TW: ED - NOV ‘21

DONT REPORT JUST BLOCK VENT ACC

[ohw0wlovely]

was @/lovellyckalss

got termed again :(

THIS IS A VENT ACC IT HELPS ME COPE WITH MY ED JUST BLOCK ME DONT REPORT PLEASE

[starvationxa]

someone: did you eat

me: yes

someone: what did you eat

me: yes

[aidn]

reblog if ur kinda cold and pretty tired

[anxietyproblem]

[ohw0wlovely]

send me asks :)

[caloriegoblin-deactivated202112]

EDBLR MAKE U AS A KID N THEN U NOW!!!!

https://picrew.me/image_maker/165901

wait i should tag sum ppl: @may-ya-naise @tryingtogetclosertoyou @toothpirex1c @peachjambobatea @purpleskiesandcryingovercals @feral-thin @baugloophows @birdgirl1nwinter @sinpuddle @a-bug-with-an-ed @auroraapple322 @vanillekipferlkiss @peach-flowers @jesterzdonteat @wishfulweightloss420 @mitskishuffl3 @boneyybaloney and anyone else who sees this who wants to do it!

元気ゴリゴリ🦍

相互げんきだして😘 身内のために作りました。 ﾋｬｱ〜ｯｯｯ ｳﾎﾎ！メーカーの名前変えました。 アイコンヘッダーなどはご自由にどうぞ。表記等不要です。 過度な加工は許可しませんが、背景の合成、塗り加筆、ちょっとしたパーツ追加程度であれば許可します。 自作発言はされませんよう

[peachjambobatea]

OMG I LOVE THIS ONE SM!!

My hair and skin were so much lighter when I was young for some reason 💀

[losing-meow]

Make my nowadays hair pink in a week or so.

I used to tan super easily and was super cheery. I often wish I was back in that time.

[starvebot-deactivated20211126]

[smollbean3]

kid me vs now🥺

[tiny3racha]

just transmasc thing lmao.. my hair was pretty light as a kid & i was super tanned, now my hairs darker & i'm pasty as hell 😭

[vitamindeficiency]

when i was really young, my hair was almost white, now it's more of a dirty blonde and i'm sad about that lol. sometimes i wish i was that little girl again

[ohw0wlovely]

[purpleskiesandcryingovercals]

[greatcreatorauthorkid-blog]

[futurecorpse7]

so i made this not so original thing

[nyaamphet]

; AA ; 

[skinnipixie]

to “newbies” in the ana community:

this is gonna be a long one but if the title applies to you, i IMPLORE you to read the whole thing. if it doesn’t, please reblog. you might save someone from this fucking nightmare.

i found a diary entry on the day that i decided to go on tumblr and search up “thinspo”. i was feeling awful about my body for some time but never really thought about calories or eating less or anything.

i wrote (verbatim): “i don’t want to have an eating disorder or anything, i just want to lose 10lbs”

not even a month later, it was like nothing could stop me from reaching my goal. i kept telling myself i wasn’t in too deep. i ate 500 cals a day and no more. i exercised 300 cals away.

now, the only thing i want is that blissful ignorance. not even thinking twice about my body. not caring what i ate. understanding the boundaries of healthy eating. not feeling faint and dizzy when standing up.

I WISH THAT I HAD SEEN A POST TELLING ME THAT IF YOURE LOOKING AT THINSPO “just to motivate you,” THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A PROBLEM AND THE START OF A CYCLE YOU WILL REGRET EVER BEGINNING AS SOON AS YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER YOUR ADDICTION TO STARVING. at this time in my life i would listen to NOBODY and NO POST could stop me from slowly crawling into the arms of my developing eating disorder. BUT IM BEGGING YOU, IF YOU ARE BEGINNING THIS STRUGGLE, GET OUT WHILE YOU STILL HAVE CONTROL. you see all these posts telling you that over 1,000 calories is disgusting and so on, DO NOT LISTEN. PLEASE! you have no idea how quickly this shit can get in your head. no matter what your intentions for going on the ana tags are, LEAVE THEM NOW IF YOU STILL CAN. LEAVE AND DONT LOOK BACK. OR ELSE YOU WILL END UP DISORDER RIDDEN AND HATING YOURSELF LIKE ME, because once you’ve been here long enough, it doesn’t matter if you hit your UGW or you’re still at your sw; you will always always always see yourself as fat. that is a promise. and it’s disgusting.

this is a dirty, horrible disease that teaches you to hate yourself. it perpetuates symptoms of anxiety and depression and causes thoughts and feelings that you never believed possible in yourself. it destroys your identity, your relationships, you family life, your grades, your ambitions, and your health. if you have a choice not to fall into it, DONT FUCKING DO IT. don’t fucking do it for the love of god.

[pinkpeachjams]

If you’re even thinking about getting into it, that’s the first stage of a disorder. Please seek help before it’s too late!

[starving-for-good]

Hiii!! i was @just-st4v3 but i got t worded n this is my back up acc so plsolspls reblog so i can find my moot again! <3

[verybadcom-ed-ian]

Hope you find your mutuals again

[never-eat-never-sleep]

No nut November?? More like no food November, let's avoid this bread

[freezer-bunnie]

Huge thing I found out about digital scales

So if you’re like me and you weigh yourself everyday sudden rises in weight freak you the fuck out, so I was like is my scale broke?

Found out if you move your digital scale even a little bit you have to calibrate it or it will give you the WRONG weight.

Here’s how:

put the scale down in your desired spot on a hard flat floor.

Step on it so it comes on.

Step off.

Wait until it goes off again.

Now it’s calibrated step on and you’re done :)✨

THIS SAVED ME SO MANY BREAKDOWNS.

[whit3monst3r]

I LITERALLY DO THIS EVERY MORNING OMG

[roastedcoconutrice]

OWNSJSJSHS PLEASE I NEEDED THIS THANK U! MY SCALES ARE RISKY AND SAY SOMETHING IS WEIGHING LIKE 2LBS SOMETIMES ALTHOUGH NOTHING IS EVEN ON THE SCALE LOL

[tini-er]

I want "you're so skinny" instead of "no you're not fat"

[losingnotgaining]

YES MAAM THIS IS WHAT WE WANT ✨😌

[dommingateez]

I love closing tumblr, bye mentally ill people, see you in ten minutes when i inevitably open tumblr again

[transgenderization]

hope tumblr lasts another 20 years so i can liveblog my midlife crisis