Nothing-Arrived

[nothing-arrived]

It’s like I’m stepping into an inflow of traffic. Like I’m only catching rushed glimpses of his life and I’ve no idea if I’ll be able to keep up.

[nothing-arrived]

And there was something...daring about him, like everything he said was a challenge and every step closer an invitation to do something reckless. But I liked it. I liked the way his eyes would linger a second too long, and he would give me that sort of half smile before turning away- the fact he knew I was watching him go.

[nothing-arrived]

Fellings are like the tide. They flow in and consume everything in front of them, in slow gentle waves, or rough, aggressive crashes against the shore. But they also pull back, retreat into the vastness of the open ocean and get lost among the opposing currents.

[nothing-arrived]

meow

[nothing-arrived]

I feel like I'm always holding my breath- Like the space inbetween my ribs is tight and empty.

//E.M

[nothing-arrived]

Autumn 2016

[nothing-arrived]

//Pretty cities and far away places

[nothing-arrived]

Just hold me a little bit tighter before you go, like you regret leaving, like it’s the hardest thing you're ever going to have to do.

//E.M

[nothing-arrived]

She ruined love for me in the most magnificent way possible, it's like if you lost your sight- I don't know- looking at a supernova or something, you know you'll never be able to see again but being able to witness something as spectacular as she was, was so worth it you'd do it again in a heart beat"

//E.M

[nothing-arrived]

“I didn’t even stand a chance and I think she knew that as well as I did” “But still she tried. She smiled at me when I asked her to dance, she still teased me and wrapped her arms around my neck” “But I could tell, even though she tried so hard to convince me- to convince herself she was happy” “She would never be satisfied with anyone else but you”

//E.M

[nothing-arrived]

Where do you want to go?" "Everywhere

//E.M

[nothing-arrived]

One of the worst feelings is when you find out someone didn't know you as well as you thought they did

//E.M

[nothing-arrived]

//Driving Home

[nothing-arrived]

The silence was deafening, 
it defined the end while simultaneously reminding us of everything we were all once. ‘We’…we were never going to be again and that perhaps was the most frightening part of all.

//E.M

[nothing-arrived]

I wonder if she ever wants to be somebody else. I wonder if she sits, red, tired eyes piercing into her own desperate reflection and wishes she could be anywhere else then this place

\\E.M

[nothing-arrived]

"I feel like I'm missing 'something', I miss something I never even had- maybe it's more of a longing? To find something that makes me feel alive"

//E.M

[nothing-arrived]

That’s not what I wanted- I never wanted that

//E.M