Forwards beckon rebound!!

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When I'm arguing with my mom and she pulls the "you don't care about anyone but yourself" so I just sit there and stare at her…….!!!!???

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can someone explain this to me when someone makes me feel bad and I finally stand up for myself it sometimes makes them feel bad because I stood up for myself and then I feel bad because they feel bad even though they made me feel bad first and now all of a sudden I'm being extra nice or l'm apologizing for them feeling bad because I stood up for myself !?!?!!?!!?!

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my romantic relationship might have failed but my relationship with my parents is bad too and my relationship with food is also bad and my relationship with substance abuse is

yk what nevermind

!?!?!?!?!

[notperfectjustgrowingg]

When I forget to stay busy for one second and suddenly get a wave of everything that has ever hurt me ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[notperfectjustgrowingg]

i love expressing my feelings in english

because it sounds less cringe than in my

native language !?!!!???!!?!

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[deadithurts]

i want to throw up thinking about outgrowing friendships i thought would last forever. how did we go from “can’t wait to get an apartment together when we’re older :-)” friends to “i hope you get everything you’ve ever wanted and i hope i never hear a thing about it” friends

[theforce]

i dont care how corny iris by the goo goo dolls is bc i love iris by the goo goo dolls and i will continue screaming iris by the goo goo dolls from the top of my lungs every time i hear iris by the goo goo dolls for the rest of my miserable life 

[notperfectjustgrowingg]

The thing about maybes are that they are useless!?!!,,

[notperfectjustgrowingg]

It was your mistake, not mine. What was the mistake? I don't remember anything. I did everything for you. What was I doing? I don't remember anything. I knew, but I didn't listen. Why didn't I listen? I don't remember anything. I remember memories. Why do I remember? I don't remember anything. You became a stranger . What should I tell stranger ? I don't remember anything.

[notperfectjustgrowingg]

I will write every poem for you.

I will never mention your name.

I will never wait for you to meet me.

Because if I wait to meet you, how can I refuse to meet you?

[tongueofgod]

slowly disintegrating friendships are like. i miss you. i love you. i wish so many good things for you. i wish for all the love u can get. i wish i was eating chaat with u rn. i hope we never meet again.

[petrichara]

Yes I would do anything for you. No I can’t hold eye contact with you. I wish you goodness but I can’t be around to see it. I want you to miss me like I miss you. I love how you know me. I hate how you know me. I wonder if we’re thinking about each other at the same time. When did we become a thing of the past. Why are all of our memories from so long ago, why is our history the only thing we have in common. Your happiness heals. Your happiness hurts. I love you. I resent you.

[notperfectjustgrowingg]

Ok so I believe I’ll rather leave a conversation incomplete rather than completing it if i already know the conclusion of it because whenever I’ll think about it in future I’ll think that my conversation or relationship with that person is incomplete rather than being complete and broken

I know I’ll overthink about it alot but I think overthinking is better than being hurt

What’s the point of saying things and regretting it later

I’ll rather go to sleep regretting about things I should have said and not said it actually …….