exploring myself by exploring others

34, trans man, sub, hairy, stoner. gayyyyyy. I love being trans 🏳️‍⚧️ 18+ only! minors do not interact!!!! 🛑

[nowaman]

This blog is 18+ only!!! Minors who interact will be blocked. TERFs will be blocked. Zionists will be blocked and exploded by a laser with my mind.

hello!

I'm pretty open about what you call me; age 34. 🏳️‍⚧️, mlm, mostly t4t but will make exceptions

I've considered myself nonbinary for about 6 years, been on T for two, just finally landed on being a trans man in the last few months. Considered myself asexual/demisexual for a long time but changes from hormones and finally being comfortable in my own body have really really opened doors into things I like/don't like/want to learn more about. Hence the creation of this blog.

Likes and follows will be from deadofxnight but kink/sex stuff please tag/message here!

My inbox is open for talking, chatting, flirting (and more 🫣) but I do not plan on starting anything serious from here. I truly just needed a space to explore what I could be into and discover myself. I love taking photos of myself and seeing photos of others, and would not be mad about receiving them 😇

Things I'll post about - intox kink, hypno, prob some free-use, forcemasc. I'm sure there is more but that's what I can think of right now.

Maybes: I like the dynamic of petplay but do not like being called an animal. Just "pet"? Cool. Dog/puppy/kitten/etc are a no thank you. Breeding kink is a tough spot - playing with it with someone who physically cannot get me pregnant, great. Someone who could get me pregnant, not so much, I have a lot of anxiety about that

Hard NOs - incest in any form. Scat or watersports. Ageplay/regression. Detrans.

[str4ymutt]

reblog if you love chubby/fat trans men. I’m doing research,,,

[dumbest-puppy-deactivated202605]

threesome, but its a mean dom top and a nice dom top confusing my stupid little head by praising me and degrading me at the same time @_@

"such a good job baby, youre doing so well"

"dont tell him that, the slut can barely take both of us"

[frozenknight]

Some of you might think im just a sex obsessed freak. Well i am. Youre following a pervert. Have a nice day.

[travellingpepper]

being forced to admit stuff and be honest is hot

[stillhereitseems]

Group of men cooing and exclaiming between them, "he's such a good boy!", "yeah he's taking it so well!", "just look at that hole stretch", "fuck I wanna be next", "mm that's a good boy" while they watch another man hold you down and enter you

[kysluts]

need to have him on my lap with my chest against his back and his legs spread apart and ‘m slowly fucking his pretty hole and dragging out orgasm after orgasm until he’s a trembling, shaking poor pretty thing who can’t remember his own name. kissing his neck and telling him how good he is for me while he’s leaking and soaking my fingers. biting down on his throat every time he’s moaning too loud. hand around his pretty waist to hold him down when he’s tensing and jerking while cumming. slapping his thighs apart when he tries to shut them when he’s sensitive. shoving my fingers past his pretty drooling lips when he whines too loudly.

[hatchetbate]

ohhhh noo uh ohh i’m having gang bang fantasies again… fuck soooo many good things about it. everyone moving me and pulling me and manhandling me and i can’t get one second of being comfortable. being so much more full and abused than usual simply because my body is taking so much more than normal. everyone talking about me like i’m not even there, making jokes about how pathetic i am, laughing at me. such a good way to remind me that i’m nothing but a toy to be used and that anyone and everyone gets their turn.

[storybookprincess]

being sick & miserable objectively sucks, but it has become significantly easier to cope with since learning that “sickness behavior” is a well documented part of the body’s immune response

feeling not only physically but also emotionally like fucking garbage is unfortunately an extremely effective way to force your body to prioritize fighting infection & keeping you alive. i don’t have to like it, but knowing why i get weepy & pathetic when sick does help at least a little

[autumn2may]

i just found out that this is not common knowledge and am reblogging so more people know

YOUR BODY DOES THIS ON PURPOSE

YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON BECAUSE OR "WEAK" WHEN YOU ARE SICK IF YOU CAN"T CARRY ON AS NORMAL

[tartrazeen]

Rereading this on my sick days 🙏🏽

[i-am-a-fish]

don't be mean to yourself that's you

[i-am-a-fish]

you live there

[nowaman]

glad you're still here gay as hell, i was just thinking about you.

thank you friend 💙 alive and well, just busy, which unfortunately cuts into my daily alloted Being Gay time

[nowaman]

life has been hectic but I'm still here still gay as hell 💙

[totally-cis-offical]

Wait that explains everything so so much

[batsarebetterthanpeople]

As someone who doesn't use ai on purpose it's so crazy to me when people try to be like "um nuance" because literally the only interactions I've had with AI have been: people putting my picture into the AI to animate it (without my consent) and having the AI give me (a trans man) breasts and a woman's voice because I was wearing corpse paint and it just, like someone's dad in 1982, thought that's too much makeup for boys (I pass as a cis man btw), my students using it to answer questions in class that they end up getting wrong because the AI had a hallucination, AI misinformation spread by other people, and today finding out that the reason I was without medication for TWO WEEKS was because the pharmacy integrated AI into their notification system and I did not get told that my medication had been filled and assumed they were just taking forever to fill it. And I'm supposed to think it's worth it because you guys are too lazy to write a fucking email? Because you won't buck up and learn how to use a DAW or draw like a fucking adult? "Nuance nuance" there's no nuance here you guys just hate artists, data privacy, and basic literacy skills and love climate change and revenge porn.

[yesornopolls]

A New STI is Spreading in the U.S. What You Should Know.

The infection, caused by the fungus Trichophyton mentagrophytes type VII (TMvii), spreads through intimate contact and has predominantly been seen among men who have sex with men. It causes painful, coin-sized rashes on the arms, buttocks, trunk, legs, and genitals. While infections can be treated with oral antifungal medications, treatment can take several weeks, making fast detection of the uncommon infection critical. 

“TMvii can resemble other skin conditions or sexually transmitted infections, so proper evaluation is important,” says Tom Carpino, Ph.D., the Hock postdoctoral research fellow at DGHI, who has studied the public health challenges of emerging STIs such as mpox. “The lack of awareness among the highest risk individuals and communities, combined with the lack of wide-scale testing and reporting from clinics, are ingredients for a very serious epidemic to go under the radar.”

[houndmother]

[vampb4it]

nothing more slutty to me than sucking off a dildo and getting hard and wet over it

not even pleasuring anyone, just such a fucking cockslut that having something dick-shaped down your throat makes you wet

[cuntbf]

i'm a lot like if a guy had a tight wet pussy and was right about everything all the time and was also a faggot