[anxietyproblem]

[iwas-handpicked]

them: how’s your mental health?

me: i’ve literally been posting about wanting to die for like a decade

[sa-dnesss]

[wishing-for-deathx]

Now I’m empty. I have nothing to give to anyone. Except for talking about my pain. And since I realize that’s toxic, I’ve simply isolated.

[sa-dnesss]

“What scares me the most is how much I think of suicide, and how I never talk about it.”

—

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

do you ever cry so hard in the shower and wonder whether the water falling down your cheek is water or tears

[perfectfeelings]

[sa-dnesss]

[allthesepurplelights]

me @ me

[justsomeantifas]

idk maybe instead of blaming upticks in teen and youth suicides on media consumption like video games and centuries old plays .. you could … i dont know … go outside and look at the plague, poverty, stripping of socially funded places, programs and overall dilapidation of the environment?

[wishing-for-deathx]

I’m drunk on the idea that death only death can save me

[painpoetry]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

if you raised a child who is afraid of you and afraid of your reactions to things they do or mistakes they make you fucked up and were a horrible parent

[abnormall]

[can-i-give-up-now-please]

I can't get rid of that feeling that I wasn't made for this world

My brain has malfunctioned

I am an error

I shouldn't be here

21.08.21

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

I think about dying but I don't want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There's so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I'm still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can't quite figure out what the hell I'm doing or how to get out of it.

— Matty Healy

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]