴴᵒʳⁱᶻᵒⁿ, ᴴᵒˡˡʸʷᵒᵒᵈ ᵁⁿᵈᵉᵃᵈ, ᴵᶜᵉ ᴺⁱⁿᵉ ᴷⁱˡˡˢ, ᴮˡᵃᶜᵏ ⱽᵉⁱˡ ᴮʳⁱᵈᵉˢ, ⱽᵃⁿᵃ, ᵀᵒᵒ ᶜˡᵒˢᵉ ᵀᵒ ᵀᵒᵘᶜʰ, ᵖᵒᵖᵖʸ, ᴹᵃᵍⁿᵒˡⁱᵃ ᴾᵃʳᵏ, ᵃⁿᵈ, ᴸⁱⁿᵏⁱⁿ ᴾᵃʳᵏ

ᴮᵃⁿᵈˢ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ˢᵉᵉⁿ ˡⁱᵛᵉ: ᴮᵃᵈ ᴼᵐᵉⁿˢ, ˢᵖⁱʳⁱᵗᵇᵒˣ, ᴹᵒᵗⁱᵒⁿˡᵉˢˢ ⁱⁿ ᵂʰⁱᵗᵉ, ⱽᵃⁿᵃ, ᴮᵘˡˡᵉᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᴹʸ ⱽᵃˡᵉⁿᵗⁱⁿᵉ, ᴮʳⁱⁿᵍ ᴹᵉ ᵀʰᵉ ᴴᵒʳⁱᶻᵒⁿ, ᵀʰᵉ ᴾʳᵉᵗᵗʸ ᴿᵉᶜᵏˡᵉˢˢ, ᴾᵒᵖᵖʸ, ᴸⁱⁿᵏⁱⁿ ᴾᵃʳᵏ, ᴮˡᵃᶜᵏ ⱽᵉⁱˡ ᴮʳⁱᵈᵉˢ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᴱᵛᵃⁿᵉˢᶜᵉⁿᶜᵉ.

ᶜᵃᵗˢ ᵒʳ ᵈᵒᵍˢ?: ᶜᵃᵗˢ ‧˚꒰🐾୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

ᵇˡᵒᵍˢ ᴵ ʳᵉᶜᵒᵐᵐᵉⁿᵈ 🪼⋆🫧: @concretejunglefm, @runningincircl3s, @nefugus, @sorrowsofsilence, @silent-stories, @ami-gami, @mireoftruth, @paradiiddle, @darksigns-exe, @xmads-omensx, @somebodyels3, @bad-o-mens, @r3prise, @hannahvanvelzor, @omnz, @givemesomethingbeautiful, @concreteangel92, @acatatonicpeace, @mrslumi, @inthedarkofmyroom, @dethronedisms, @dxthrone, @inoahgirlstill, @ilovebadomens, @flowery-mess, @artificialspecter, @the-bad-omens-blog ᵃⁿᵈ @thefountainn

dividers: @pixopix, @alienshipper

[luna-azzurra]

If you're a new writer and you're asking yourself "is this too personal, is this too much, will people think this is weird" that feeling is the exact location of your actual voice. The stuff that makes you want to close the laptop is the stuff nobody else could write. The safe version is always worse. Always. I have never once read something and thought "this would have been better if it was a little less honest." go further. It's always go further.