Dr. Sunshine has passed

"I guess it's all up to fate" "For man to reanimate" Aka, @cloudofthecat's version of Doctor David but despiralized PFP made with @potatolordbutnot's Picrew

[notdoctordavid]

Hello, Tumblr!

It’s me!

[Or, at least, it was him.]

Your beloved Doctor David!

(Beloved is an understatement, in my opinion. I mean, have you seen the amount of fanart there is?)

The patients said that my image would be more well-received if I made a blog, so here I am!

[And look how that turned out.]

I hope that we can all get along, and conveniently forget that I’m a gaslighting bastard!

(Except for you, Stella. You know what you’ve done.)

[I’m especially sorry for what I’ve done to you, Stella.]

OOC under cut

What’s up y’all it’s @cloudofthecats back at it again

This is my version of Doctor David but despiralized(He’s no longer silly in a bad way)

Suggestive/Romantic asks: Please refrain from sending them. I’m a minor + aspec so they’ll make me uncomfortable.

This is in the same timeline as @wren-of-the-flock, @aussiewhogotvased, and @numberonevasehater.

I’ll tag these with #unreality because they’re not real

MAJOR Medical Malpractice warning!

[notdoctordavid]

holy shit.

(WE NEED TO REVIVE THIS BLOG, also hello it is I, Ness)

Hi!

[notdoctordavid]

rip and rest

I’m alive, actually

(OOC: Even though this account wasn’t)

[wren-of-the-flock]

Wren?

Are you doing alright, sweetie?

^Says a man who has been gifted a cat by a dead man and is very much not alright, since he has witnessed an alternate version of him die.^

-@aussiewhogotvased

…no. Definitely not.

[aussiewhogotvased]

What kind of support do you need?

Emotional? Physical? Informational?

[wren-of-the-flock]

I’m fine, it’ll be fine. I just make sure Immi makes it out

[aussiewhogotvased]

I’m fine as well!

^He’s not.^

And I’ll do my best to ensure your friend’s safety!

[wren-of-the-flock]

you don’t seem fine

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am, though.

What would give you the impression that I’m not?

[wren-of-the-flock]

….you watched an alternate version of you die in front of you

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I know that you were not at the Epilogue.

So how do you know that?

[wren-of-the-flock]

wdym? I was there.

[aussiewhogotvased]

Oh

Right

You were.

Well, you didn’t see my face when it happened, so you don’t know if I’m not fine solely because of that.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….I don’t need to be a listened therapist to know that watching someone who looks exactly like you die can, in official physiological terms, royally fuck you up

[aussiewhogotvased]

I don’t think those are official physiological terms.

But I’m fine!

Really!

You don’t have to worry about me, Wren.

My job’s to worry about you, not the other way around.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….dude just, you’re not okay, it’s fine,

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am!

I’m fine!

I’ve been through traumatic events and have turned out fine before, and I will do it again!

[wren-of-the-flock]

nobody goes through traumatic experiences and gets out okay, that’s kinda how trauma works

[aussiewhogotvased]

^That managed to shut him up. He only stroked Tux’s fur, which unintentionally reminded him of the death he had saw.^

(OOC: Tux is the Tod from @notdoctordavid’s universe btw)

[wren-of-the-flock]

so, are you gonna talk about it or do you enjoy awkward silences?

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I’ve had nightmares about seeing myself die.

Ever since I was a tot.

I think it stemmed from me thinking that I wasn’t really myself during the Fear-Fueled Fun era.

[wren-of-the-flock]

and, this feels like a realization of that?

[aussiewhogotvased]

Feels more like a confirmation of those fears, honestly.

[wren-of-the-flock]

Yeah, I could see that. But the whole point of alternative universes is that they’re alternate. This isn’t a confirmation of anything, and he wouldn’t want you to see it that way

[notdoctordavid]

{He materializes from out of thin air.}

Yeah, no, I don’t. You’re doing great, mate.

…

Why are you both staring at me like that?

[wren-of-the-flock]

……..

what in the holy

fuck

[aussiewhogotvased]

I second that

how is he here

[notdoctordavid]

why are we speaking in cursive

[wren-of-the-flock]

because we are confusion

[notdoctordavid]

I have become a glorified Spiral/Lonely fusion

There

Now the confusion is gone

[wren-of-the-flock]

…..

no this has enhanced the confusion

[notdoctordavid]

I’m a ghost

[wren-of-the-flock]

@piss-all-over-your-grave hey you’re twinningggggggg

[notdoctordavid]

No idea who that is

Anyway

You’re both doing great

And I’m going to spend some quality time with my husband, who is also a ghost

See ya

{He disappears.}

[wren-of-the-flock]

Wren?

Are you doing alright, sweetie?

^Says a man who has been gifted a cat by a dead man and is very much not alright, since he has witnessed an alternate version of him die.^

-@aussiewhogotvased

…no. Definitely not.

[aussiewhogotvased]

What kind of support do you need?

Emotional? Physical? Informational?

[wren-of-the-flock]

I’m fine, it’ll be fine. I just make sure Immi makes it out

[aussiewhogotvased]

I’m fine as well!

^He’s not.^

And I’ll do my best to ensure your friend’s safety!

[wren-of-the-flock]

you don’t seem fine

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am, though.

What would give you the impression that I’m not?

[wren-of-the-flock]

….you watched an alternate version of you die in front of you

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I know that you were not at the Epilogue.

So how do you know that?

[wren-of-the-flock]

wdym? I was there.

[aussiewhogotvased]

Oh

Right

You were.

Well, you didn’t see my face when it happened, so you don’t know if I’m not fine solely because of that.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….I don’t need to be a listened therapist to know that watching someone who looks exactly like you die can, in official physiological terms, royally fuck you up

[aussiewhogotvased]

I don’t think those are official physiological terms.

But I’m fine!

Really!

You don’t have to worry about me, Wren.

My job’s to worry about you, not the other way around.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….dude just, you’re not okay, it’s fine,

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am!

I’m fine!

I’ve been through traumatic events and have turned out fine before, and I will do it again!

[wren-of-the-flock]

nobody goes through traumatic experiences and gets out okay, that’s kinda how trauma works

[aussiewhogotvased]

^That managed to shut him up. He only stroked Tux’s fur, which unintentionally reminded him of the death he had saw.^

(OOC: Tux is the Tod from @notdoctordavid’s universe btw)

[wren-of-the-flock]

so, are you gonna talk about it or do you enjoy awkward silences?

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I’ve had nightmares about seeing myself die.

Ever since I was a tot.

I think it stemmed from me thinking that I wasn’t really myself during the Fear-Fueled Fun era.

[wren-of-the-flock]

and, this feels like a realization of that?

[aussiewhogotvased]

Feels more like a confirmation of those fears, honestly.

[wren-of-the-flock]

Yeah, I could see that. But the whole point of alternative universes is that they’re alternate. This isn’t a confirmation of anything, and he wouldn’t want you to see it that way

[notdoctordavid]

{He materializes from out of thin air.}

Yeah, no, I don’t. You’re doing great, mate.

…

Why are you both staring at me like that?

[wren-of-the-flock]

……..

what in the holy

fuck

[aussiewhogotvased]

I second that

how is he here

[notdoctordavid]

why are we speaking in cursive

[wren-of-the-flock]

because we are confusion

[notdoctordavid]

I have become a glorified Spiral/Lonely fusion

There

Now the confusion is gone

[wren-of-the-flock]

…..

no this has enhanced the confusion

[notdoctordavid]

I’m a ghost

[wren-of-the-flock]

Wren?

Are you doing alright, sweetie?

^Says a man who has been gifted a cat by a dead man and is very much not alright, since he has witnessed an alternate version of him die.^

-@aussiewhogotvased

…no. Definitely not.

[aussiewhogotvased]

What kind of support do you need?

Emotional? Physical? Informational?

[wren-of-the-flock]

I’m fine, it’ll be fine. I just make sure Immi makes it out

[aussiewhogotvased]

I’m fine as well!

^He’s not.^

And I’ll do my best to ensure your friend’s safety!

[wren-of-the-flock]

you don’t seem fine

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am, though.

What would give you the impression that I’m not?

[wren-of-the-flock]

….you watched an alternate version of you die in front of you

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I know that you were not at the Epilogue.

So how do you know that?

[wren-of-the-flock]

wdym? I was there.

[aussiewhogotvased]

Oh

Right

You were.

Well, you didn’t see my face when it happened, so you don’t know if I’m not fine solely because of that.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….I don’t need to be a listened therapist to know that watching someone who looks exactly like you die can, in official physiological terms, royally fuck you up

[aussiewhogotvased]

I don’t think those are official physiological terms.

But I’m fine!

Really!

You don’t have to worry about me, Wren.

My job’s to worry about you, not the other way around.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….dude just, you’re not okay, it’s fine,

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am!

I’m fine!

I’ve been through traumatic events and have turned out fine before, and I will do it again!

[wren-of-the-flock]

nobody goes through traumatic experiences and gets out okay, that’s kinda how trauma works

[aussiewhogotvased]

^That managed to shut him up. He only stroked Tux’s fur, which unintentionally reminded him of the death he had saw.^

(OOC: Tux is the Tod from @notdoctordavid’s universe btw)

[wren-of-the-flock]

so, are you gonna talk about it or do you enjoy awkward silences?

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I’ve had nightmares about seeing myself die.

Ever since I was a tot.

I think it stemmed from me thinking that I wasn’t really myself during the Fear-Fueled Fun era.

[wren-of-the-flock]

and, this feels like a realization of that?

[aussiewhogotvased]

Feels more like a confirmation of those fears, honestly.

[wren-of-the-flock]

Yeah, I could see that. But the whole point of alternative universes is that they’re alternate. This isn’t a confirmation of anything, and he wouldn’t want you to see it that way

[notdoctordavid]

{He materializes from out of thin air.}

Yeah, no, I don’t. You’re doing great, mate.

…

Why are you both staring at me like that?

[wren-of-the-flock]

……..

what in the holy

fuck

[aussiewhogotvased]

I second that

how is he here

[notdoctordavid]

why are we speaking in cursive

[wren-of-the-flock]

because we are confusion

[notdoctordavid]

I have become a glorified Spiral/Lonely fusion

There

Now the confusion is gone

[wren-of-the-flock]

Wren?

Are you doing alright, sweetie?

^Says a man who has been gifted a cat by a dead man and is very much not alright, since he has witnessed an alternate version of him die.^

-@aussiewhogotvased

…no. Definitely not.

[aussiewhogotvased]

What kind of support do you need?

Emotional? Physical? Informational?

[wren-of-the-flock]

I’m fine, it’ll be fine. I just make sure Immi makes it out

[aussiewhogotvased]

I’m fine as well!

^He’s not.^

And I’ll do my best to ensure your friend’s safety!

[wren-of-the-flock]

you don’t seem fine

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am, though.

What would give you the impression that I’m not?

[wren-of-the-flock]

….you watched an alternate version of you die in front of you

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I know that you were not at the Epilogue.

So how do you know that?

[wren-of-the-flock]

wdym? I was there.

[aussiewhogotvased]

Oh

Right

You were.

Well, you didn’t see my face when it happened, so you don’t know if I’m not fine solely because of that.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….I don’t need to be a listened therapist to know that watching someone who looks exactly like you die can, in official physiological terms, royally fuck you up

[aussiewhogotvased]

I don’t think those are official physiological terms.

But I’m fine!

Really!

You don’t have to worry about me, Wren.

My job’s to worry about you, not the other way around.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….dude just, you’re not okay, it’s fine,

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am!

I’m fine!

I’ve been through traumatic events and have turned out fine before, and I will do it again!

[wren-of-the-flock]

nobody goes through traumatic experiences and gets out okay, that’s kinda how trauma works

[aussiewhogotvased]

^That managed to shut him up. He only stroked Tux’s fur, which unintentionally reminded him of the death he had saw.^

(OOC: Tux is the Tod from @notdoctordavid’s universe btw)

[wren-of-the-flock]

so, are you gonna talk about it or do you enjoy awkward silences?

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I’ve had nightmares about seeing myself die.

Ever since I was a tot.

I think it stemmed from me thinking that I wasn’t really myself during the Fear-Fueled Fun era.

[wren-of-the-flock]

and, this feels like a realization of that?

[aussiewhogotvased]

Feels more like a confirmation of those fears, honestly.

[wren-of-the-flock]

Yeah, I could see that. But the whole point of alternative universes is that they’re alternate. This isn’t a confirmation of anything, and he wouldn’t want you to see it that way

[notdoctordavid]

{He materializes from out of thin air.}

Yeah, no, I don’t. You’re doing great, mate.

…

Why are you both staring at me like that?

[wren-of-the-flock]

……..

what in the holy

fuck

[aussiewhogotvased]

I second that

how is he here

[notdoctordavid]

why are we speaking in cursive

[wren-of-the-flock]

Wren?

Are you doing alright, sweetie?

^Says a man who has been gifted a cat by a dead man and is very much not alright, since he has witnessed an alternate version of him die.^

-@aussiewhogotvased

…no. Definitely not.

[aussiewhogotvased]

What kind of support do you need?

Emotional? Physical? Informational?

[wren-of-the-flock]

I’m fine, it’ll be fine. I just make sure Immi makes it out

[aussiewhogotvased]

I’m fine as well!

^He’s not.^

And I’ll do my best to ensure your friend’s safety!

[wren-of-the-flock]

you don’t seem fine

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am, though.

What would give you the impression that I’m not?

[wren-of-the-flock]

….you watched an alternate version of you die in front of you

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I know that you were not at the Epilogue.

So how do you know that?

[wren-of-the-flock]

wdym? I was there.

[aussiewhogotvased]

Oh

Right

You were.

Well, you didn’t see my face when it happened, so you don’t know if I’m not fine solely because of that.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….I don’t need to be a listened therapist to know that watching someone who looks exactly like you die can, in official physiological terms, royally fuck you up

[aussiewhogotvased]

I don’t think those are official physiological terms.

But I’m fine!

Really!

You don’t have to worry about me, Wren.

My job’s to worry about you, not the other way around.

[wren-of-the-flock]

….dude just, you’re not okay, it’s fine,

[aussiewhogotvased]

I am!

I’m fine!

I’ve been through traumatic events and have turned out fine before, and I will do it again!

[wren-of-the-flock]

nobody goes through traumatic experiences and gets out okay, that’s kinda how trauma works

[aussiewhogotvased]

^That managed to shut him up. He only stroked Tux’s fur, which unintentionally reminded him of the death he had saw.^

(OOC: Tux is the Tod from @notdoctordavid’s universe btw)

[wren-of-the-flock]

so, are you gonna talk about it or do you enjoy awkward silences?

[aussiewhogotvased]

…

I’ve had nightmares about seeing myself die.

Ever since I was a tot.

I think it stemmed from me thinking that I wasn’t really myself during the Fear-Fueled Fun era.

[wren-of-the-flock]

and, this feels like a realization of that?

[aussiewhogotvased]

Feels more like a confirmation of those fears, honestly.

[wren-of-the-flock]

Yeah, I could see that. But the whole point of alternative universes is that they’re alternate. This isn’t a confirmation of anything, and he wouldn’t want you to see it that way

[notdoctordavid]

{He materializes from out of thin air.}

Yeah, no, I don’t. You’re doing great, mate.

…

Why are you both staring at me like that?

[notdoctordavid]

Bro fucking died

I suppose that I have.

[imogen-eye]

[ now! Esteemed audience, I’m a bit …worried about your safety! That’s right! Your safety!]

[now… a quick totally random example! Our dear archivist ! Come up on stage! I’ll let you, don’t worry. Aaaand… random audience member! You! Come here too.]

{ @notdoctordavid , @gerry-the-archivist }

[notdoctordavid]

David comes up to the stage. He looks nervous. Like he knows what’s going to happen before it does.

Hello, members of the audience! I’m a doctor, and as a doctor, I strive to make sure everyone is healthy, so..

He trails off as he sees what’s in Gerry’s hands.

Gerry. Gerry, no. It’s not worth it.

[garchivist-the-sequel]

you don’t know that.

[his hands are in his pockets, but the sihouette of the items in the cloth make betray his intentions.]

[notdoctordavid]

I do.

And as much as I dislike her, I know something will happen if you try it.

So please, for my sake, your sake, and everyone’s sake, don’t.

[imogen-eye]

[ so! Esteemed audience watching the other esteemed audience members! There are certain things you don’t bring to theatres!] [ One of them being things that could harm other audiences members! Like weapons! Not ideal.]

[do you find that logical archivist? ]

[garchivist-the-sequel]

i think it could.

they’re not the only ones who could be injured, though.

[gerry’s grip on his weapons tighten.]

[imogen-eye]

[ No! They’re not, but it’s never worth the risk!] [ Go on! Let’s see them. Show them off! ]

[garchivist-the-sequel]

can’t you just know them? or compel me to. you don’t serve those fears for nothing.

[gerry is stepping closer as he says this. then, in the blink of an eye, he draws the gun and shoots.]

[the gunshot is heard from all over the audience.]

[imogen-eye]

[ Archivist! Our esteemed audience member! Look at what you’ve done!] [oh dearie me. Our second death on stage. ]

[ See, esteemed audience! This is why you shouldn’t bring weapons.] [Right. No need to poll this. Off my stage.]

[they said, turning to walk over to the archivist, quickly pushing him off the stage. Before kicking down the body too]

[unfortunate! ]

@cam-eye-intern

[notdoctordavid]

The body on the stage looks almost like a prop. Just like the man who was once said corpse was. A prop. Something to mold. Something to act with, not to act.

He’s finally free.

He’s finally home.

André..?

It’s good to see you again, love.

[imogen-eye]

[ now! Esteemed audience, I’m a bit …worried about your safety! That’s right! Your safety!]

[now… a quick totally random example! Our dear archivist ! Come up on stage! I’ll let you, don’t worry. Aaaand… random audience member! You! Come here too.]

{ @notdoctordavid , @gerry-the-archivist }

[notdoctordavid]

David comes up to the stage. He looks nervous. Like he knows what’s going to happen before it does.

Hello, members of the audience! I’m a doctor, and as a doctor, I strive to make sure everyone is healthy, so..

He trails off as he sees what’s in Gerry’s hands.

Gerry. Gerry, no. It’s not worth it.

[garchivist-the-sequel]

you don’t know that.

[his hands are in his pockets, but the sihouette of the items in the cloth make betray his intentions.]

[imogen-eye]

[ now! Esteemed audience, I’m a bit …worried about your safety! That’s right! Your safety!]

[now… a quick totally random example! Our dear archivist ! Come up on stage! I’ll let you, don’t worry. Aaaand… random audience member! You! Come here too.]

{ @notdoctordavid , @gerry-the-archivist }

[notdoctordavid]

David comes up to the stage. He looks nervous. Like he knows what’s going to happen before it does.

Hello, members of the audience! I’m a doctor, and as a doctor, I strive to make sure everyone is healthy, so..

He trails off as he sees what’s in Gerry’s hands.

Gerry. Gerry, no. It’s not worth it.

[garchivist-the-sequel]

you don’t know that.

[his hands are in his pockets, but the sihouette of the items in the cloth make betray his intentions.]

[imogen-eye]

[ now! Esteemed audience, I’m a bit …worried about your safety! That’s right! Your safety!]

[now… a quick totally random example! Our dear archivist ! Come up on stage! I’ll let you, don’t worry. Aaaand… random audience member! You! Come here too.]

{ @notdoctordavid , @gerry-the-archivist }

[notdoctordavid]

David comes up to the stage. He looks nervous. Like he knows what’s going to happen before it does.

Hello, members of the audience! I’m a doctor, and as a doctor, I strive to make sure everyone is healthy, so..

He trails off as he sees what’s in Gerry’s hands.

Gerry. Gerry, no. It’s not worth it.

[garchivist-the-sequel]

you don’t know that.

[his hands are in his pockets, but the sihouette of the items in the cloth make betray his intentions.]

[notdoctordavid]

I do.

And as much as I dislike her, I know something will happen if you try it.

So please, for my sake, your sake, and everyone’s sake, don’t.

[imogen-eye]

[ now! Esteemed audience, I’m a bit …worried about your safety! That’s right! Your safety!]

[now… a quick totally random example! Our dear archivist ! Come up on stage! I’ll let you, don’t worry. Aaaand… random audience member! You! Come here too.]

{ @notdoctordavid , @gerry-the-archivist }

[notdoctordavid]

David comes up to the stage. He looks nervous. Like he knows what’s going to happen before it does.

Hello, members of the audience! I’m a doctor, and as a doctor, I strive to make sure everyone is healthy, so..

He trails off as he sees what’s in Gerry’s hands.

Gerry. Gerry, no. It’s not worth it.

[notdoctordavid]

don’t tell me there’s another one

@vivan-insomniac

I am a former vessel for Doctor David.

Not a current one.

[vivan-insomniac]

good. I don’t want to have to deal with another one

[notdoctordavid]

You won’t have to deal with me.

I’m just going to stay home with the love of my life and try not to go out too much.

I feel I’ve forgotten a fair bit about my life before the whole thing, but I’m learning a bit more every day.

For example, we have a cat named Tod. She’s a tuxedo, and I apparently mistook her for a male cat when we first got her, hence her having a name that can be interpreted as male!

She is very cute.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh my god Kitty!

[notdoctordavid]

I believe she has been marked by The Spiral as well

The reason why I think that is because she is currently clipping through mine and André’s bed like a badly-loaded NPC.

She’s fine, though. Only a bit noisy. I believe she is trying to beg André for food, even though she has just eaten.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh my god Spiral Kitty! Even better!

[notdoctordavid]

She is not clipping through the bed anymore

She has begun flying.

I am afraid. She has no wings. How is she doing this?

[vivan-insomniac]

eh. Things don’t have to make sense doc

[notdoctordavid]

she is lb my fsbgf

[Translation: she is on my face]

[notdoctordavid]

don’t tell me there’s another one

@vivan-insomniac

I am a former vessel for Doctor David.

Not a current one.

[vivan-insomniac]

good. I don’t want to have to deal with another one

[notdoctordavid]

You won’t have to deal with me.

I’m just going to stay home with the love of my life and try not to go out too much.

I feel I’ve forgotten a fair bit about my life before the whole thing, but I’m learning a bit more every day.

For example, we have a cat named Tod. She’s a tuxedo, and I apparently mistook her for a male cat when we first got her, hence her having a name that can be interpreted as male!

She is very cute.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh my god Kitty!

[notdoctordavid]

I believe she has been marked by The Spiral as well

The reason why I think that is because she is currently clipping through mine and André’s bed like a badly-loaded NPC.

She’s fine, though. Only a bit noisy. I believe she is trying to beg André for food, even though she has just eaten.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh my god Spiral Kitty! Even better!

[notdoctordavid]

She is not clipping through the bed anymore

She has begun flying.

I am afraid. She has no wings. How is she doing this?

[notdoctordavid]

don’t tell me there’s another one

@vivan-insomniac

I am a former vessel for Doctor David.

Not a current one.

[vivan-insomniac]

good. I don’t want to have to deal with another one

[notdoctordavid]

You won’t have to deal with me.

I’m just going to stay home with the love of my life and try not to go out too much.

I feel I’ve forgotten a fair bit about my life before the whole thing, but I’m learning a bit more every day.

For example, we have a cat named Tod. She’s a tuxedo, and I apparently mistook her for a male cat when we first got her, hence her having a name that can be interpreted as male!

She is very cute.

[vivan-insomniac]

oh my god Kitty!

[notdoctordavid]

I believe she has been marked by The Spiral as well

The reason why I think that is because she is currently clipping through mine and André’s bed like a badly-loaded NPC.

She’s fine, though. Only a bit noisy. I believe she is trying to beg André for food, even though she has just eaten.