stuff

Alex • 28 • she/her • trying to write things

[balaclava-trismegistus]

ive said it many times over before but its fucking crazy how absolutely completely fucked you are if you live in the US and you are unable to drive a car

[wormsdyke]

it would be so nice if you were allowed to start working on projects before you hit the 12 hour until deadline mark but sadly it’s not possible with our current technology. scientists are hard at work but for now this is one of the limitations we must face as a people

[notwasps]

I luv them

[tourfilm]

living under a rock is so fun i love watching a movie that’s been famous for decades and being like wow this is so good.. did you guys know about this

[notwasps]

reading fanfiction in the back of this uber

[notwasps]

US politics is so bleak

[bowelfly]

first artfight piece of the month, for meezy

[sacred-portal]

[cheaphalloweencostume]

maybe sometime soon i’ll even broach the topic of some stories existing with the express intent of discomforting you rather than entertaining and coddling you in your comfort zone

[classicalcanvas]

Cliffs of Varengeville, Gust of Wind (1882) by Claude Monet

[escuerzoresucitado]

Good morning

[parkchanwoohoo]

I love seeing stores and cafes that display and sell shitty local art. Everybody on the planet should be making shitty local art. Everyone in the community should get to see what shitty local art everyone else is making. Eventually you will find something and be like hold on. This weirdly speaks to me. I've never seen anything quite like this, whether because of this person's idiosyncratic style or strange choice of subject matter or what. And suddenly your favorite piece of art is a collage painting done by a woman who waits tables during the day and does roller derby at night and uses the excess flyers and paper menus from both places of work to make amateur art on the weekends and you realize this is such a bizarre combination of circumstances that has produced something so striking to you, how lucky you are to live in a world where this got to exist and you got to see it

[notwasps]

finished red dead redemption 2 today and it really is one of the best games of all time

[simplyghosting]

Me, pointing to the mirror: Do NOT become The Joker about this. This isn’t even a Condiment Man situation.

[manipulated-pieces]

Why is it easier and more comfortable to sit in a position that actively damages my joints than it is to just sit with okay posture. Why does my body crave its own destruction

[loversdoom]

Hi Tumblr. I am halting my fundraising to get the needed check-up and tests for my PCOS diagnosis. I am begging and knocking on your generous hearts to help me with a more important matter, which is saving my dog. Unfortunately, my dog, the most important creature in my life, has been diagnosed with cancer.

This is Shadow, our family dog. He’s been with us since he was 6 months old and has been with us for more than 6 years now. Saying that this dog is my lifeline is an understatement. His existence alone makes me try harder to stay alive. He got me through the loneliness of moving away from home for college, through the hard times during the lockdown, and here now, where I am still far away from him and struggling to survive.

My family, who is taking care of him while I am away, has hidden the fact that he has been sick for a few months now. He has been bleeding through his genitals for months now, and it was only recently that I managed to force them to take him to the vet, where he was diagnosed with TVT, a contagious type of cancer. He needs to be tested to see if his organs can take the chemo treatment. If his organs can take it, he will undergo 4 weeks of chemo, and if not, he will undergo surgery to remove the tumors in his genitals. Either way, the cost would total around $2000.

I have been trying for the past few weeks to find a way to earn the money needed for his chemo treatment. I’ve begged people to loan me the money I need, and I am still trying to look for a second job on top of my current job. But to no avail.

I am so tired. I have been facing hurdle after hurdle for years now, and I don’t know when the universe will give me a break. But this might be my biggest obstacle yet because it involves someone I love so much and someone I’m not ready to lose yet. I won’t give up trying so long as he’s still alive and can receive treatment. Please help me save my baby.

My paypal and kofi is here if anyone wants to help. Please help me save my Shadow.

Any amount is a big help. Small amounts add up and reblogs are appreciated.

[loversdoom]

I have enough to have him tested if his organs can take the chemo. But if he’s going to be tested for that, he needs to start chemo right after the test. So I can’t do anything to forward his treatment unless I have the full amount I need. Please help me save Shadow. Tumors have been steadily growing in his genital. Please please help me save him. Please reblog, please donate. Small amounts add up and help me get closer to my goal.

[loversdoom]

I already asked permission to the person who donated…I unfortunately have to deduct a good chunk of what I have received for this fundraising to pay my rent. I won’t be getting paid for the second half of December which means no pay until I get my salary for January on February. It really breaks my heart that now I’m even more far away from my goal to save my dog, but I can’t get kicked out from my place.

[loversdoom]

UPDATE:

I am also fundraising for something urgent. My laptop recently stopped working and turning on. I use it all the time for work and I can’t due a huge part of my responsibilities at work without it. I work in a small lab that unfortunately can’t provide me a work laptop. I’ve been using my workmate’s laptop the past weeks while they were on leave but they are back now and I have nothing to use anymore. I hope I could get help soon for this as I really don’t want to have a complicated discussion with my boss on the tasks that I wont be able to do without a laptop.

[loversdoom]

UPDATE:

Shadow was tested 3 weeks ago if his organs could take the chemo. He had to adjust his diet for 2 weeks because something was off with his pancreas. Just this week he was cleared to start chemo treatment.

With the two blood panels, I only have money left for one chemo treatment and he needs at least 4.

I have been borrowing my friend’s laptop since its summer break and they don’t have school until late August so all the money I have raised and will be raising is solely for Shadow’s treatment.

Please, please, please help me save him.

[infertilityidol]

it's always "why do you pace so much" and never "how was the pacing was the pacing fun"