The journey goes on...

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I’m fed up of feeling so crap!

Putting on a brave face, telling everyone I’m fine or just tired, when I feel irritated as hell and stressed to the eyeballs!

Getting no respect from my family and work colleagues, always being the epileptic one to keep an eye on...

Not even feeling like an adult half of the time, the way people treat me. It’s driving me crazy and I can’t deal with it again. It already ruined my life once and I can’t go through it again.

I miss normal conversations, I miss having friends, I miss being me...

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How can you miss something you never had?

The disappointment of a missed opportunity, the emptiness of your surroundings, the loneliness within you...

[makeuphall]

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Sometimes I live in fantasy, telling myself that what’s meant to be will happen at the right time... who am I kidding? This is it! This is my life, it’s not going to get better and I just have to get on with it.

I’m grateful I have somewhere to live and a job I enjoy, most of the time; but it’s not the life I had always hoped for and the sad truth is, I can’t see a way to change it.

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Happy Valentines Day!

Or choose an alternative to suit... just make sure you have a great day 💝❤️💜🧡💛💚💙🖤💝

[booksquoteslife]

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Finally gave in and let my inner blonde free 🙋🏼‍♀️

I was having doubts about bleaching at home, but this product is incredible and I would definitely use it again!!!

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Another one of those days where I have no motivation... just enjoying my time watching Netflix, drinking coffee and looking at the snow fluttering down again outside the window.