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It was a dark night...
It was a dark night…
and I got a message that my report was posted!! Yayy!! MRI is stable!!  Sigh of relief…still waiting on another result, but hopefully that will be back by Monday or Tuesday. And just to add to my glucose saga….my waking reading was 88. Check. My 1 hour postprandial was 99. Check. I know you’re supposed to check at 2 hours, but I figured if my 1 hour is fine, then the 2 hour should be fine.…
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Patience is a virtue...
Patience is a virtue…
that I do not have anymore. I’m still waiting for my MRI report to post. It’s been over 72 hours which scares me. The only other results that never posted were the abnormal reports from my LP. I looked at my scans and everything looked the same to me, save a small part of my cervical spine that had a blip that’s probably just artifact, but I’m not a radiologist, even greater, not a…
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Get the funk out of me
It’s been a rough few weeks with anxiety and life in general. I’ve realized that my functioning is different. My mind is not working the way it used to work and my body has been starting to give out on me more often. I feel like today is just the tip of the iceberg. In the past 3 months, I’ve fallen three times and have had numerous near-falls. The last fall last week was the worst as far as…
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As my daddy used to say...
As my daddy used to say…
Last time on my ridiculous life, I was imaged because of issues with my lower back. I ended up at a spine and joint doctor because I was still having pain. Pain that is due to. . .wait for it. . .wait for it. . .Sacroilitis. Did I call that one? I’ll have to check my last post, but pretty sure I nailed it on the head. As luck would have it, the appointment today turned out to be a blessing in…
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Is there nothing sacral anymore?
Not punny. Anyway. My hip/back/butt?!?!!? part has been bothering me for a few months. I finally made an appointment today to try figure out what is going on with it. I’m 99.9% sure it’s some sort of sacroiliac joint issue. At first I was afraid to go to my internist because I figured he’d blow me off like he did with the MS debacle, so I decided to make an appointment with one of his NPs…
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Cloudy with a chance of brain fog
Cloudy with a chance of brain fog
I’ve been forgetful lately. My kids like to remind me of every little thing I’ve forgotten or fucked up. I accept it; no one is perfect. I’ve been forgetting words lately or saying words that sound like what I was looking for, but not exactly the right word, but I quickly correct it. Well, yesterday was probably the first time that I openly admitted to what I did that was just so ridiculous…
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It's that time of year. . .
It’s that time of year. . .
It’s November, and that means open enrollment for health insurance! I’ll start by saying that I am grateful that I have a job that offers health insurance and I am grateful that I have a job. That being said. . .insurance fucking sucks! When I was a teacher, my benefits were re-goddamn-diculously awesome. The first 5 or so years, I paid zip, zero, zilch toward my premium and my deductible was…
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What blog?
Oh lawdy, I have neglected this thang. To say I’ve been busy (lazy?) is an understatement. I really have been busy since the last time I was on here. I didn’t even look, but it’s been quite some time. So, how the hell have you been? I’m not expecting an answer, but I like to be considerate considering I’m just an asshole most of the time. Anyway, back to me. Where have I been? I’ve been to…
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Nope. I do.
I guess it’s time for an update. And there ya go. Just kidding. I’ve been tired. I’ve been anxious. I’ve not wanted to update my blog. I’ve thought about it plenty over the past several weeks, but I just could not muster up the mental energy to do it. So, what’s new? A lot. First off, I have to update you on my weight loss journey. I talked about it here, but just a recap:…
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Ooooh-waaaa shit. I just can’t update this things regularly. I can’t do anything regularly. I’m just a jumbled bag of fun. I try. I really do try to be organized and less dysfunctional, but it’s who I am. Anyway, I had my followup with the neurologist last week. It went okay. I still seem like I’m drunk as my balance is still off and my reflexes are still brisk. Yipeee!! Other than that,…
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Tunnel of Terror
I had my first follow up MR since starting Copaxone. This made number 4 of being shoved in the suffocation chamber. For some reason, the doctor ordered a study of my T-spine in addition to the normal brain and C-spine. I was less than thrilled. I do not like getting them done. In fact, I’d rather have a lumbar puncture over a MR. My day actually started on Sunday because I had to get blood…
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Turkey-schmurkey
I don’t like turkey, nor does anyone in my family, really. Every year growing up, I’d fill my plate with pounds of stuffing, mashed potatoes, rutabaga, gravy and the skin of the turkey, but never the turkey meat! Gag. But I like cold cut turkey.  We already know I’m a weirdo, but this is just one of those things that prove it. This year, we decided that instead of making whatever we make that…
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I'm not lazy, I conserve energy
I’m not lazy, I conserve energy
I used to work evening shift at my job because that was what was available when I applied. It sucked. The workload was insane, the hours blew and it was no fun.  I hopped on the opportunity to switch to night shift, which only took nearly a year for management to get their shit together. This week I started transitioning to the shift. I’m so freaking exhausted right now. Fortunately, I work…
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It's been a while. . .
It’s been a while. . .
I haven’t been keeping up with writing, obviously. I haven’t been feeling that great. Nothing specific. I just feel blah. I’m not sure if it’s the MS, the depression or just the lack of sleep. I think I wrote previously about seeking out the help of a psychiatrist to better manage my meds since it wasn’t working so well with my primary doctor managing them. She put me on Remeron aka…
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