The first part of the video is very interesting (the second part, not so much I think). Here are the most important parts (according to me) :
Love is the essence of any real religion, it really is the highest wisdom. However, we tend to use the word “love” in a way that lessens it or disfigures it when we use it to describe very superficial and transitory types of things. Real love is what the Soul is always yearning for, to be close to, because that love is that happiness that all of us, in our depth, wish to have. It is just that our ideas of what happiness is tend to be confused so we end up not actually doing the things or behaving in the ways that will bring us towards that.
The true content of Esoteric Christianity is something to do within us, the content of our Soul and Spirit. Because within us is a divinity, some spark of light, some connection to the universal light called Christ. The “Beginning” is a point in our interior space. Within that origin is the activity of Christ and the Light emerges from our origin / the Beginning. If you unweave the very fabric of your mind, you will find a deeper level of activity and a more radical origin.
The Vav is the spinal column, the nervous system. God is reached through our nervous system. There are two primary energy channels which begin in the olives, or the testicles or ovaries, and they go up the column to the top where an oil is then delivered which then gives the Light or the Halo of the Saints. The Book of Zechariah talks about sexual transmutation. We must become the throne of our Inner Lord by becoming psychologically balanced in order to allow our energies to seat more and more. If you know how to transmute water (sexual impulses) into wine (purity), you will find the best wine at the end because the refining continues to happen. Most people, when they activate their sexual impulse and they are in the bedroom, their wine becomes much worse : they fornicate, they get intoxicated with the first few drops of pleasant sensations.
Then they become very drunk and pollute the rest of the wine. In order words, we become identified with those pleasant sensations and we gorge our Ego and our desires in the bedroom. Everytime that someone charges themselves with sexual energy and they orgasm, that is a dissension of that energy of the body. And it is always combined with a very dirty type of psychological impulse, related to animal instincts, and it creates a very conditioned state of mind, amongst other things. Although our nervous system is always pulling the sexual impulse from the higher dimensions, it is our job to turn the river of Job back up, like Joshua did. If we do not, we expel the energy then our body absorbs other types of energies, which are very dirty for our psychology. This type of behaviour (sex) creates a mind which is very dull, conditioned and ugly inside.
People think that after the orgasm, they are very relaxed and everything is nice, the agitation is supposedly gone. What to do with these desires ? Most people take it and just develop the desire more. But Esoteric Christianity is saying : you have to destroy that desire, you need to keep this Energy because the Light is there ! If you expel the Light, you are full of darkness. Everytime you orgasm, you are turning the lights off and people do not see all the horrible conditions of their mind anymore. Then, little by little, the energy accumulates again and we become an animal again.
So, the more you transform your sexual energy and try to eliminate your desires, the more that Light is going to illuminate other factors within yourself. You will see more things within your Mind. This is the beginning of Miracles : the transformation of water into wine. In order words, for all of the other miracles of Christ to occur, you must first transform the water into wine. If not, you have no wine, no spiritual intoxication.
Everytime you spill the Energy, you are removing the ability for you to connect very powerfully to God. When you keep your nervous energies (of the nervous system), your whole Body becomes an antenna for receiving the beauty of the world. Then you are tapped into a limitless universal nature of compassion. Then the small types of trivial things do not upset you anymore and you find a wellspring of happiness, joy, beauty and knowledge coming within yourself. Sexual energy is the most powerful energy that you have, you just cannot ignore it.
