I have a bad feeling about this

Alex/Isabel | 17 | they/them |nonbinary lesbian | PJO/HoO, Star Wars, sometimes Voltron, Harry Potter, some anime stuff. Lots of LGBT posts and gay memes homestuck blog @back-to-you-dave and LGBT+ PJO/HoO @transwillsolace      my inbox is always open, feel free to talk to me any time!

[fawnvelveteen]

1920s evening dresses

[poetryconcrete]

Muralla Roja, by Ricardo Bofill Taller de Arquitectura, 1965-73, in Calpe, Spain.

[boy-so-pale]

[greymantledlady]

that feeling when you’ve been reading all those gentle soft happy fanfics where everyone is gay and in love and it’s not a big deal and their friends all support them.

and your favourite superhero couples and detectives and kings and warlocks are just domestic and happy.

and then you emerge into the real world and it’s just not like that.

you walk into your job in the morning and know that if anyone knew, you’d be out the door. kids use the word ‘gay’ as a slur and it might be silly but it makes something hurt inside your chest. you look at your mother and think of the words she’d use to cut you with if you told her. the disgust on her face. you have your family around you and you know it could all be shattered in a minute and it would be you who’d done it.

everyone assumes your straightness. people look at you strangely when you use ‘they/them’ pronouns when asking what their fiancé’s name is, bcs you don’t want to make the same mistake that others make with you. you file forms with spaces for the mother’s name and father’s name and wonder how you’d fill them out if you had a partner and a child. you work with children and wonder what they have to hide about themselves.

and then, sometimes, you go home and read some more fanfic. maybe you write some, or draw fanart if that’s your thing. that’s the best thing, that we’re dreaming about a better world. maybe we’re not famous or published or earning money for what we do. but writing and reading fanworks like this helps a heck of a lot of people, including me, feel happy and comforted and like it’s possible that they might belong one day. that it gets better.

thank you, everyone who creates fanworks where being gay is simply treated as normal. your work is healing and wholesome and full of heart and goodness. and much as i may love the canon, it’s not the canon - it’s the fanworks that are a safe haven to retreat to and recover and heal.

[e-seal-deactivated20210319]

the nice thing about horses is that you don’t have to guess their intentions because at any given time they’re figuring out how to shred our reality into pieces

[cherieloup]

[luddyke]

tips for dealing with dysphoria: abolish gender & destroy capitalism

[oneupgirl]

[libraryspectre]

Do y'all remember being a kid and trying to read in the car while it was dark outside and your parents wouldn’t let you turn on the light so you would try to grab snatches of sentences when you passed by street lights

[amyg-dalin-deactivated20170531]

Do you think that when Steve Rogers sneezes, one of the Avengers goes up to him and whispers, “God Bless America” Then Steve fucking looks at them like this

[dank-mom]

[localfauna]

no IT GOT SO MUCH BETTER TONY’S FACE OH MY GOD

[demonmee]

thor’s pokerface

[for-the-love-of-hufflepuff]

“I am a god. I must go bless America.”

[powerfulwizard]

hey can i get a BOOBLESS lizard people race, and a two liter coke

[fairyqrtz]

Barbie as the Princess and the Pauper but gay

[the-sunshine-cult-deactivated20]

Hi, certified PH.d lesbian here who majored in lesbianism and lesbian. A woman is a woman, no matter if she is cis or trans. It's ok to be penis or vagina repulsed, I'm not saying it isn't, but to call a transwoman any thing less than woman is transphobic and frankly, disgusting. If I'm attracted to a woman who happens to be trans you can bet your got damn britches Im gonna love and cherish her like your shitty """"real"""" women. Fuck y'all, terfs ain't women you're fuckin' scum.

Dr Lesbian in the house today yall by her a pastry and some coffee and excuse me while I make heart eyes at you

[shelbycragg]

gonna be selling these as stickers (and MAYBE BUTTONS??) at miami supercon this year!! YAY

[murdockmatthew]

me any time kyle ron is onscreen

[mariasgf]

Is one of the reasons you keep the secrets because you don’t really know the plot?

[kmtarchive-deactivated20201028]

domhnall gleeson genuinely does not give a fuck about hux and just plays him exactly as he’s written, which is as an unredeemable evil asshole, unlike adam “kylo kin” driver who cries whenever anyone says kylo is evil