Leo

sw:76 cw:50 ugw:40

[studyems]

[ossa-d-angelo]

I love eyes...

[ossa-d-angelo]

People cry,

but they still stick to those

who made them cry.

[ossa-d-angelo]

when you have that "I want mom" moment but you can't tell mom.

[ossa-d-angelo]

for my mother I will always be a sick ideology that should be treated, I wish she would at least want to accept me.

I would like to die, maybe a dead child would be easier for her to accept.

[ossa-d-angelo]

I am a bad person.

[ossa-d-angelo]

I see nonexistent people. Everywhere.

[ossa-d-angelo]

And forget. And keep forgetting. I feel like there are holes in my mind through which my entire life is slipping away. I only see all the important memories in distorted fragments, as if I were dreaming about them instead of as they actually happened. I feel like my whole life is a dream; I'm afraid I'll forget who I am. I don't even remember what I did yesterday. I want to remember...I just want to remember and not feel like my whole life is trying to escape me. I'm afraid.

[ossa-d-angelo]

I wish a toaster would accidentally fall into the bathtub I'm in.