As the rush comes

The face that you see

[outernebula]

Sometimes the devil allows people to live a life free of trouble because he doesn't want them turning to God. Their sin is like a jail cell, except it is all nice and comfy and there doesn't seem to be any reason to leave. The door is there, but wide open. Until one day, time runs out and the cell door slams shut. Suddenly, it's too late.

[outernebula]

[afadthatlastsforever]

I have never felt deeply for one thing or another. My wretched heart is shallow and vast, it encompasses worlds, feeling a little of everything, but never enough.

Beau Taplin || S h a l l o w  H e a r t (via afadthatlastsforever)

[earthlynation-blog]

Prophetic Memories by source

[afadthatlastsforever]

Though from time to time our lives may pull in opposite directions, occasionally we’ll fall for strangers or move far away to foreign places — we will always be together. Nothing can change the inescapable truth that at the very core of who we are, you are mine and I am yours.

Beau Taplin || E n t w i n e d (via afadthatlastsforever)

[sophisticatedwithsass]

[magnetosmistress-deactivated201]

My favourite part in the book :)

[starksfell]

i have this problem where i isolate myself from civilization and then get upset because i feel lonely

[afadthatlastsforever]

You astonish me.” I said, all breathy and nervous. “You could be standing in the centre of a star and still be all I see.

Beau Taplin ||  T O   P U T   I T   S I M P L Y  (via afadthatlastsforever)

[outernebula]

We were supposed to do it from the feet up, like you always said. That's how we were meant to do, only you didn't do it like that. You didn't do it like that. You played it safe, so there was always a danger you were gonna end up with Rosalyn and the dead space, floating on some dead spaceship with the furniture's and the curtains. And I was your lifeline out, and you were mine. And that was okay. You know?

[outernebula]

At the fact that I was part of such a life, a life that had swallowed me up so completely. At the fact that my footprints were being blown away before I even had a chance to turn and look at them. All I had to do was break the connection between my mind and my body; while my body went about it's business, my mind floated in it's own inner space.

[afadthatlastsforever]

The monsters in your head are frightening for the very same reason everyone believes they should not be, they aren’t real, because day in and day out you must live with the knowledge that your own mind is working against you, whispering dark things in the middle of the night, disobeying your desperate cries to stop, your own mind is a murderous adversary, an enemy under your own skin, and nothing is quite so terrifying.

Beau Taplin || The monsters in your head.  (via afadthatlastsforever)

[outernebula]

[afadthatlastsforever]

“Why are you here? In the end, I will destroy you like everything else I’ve ever loved. I am a time bomb. Don’t you understand? I will ruin this.” “I am here because I am yours and I am yours because everything I am made of screams for you.” He paused: “You have my heart.” He said, “And I don’t care what you do with it.”

Beau Taplin || I’m taking the leap because I  know the fall is worth the landing. (via afadthatlastsforever)

[outernebula]

[kushandwizdom]

If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they’re yours; if they don’t they never were.”- Richard Bach – Yeah?.. well fuck that shit and fuck Richard Bach. Do you honestly think, I have the time to meet someone, click, grow an attachment, fall in love, deeply in love, I’m not talking your average crush, I’m talking, going back to the days where we used to write love letters from long distances type of love, the “making a cup of tea and blowing it until its warm enough for them to drink” type of love… to have a soul connection, miss them, crave them, submit to them, etc.. just to let them go in the future. Wdf. Listen, if it’s gotton deep enough for me to fall into that type of love, I’m not letting you go. Fuck, I hate this generation of replacers. If something goes wrong, instead of fixing it, we replace, or let it go or some other dumb shit. No. Richard Bach, who is divorced, I will not take advice from you. As long as it isn’t toxic and unhealthy, I am not letting go.

- TGV (via kushandwizdom)

[afadthatlastsforever]

People want closure for everything. When they are done with unwanted segments of their lives they want it shut off, boarded up and locked away like a spare room in a big old house but like this our hearts grow smaller and smaller with every memory forgotten and eventually, we are unable to feel much of anything at all. No. It’s important to let love air out, even linger, once lost. To allow yourself to feel, however badly it hurts, what you have loved until at last it stops or a new love comes along and makes its home in your heart.

Beau Taplin || on closure and forgetting and what you should do instead.  (via afadthatlastsforever)

[outernebula]

There is a pain no greater