aspd + questioning npd culture is "yeah i really seek admiration a whole lot but i don't NEED it" when in reality you do need it but you get really really mad when someone points it out and you want to cut them off
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aspd + questioning npd culture is "yeah i really seek admiration a whole lot but i don't NEED it" when in reality you do need it but you get really really mad when someone points it out and you want to cut them off
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Cluster B culture is enjoying the company of animals over the company of people.
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cluster b culture is going undiagnosed, unmedicated, without any sort of professional help, still trying to work on yourself the best you're able to without all these factors, and people dropping you regardless because youre "not recovering fast enough"
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Unfortunately, I think stigmatised disorder (personality disorders, psychotic disorders, etc) culture is realising something you experience has a name and finally feeling seen, but you go to google it for more resources and only find people talking about how horrible and morally evil you are for daring to have that symptom you never chose in the first place.
Words cannot express the absolute rage I feel when I think I’m getting better and it all comes crashing down again.
Some of y'all be like "Oh yeah I support Cluster B" until they:
Have debilitating cognitive problems
Are depressed
Have emotions that aren't aesthetically pleasing
Don't know healthy coping mechanisms
Have a different view of social norms
Struggle with relationships
Do actions that for you are "obviously purposefully evil"
Explain the thought process behind their actions, not excuse them
Have trauma that just by existing doesn't invalidate yours but somehow that thought scares you
It's almost like you don't support Cluster B, hm.
i know deep down i really am never going to make it, and this will end by my own hands
having bpd literally sucks so bad because unless I lock myself inside my own room and constantly fill my mind with music and fanfiction and tumblr and never interact with the world or make real connections ever I will experience The Symptoms
NPD is never being good enough.
NPD is being isolated from everybody else.
NPD is knowing you will never form connections to people like egotypicals do.
NPD is never being authentic.
NPD is feeling empty inside.
NPD is constant paranoia and the sickening feeling of thinking everyone is going to sabotage you.
NPD is constant distrust.
NPD is self hatred.
NPD is feeling sick when others succeed.
NPD is knowing love will never be enough for you, you need obsession, devotion, to be the most important person, to be the air they breathe, to be worshipped but knowing they will probably never be that to you.
NPD is needing control.
NPD is constantly feeling underestimated and belittled.
NPD is having to be admired by everyone.
NPD is the want to be feared and respected.
NPD is never feeling satisfied.
NPD is competing with socially assertive people and getting unbearably angry at them for purposefully stealing your spotlight.
NPD is nobody understanding your struggles irl.
Sometimes I stop myself from saying horrible shit but not because I feel bad that it's horrible because I feel bad other people would perceive me as horrible.
patiently waiting for my eyes to turn black like the tiktoks say narcissist’s eyes do (they’ve been green my whole life am i doing something wrong)
hey btw u arent a mental health advocate if you use the term narcissist to describe people who were mean to you.
can narcs be abusers? yes.
can their symptoms be a driving force in their abusive behaviors? yes.
however it is absolutely unnacceptable and stigmatizing to further push the association that a TRAUMA disorder is inherently abusive.
i have worked so hard, and i am working so hard, to cope with my npd. i have improved a lot, and healed a lot, and still have a long way to go.
it hurts more than anything to hear my own friends call bad people narcissists solely because they're bad people.
tired of people on tiktok acting like BPD and HPD are the ‘good cluster b disorders’ or the ‘victim cluster b’s’ meanwhile NPD and ASPD are the ‘evil mean abusive cluster b’s’
stfu.
we’re in the same cluster for a reason, you can’t support some whilst demonising the others.
being an endo is some of the most white ppl shit I've ever heard 💀
wdym you're so privileged with spare time and energy that you roleplay being disabled to get chronically online social credit
i got a b in personality disorders??? did i not study enough?
‘how do i get to know you better?’
don’t. i’m fucking insane.
"i love talking about myself please ask me about myself :3" npd vs "if these people know any honest and genuine traits about me they will stone me to death in the streets" anxiety