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#Goku #Rin likes~#of course he won't admit it

God damn Goku….

itslikethesun:

It’s not a matter of willing, Goku has no doubt he’s going to love it. Especially if his taste of the frosting was any indication. Setting the cake down, he’d take it from the box. “Nuh huh, this is going to be great!”

“Let me go get you a plate at least. You can save the rest for later or share it with your friends.” Heading for the door, Rin stopped short, glancing back with a smile. “I’m really glad you like it Goku.”

itslikethesun:

Goku’s eyes followed as the fire made butterfly took flight, only to pull away and back to Rin’s hands at the mention of being able to do more. Goku fully expected another butterfly at this point. Maybe even more than one?! But Goku had to wonder… if Rin didn’t do it often, then why now?

But his train of thought was cut off when the other’s hands opened to reveal a bird?! It wasn’t a butterfly at all! Goku was at a loss for words at this point. Seeing the small creature move about… it was so lifelike… How could Rin do something so incredible like this?!

“Rin… this is incredible!” He cheered, golden eyes wide with complete awe. And in a way… the bird was reminding him of a certain bird from years ago as well.

“It’s not really that big of a deal...” Cheeks flushing Rin could only look away. The small bird chirping enthusiastically at Goku. “If you want, you can hold him.”

Shifting the bird to one hand Rin dug in his coat pocket, pulling out a small piece of cloth. A small locket and picture falling out with the movement. “Here, cup your hands and use this. It’s a small patch of fireproof cloth so it’ll protect your hands.” Adjusting it, he slid the bird off into the brunette's hands.

Loud, frantic chirps the bird moved until it was looking back at Rin. Tiny wings flapping as the cloth shifted with him.

altruisticxheart:

“Haven’t had a problem with it till now…” He remarked, silently thankful that his mother was out of town for a few days. Entering the home, Kai dropped his bag off by the door and kicked off his shoes as well. “What are you doing here?” How long had he even been here to make himself as comfortable as he looked?

“I came to check on you. Make sure you were okay and all that.” Another chip slipping through his lips, Rin turned back to the tv. “You had anything strange happen lately? Weird visitors? Feeling like you’re being watched?”

#altruisticxheart

pastfullofashes:

“I ah…. I don’t really like sweet stuff.” Looking away his hand moved to the back of his head. “I made it for you, so I’d rather you enjoy it anyway.” If it was up to him, the whole cake would be one big piece of hot spiced up baking anyway.

“Oh… right! I think you mentioned that before!” Now that he thinks about it. But still, he felt bad for being unable to share with Rin. “Hehe, well I’ll make sure to enjoy it for the both of us then!”

#itslikethesun #the way to a guys heart is through his stomach right?#LOL

"I'm glad you're willing to enjoy it so much." Chuckling Rin reached out, placing a hand on Goku's shoulder. "Don't stress it if you don't like it. I can make something else." Honestly he just wanted to see what Goku thought of his cooking.

pastfullofashes:

“It’s not that big of a deal. Strawberries are in season so it seemed like a good idea to use fresh ones. Chocolate is hard to work with and vanilla, well it’s too plain.” A soft blush as Goku clearly enjoyed his gift, Rin felt a flutter in his stomach.

“It’s all yours, so enjoy.”

Goku shook his head. Rin was just being humble now. The fact that Rin actually MADE something for him was amazing, plain and simple. Scooping up a bit of the frosting with his finger, Goku sucked on it, humming in content to himself. “Hm? You don’t want any?” He questioned. It wasn’t often he shared food, but considering Rin went through all the trouble, the least he could do was let Rin have some!

"I ah.... I don't really like sweet stuff." Looking away his hand moved to the back of his head. "I made it for you, so I'd rather you enjoy it anyway." If it was up to him, the whole cake would be one big piece of hot spiced up baking anyway.

pastfullofashes:

@itslikethesun

“I know I didn’t have to…I wanted to.” Hefting the box up a bit, Rin opened it. A small double layer cake with a strawberry buttercream swirled icing tucked neatly inside. “It’s nothing fancy, but I thought it’d be better than nothing.”

The moment Rin lifted up the box, Goku could smell the sweetness coming from inside. Which only git stronger the moment it was opened! Golden eyes widen with surprise and awe while his mouth practically drooled at the sight and smell of it. “You made this!?” Goku gasped, beaming at Rin, clearly pleased and amazed. “Are you kidding? This is amazing!”

"It's not that big of a deal. Strawberries are in season so it seemed like a good idea to use fresh ones. Chocolate is hard to work with and vanilla, well it's too plain." A soft blush as Goku clearly enjoyed his gift, Rin felt a flutter in his stomach.

"It's all yours, so enjoy."

@itslikethesun "I know I didn't have to...I wanted to." Hefting the box up a bit, Rin opened it. A small double layer cake with a strawberry buttercream swirled icing tucked neatly inside. "It's nothing fancy, but I thought it'd be better than nothing."

altruisticxheart

pastfullofashes:

Weeks had passed since he’d been admitted to the hospital. Boredom taking over the days with little excitement between roaming the halls and the occasional severe emergencies that involved almost every doctor’s attention. It did give him time to do some research. Research that involved what scrap memories he had of that kid.

Releasing himself from the hospital, or as most saw it as just leaving without notice, he worked his way through the city streets on his own mission. Making sure no one else was home a few quick picks of the lock and he was in. Dimly lit, the main area looked inviting enough. Flicking the tv on, he grabbed as many pillows, blanket’s, and snack foods as he could, aiming to pile himself in front of the glowing box for a marathon for a good amount of time until Kai got home.

After everything, Kai had wondered if the guy from the crash would be alright. Running the event through his head multiple times. Who was he? What was he doing? What was with the dog tags? There were so many questions and Kai had no answers. Instead, he was forced to go back to his typical and boring life. Go to school, ride his bike, go home, go to sleep, repeat. And today would be no different. Or so he thought.

Upon arriving back home after a day of school. He found something amiss. As he grabbed the door handle, it was unlocked… Brows furrowed, and upon cautiously opening the door, he’d find a familiar face on the couch. Quite comfortable at that…

Kai was at a loss for words when he saw the man. Not just because of the fact he was in his house and pretty much eating everything! Or that he broke in. But the fact he was even here to begin with.

#altruisticxheart #told you he's a lil shit

Eyes glued to the tv, Rin took a full minute to realize someone was home. Peeling away he glanced over with a nod. Mouth full of whatever kind of chip he'd gotten hold of he took a swig of the bubbling drink before speaking.

"Glad to see you're okay Kai. Didn't think you get involved anyway but...." Eyes trailing back to the tv, he shifted against the pillows. "Nice place you got. Might wanna get some extra security though. A locked door is pretty easy to get open."

#altruisticxheart

altruisticxheart:

Kai took hold of the dog tags, knowing full well what it meant when it came to the military. And the fact this guy just handed them to him… it was serious cause for concern. “Wait- what are you- Hey! Stay awake! You have to stay awake!” Passing out with a concussion was never a good thing… and now all Kai could do was hope the paramedics got here soon! Cause at this point, every second was precious. Thankfully… they did respond rather quickly. Arriving shortly after, Kai did as the other had wanted, handing the dog tags to the paramedics and telling them what happened. Or at least, everything he saw and could put together…

Weeks had passed since he’d been admitted to the hospital. Boredom taking over the days with little excitement between roaming the halls and the occasional severe emergencies that involved almost every doctor's attention. It did give him time to do some research. Research that involved what scrap memories he had of that kid.

#altruisticxheart #reblog

altruisticxheart:

This guy really didn’t know the meaning of stay still, did he? It was getting a bit annoying to try and keep this guy from moving too much. But save for restraining him, it wouldn’t work. So Kai just did his best to support the guy as best he could. “Even if we find it, it’s probably destroyed. You can use my cellphone is you want?” But even with that offer, Kai began to search the ground for anything resembling a watch. But there were pieces of shrapnel all over the place.

Use the kid’s cellphone instead? It would have been risky, but if his watch was mixed with the other crash debris, he’d really have no choice. The sound of blood rushed into his ears. The sudden noise throwing him off as even his vision began to blur. “Fucking concussion….” Cursing out his frustrations, he reached up around his neck. A sharp yank, he pulled the small dog tag free of his jacket. “Kai… when paramedics arrive…give them this….”. They were tiny almost unreadable tags, but the basic information of name and blood type were clearly engraved. Unable to fight the urge to close his eyes anymore, Rin slumped. Body going limp as he passed out.

itslikethesun:

He could understand that. Nobody really liked getting hurt after all. And being burnt was no exception. So it was no wonder that Rin turned a bit distant towards people over time. That is… until he came along… which just added another clue and hint about what Rin was feeling right now. He wanted him around, he liked him…

“Mm that makes sense!” Goku nodded. “I mean, having your abilities tied in with your emotions and stuff. Cause… even mine are kind of like that too. So I kind of get what you’re talking about.” Which just made Goku even more determined to prove to Rin that he wasn’t going anywhere. That even if he should lose control from time to time for whatever reason, he’d still be there.

But Goku’s attention was now brought to the other’s cupped hands, only to have his eyes widen in surprise when they opened. Seeing the butterfly made out of fire. Moving as if it were a real butterfly. “WHOA!” He exclaimed, his eyes now shining with awe and amazement. “I didn’t know you could do stuff like that!!”

A flicker of excitement at Goku’s reaction to his tiny creation, Rin smiled a little. “I don’t usually do this, but I can make more.” A small flick of his wrist the butterfly took to the air. Wings flapping it headed for the small empty ashtray settled on the nightstand.

Hands cupping together once more, Rin concentrated. A few moments of smoke rolling around his hands, he opened them. Blowing away the excess, Rin grinned at the new little creature. Feathers the tiny bird blinked awake before taking in the new world. Black eyes landing on on the large person before it, it’s tiny beak clicked in curiosity.

“This little guy has always been one of my favorites.” Eyes softening Rin ran his thumb along the creature's head. A resounding noise of appreciation in clicks and clacks from its fire built beak.

#itslikethesun #sorry if it sounds weird #running on little sleep

pastfullofashes:

Hesitating at the touch, Rin brought his hand up to rest over Goku’s. He wasn’t worried about what Goku thought of him… Okay that was a lie. He cared more than he was willing to admit out loud. Saying what he felt and how to say it was liking speaking a foreign language to him. That never stopped him from learning an new language fluently before. Why should he feel intimidated by it now?

“I don’t plan to try and make you leave. I’d rather you stay.”

Heart beat making the blood rush in his ears, he barely registered his own body leaning closer. A breath away his brain finally registered the shift in position. Blue eye dilating, a firm spark cracked against his shoulder. Fear flooded as he pulled back. A silent prayer he didn’t just burn Goku’s hand.

It was almost instantaneous. The way Rin’s hand heated up to the point of nearly being painful. Nearly. It was enough to cause Goku’s brows to furrow in a subtle wince. Whatever it was that just happened… Goku knew it wasn’t Rin’s intention. Especially with the way he jumped back just as quickly. Slowly lowering his hand now, Goku looked down at it briefly. No worse for the wear. He was pretty tough after all.

And to show the other that he wasn’t hurt or upset by any means, Goku closed the distance between them once again. His hands now interlacing behind his head. “Where do you think I’d go?” He asked. Rin wanted him to stay? Well… that could mean anything. It was extremely vague. “I like it when you’re around.”

#itslikethesun #being stuck on mobile sucks btw

Watching Goku's reaction to his minor slip up, Rin felt more at ease upon the realization he didn't scorch the others skin. "Most people don't like the idea of getting burned. It freaks them out and they keep their distance." Hands stuffing into his pockets Rin felt the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. Goku wasn't planning on bailing on him over it.

"I can't always control it you know. I mean, I have more control than I used to, but sometimes it gets tied in to what I'm feeling." Why did he feel the need to open up like this? Something about Goku. It just felt right to tell him the truth. "Because of that, not a lot of people tend to touch me. I wind up burning them or the heat makes them uncomfortable."

Hands pulling free he folded them together in concentration. "It's not always a bad thing though. I've had several times my abilities came in handy to keep myself and others safe. It can also make beautiful things." Unfolding his hands, a small elegant butterfly shaped from flames rested gently in his palms. The creatures wings unfurling for the first time as the spread out in a delicate fashion.

@pastfullofashes cont.

Once the other male had released his hold, Goku turned to face the other completely now. Brows furrowed in curiosity and concern as to what caused the sudden hug. Something seemed to be bothering Rin… but what? Head tilting ever so slightly once the other spoke, or attempted to. Even Goku could tell that the other was struggling with whatever it was… and so, he reached a hand out to Rin’s shoulder, giving it a reassuring squeeze, along with a small smile.

“It’s okay, Rin. You don’t have to worry about chasing me off or anything like that!”

But there it was again. The whole ‘liking’ him thing. It’s come up multiple times now. Mostly from Kintora talking about Rin and his feelings… But this time, the air of privacy they had…. the way the other seemed to get flustered and unable to even look at him… it was finally giving him a hint of just what this all might mean.

Hesitating at the touch, Rin brought his hand up to rest over Goku's. He wasn't worried about what Goku thought of him. . . Okay that was a lie. He cared more than he was willing to admit out loud. Saying what he felt and how to say it was liking speaking a foreign language to him. That never stopped him from learning an new language fluently before. Why should he feel intimidated by it now?

"I don't plan to try and make you leave. I'd rather you stay."

#itslikethesun #so close

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“…and did you know tha-ahh…” Goku stopped mid sentence of his conversation when he suddenly felt a tight embrace of arms wrapped around him from behind. Golden eyes glanced over his shoulder to see that Rin had fallen silent and simply held him. It was… unusual for the other… but Goku made no move to escape from the other’s arms.

“Rin…?”