"I am not A anymore."

{Indie rp blog for A from Death Note OC blog} Please read the rules and about I am always open to ploting All asks will be answered in Ghost verse unless asker specifies otherwise or I feel like it fit in another verse better.

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It takes a few moment for A to roll over, and peak at B through his eyelashes. He is a hazy outline of black and white. He rolls over again to press up against the wall. The idea of B going anywhere near his orga-disorganized mess on the bed is not pleasant.

“We’ll fit.”

Will they fit? Probably. Is it going to be comfortable? Unlikely. However with the fact that A is ready to pass back out any moment now that B stops being a pain in the ass, he thinks they’ll manage.

“I’ll fix it…eventually.”

A simple shrug was given. It was unlike the dark haired deviant to just give up his bed like this, but it always seemed that even with A’s soft features and an attitude that matches his own at times; he still always found those butterflies in his stomach. His dark eyes stayed upon his would be rival as he watched him fall into a deep slumber.

Quite curious.

It was always such an amazing mechanism of how the body and mind slip away from one another as sleep takes hold. It was like watching someone die in peacefully … and temporary.

The deviant of the house never seemed to sleep well and had horrible bouts of insomnia that stay for weeks on end at times… tonight was definitely a night where sleep has fought and has lost. He stayed off to the side, hands gripping his shins as he stared off into space a little after admiring A’s body mechanics and pondering how wonderfully awful the human body can be.

A machine.

A computer.

The hours pass by as he either watched Alternative or got up and paced about. Nightly rituals of staring at the clock for hours on end always made one feel uneasy when catching the strange prodigy. He was not exactly the most liked but definitely was the most aggressive and kept everyone, including poor Roger, on his toes.

“Sometimes…”

His tongue wetted his dry lips after a few hours of just standing and staring at the clock. Just like he did when awaiting his mother to return when he well knew she would not be.

“… I wonder if you think of me as I do you.”

A silly question asked outloud and full well knowing there may be no answer given by the boy on his bed. Thinking outloud was uncommon, but he also has been showing more than unusual behavior lately.

It took a few minutes of shifting about until Artemis found a comfortable position again and fell fast asleep, slightly curled in on himself for comfort, a habit he hadn’t quite managed to break yet. It’s difficult to break something you aren’t even aware of at the moment. Having B stare holes into his back didn’t contribute to peaceful rest unfortunately. However he still slept through with no dreams or problems, quietly breathing against the wall as B paced about the room, doing god knows what. 

It was raining again by the time that A woke up, middle of the night, fully rested and ready for another ridiculous marathon of papers and knowledge. But first he had to clean up his bed so this doesn’t happen again. He rolled over and lazily looked about the dimly lit room.

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A doesn’t react to the command, or the bag slamming against the ground, of B plopping himself down onto the mattress despite how loud it is, he does start to stir when B starts to nudge him around, however on the matter of getting off of B’s bed-

“Oi, fuck off.” 

He rolls over, away from the other boy and attempts to find the pillow he threw to the side earlier to bury his face in. “I’m trying to sleep.” His brain too foggy with sleep at that moment to really put two and two together. 

His scowl receded to a disappointment that ended in a sigh. His body weight was felt plopping down completely upon the bed. His pale slender fingers reached out and brushed Alternative’s fringe away from the side of his face which buried deep into the soft feathery pillow.

“I understand that the week has been tough.”

He gave a brooding gaze to the side before his teeth slightly gripped the back end of his stud piercing from his labret… a stress tick he had, playing with his labret. Being orally fixated had its pleasures but also its own pains. Having such a piercing under the lip gave comfort when he needed it. Sometimes speaking to his roommate gave unknown knots in his tummybox.

“If you wish it, I will allow you to stay on my bed. I shall tackle your… wreck of a bed.”

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It takes a few moment for A to roll over, and peak at B through his eyelashes. He is a hazy outline of black and white. He rolls over again to press up against the wall. The idea of B going anywhere near his orga-disorganized mess on the bed is not pleasant.

“We’ll fit.”

Will they fit? Probably. Is it going to be comfortable? Unlikely. However with the fact that A is ready to pass back out any moment now that B stops being a pain in the ass, he thinks they’ll manage.

“I’ll fix it...eventually.”

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“Good news for all you murder fans!”

“For the last time, studying murder does not make me a fan.” A pinches the bridge of his nose and looks over at the open door to their room where B is standing in all his messy glory.

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“Honestly your obsession with murder is a bit worrying now-days.” A turns his chair to face B as it’s unlikely that he will calm down otherwise. “I’ll look at them later.” That’s a thing that B is right about, A is a bit of a sucker for unsolved mysteries.

“You’re misunderstanding. “B says simply laying the books down between them. “Murder is a hobby I study. My obsession is L……Being better at figuring out murders helps me be Better than him. That’s all.” He pulls a jar of jam out from under his bed and sticks his figners in for a snack. Nudging the book at A with his toes. “REad. Cant touch the book wiff sticky fingers.”

“Stop doing that.” However he still picks up the book and looks it over. “You want me to read it to you out-loud? That’s some fucked up bedtime stories.” A thinks that eventually he’ll have to address this unhealthy obsession. Eventually is not today.

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“Good news for all you murder fans!”

“For the last time, studying murder does not make me a fan.” A pinches the bridge of his nose and looks over at the open door to their room where B is standing in all his messy glory.

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B looks at him wild eyed and grinning like a banshee. “Oh come on A. We’re ALL fans of murder here at Wammy House. It’s part of the curriculumn requirement.” He teased before flopping into bed. “But Id wanted to tell you the library has new examinations on the Jack The Ripper case…I know hes one of our favorites~”

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“Honestly your obsession with murder is a bit worrying now-days.” A turns his chair to face B as it’s unlikely that he will calm down otherwise. “I’ll look at them later.” That’s a thing that B is right about, A is a bit of a sucker for unsolved mysteries.

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“Good news for all you murder fans!”

"For the last time, studying murder does not make me a fan.” A pinches the bridge of his nose and looks over at the open door to their room where B is standing in all his messy glory.

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Works by Yuri Hill

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B99 SENTENCE MEME      ➔ episodes 1x01-1x03

“This job is eating me alive.”

“I’d like to apologize for him. His parents didn’t give him enough attention.”

“His code name if Fuzzy Cuddle Bear.” 

“Good news for all you murder fans!”

“You know how old people always have that gunk on them?”

“Does anyone get a little bit of a gay vibe?” 

“They’re pretty much worthless but they make good coffee.” 

“The only puzzle he hasn’t solved is how to grow up.” 

“It’s impossible to solve things unless you’re wearing a tie.”

“I gorged myself at that funeral.”

“Speaking of murder, what are you doing here?” 

“I bet on some over-the-clothes action.” 

“A dude broke in, smoked weed, and bolted.” 

“First of all, I think you’re overdoing it with the manscaping.”

“You’re a bad judge of character and your shirt looks like vomit.” 

“I never took off the speedo. Big mistake. It is inside of me.”

“I have a degree in numerology from the internet.” 

“The drugs are in a location.” 

“Your entire life is garbage.” 

“I want to see what happens when I taser this cantaloupe.” 

“He would literally let you do anything if you gave him a hamburger.” 

“I’m anxious to restore my status as a lone wolf.” 

“Do you know where we keep the glitter?” 

“There’s a penis on my minivan?” 

“It’s better to be a criminal.” 

“My name is Banana Fartman, MD.” 

“Can you go be depressed over there? You’re bumming out my whole area.” 

“I’m gonna pee. That’s what I’m doing tonight.” 

“I’ll end up on the streets selling my body for a can of beans.” 

“Has anyone ever told you that you look exactly like a statue?” 

“The universe is a cruel and vexing puzzle.” 

“Why are you always telling us about your disgusting body?” 

“I will make better mouth.” 

“No hard feelings, but I hate you. Not joking.” 

“Why was your hand in your back pocket?” 

“My first instinct was not to caress her butt.” 

“Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to get your life back on track.” 

“Are you saying that black people can’t sell drugs?” 

“Why would I ever eat off his shirt?” 

“Man, girls are so scary.” 

“In all cases, cops are the worst.” 

“The fairy princess castle has defeated me.” 

“What kind of castle has wheels?” 

“I think you have many hidden talents.”

“Noooo, I have no talents.” 

“Constantly getting his approval is the worst.” 

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A’s depressive episodes are coming on more now days. Faces all blur together with just a few standing out. Thinking back to the time where he wanted to prove himself is funny, they didn’t need any proof, they didn’t need him either. A lab rat is all he was anyway. Though despite not caring about other people he does care when someone is staring at him. Yes he bleached his hair? So what it’s not that much different from how it was before, no one should even pay attention to that. 

“Are you just going to stare or you have a question?”

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Chase makes a show of spinning the chair around and taking a seat opposite the other prodigy. His smile is soft and unwavering, giving him a disquieting and flirtatious demeanor as he draws a slow circle on the table between them.

“Do you happen to know where I could get some of that lovely hair color for myself~?”

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“Get some bleach, that might work. You’ll need toner with your color though.” He sincerely hopes that that will be sufficient answer, raking his brain for the name and letter of this black haired boy. It takes a few moments before his brain zeros in on C. He never really paid attention to others past B, but C has a certain reputation he thinks. What was it? If A bothered to actually pay attention he might know.

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Day 3 of running on caffeine and maybe 2 hours of sleep and A was about to fall over and die already. Well maybe not exactly that but he was currently attempting to do a less permanent version of that called sleep across B’s bed. Why B’s bed? Well his was full of papers and books, so not suitable for sleeping at the moment. However when he heard the door open, Artemis guessed that he should probably get up and free the bed for his roommate.

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“Move that arse over, boyo.~”       The familiar british lilt filling the room as the tote fell onto the ground with a hard thud. It wasn’t long as the sound of the second’s heavy boots making the same sound before making a feral leap up onto his own mattress. The ball of his feet planted firmly next to his rival as he squat down. “It is a long day for both, just move those things off your bed.” As B did not get much of a reaction out of the exhausted first, his expression now became disgruntled. His foot began to push at Artemis’ arm, nudging once.

Nothing.

He then began to nudge against him more repeatedly as he began to scowl, needless to say, B was in an awful mood from being so intensely exhausted also.

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A doesn’t react to the command, or the bag slamming against the ground, of B plopping himself down onto the mattress despite how loud it is, he does start to stir when B starts to nudge him around, however on the matter of getting off of B’s bed-

“Oi, fuck off.” 

He rolls over, away from the other boy and attempts to find the pillow he threw to the side earlier to bury his face in. “I’m trying to sleep.” His brain too foggy with sleep at that moment to really put two and two together. 

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I don’t post a lot of embroidery here, but uh, here’s the most recent floral fuck I made. This time with a few close ups as I just fucking love zooming in on those stitches.  If you want to see more, go here instead, where all the fucks and more I make gets posted.

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various starters

❛  you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep.  ❜

❛  hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice.  ❜

❛  never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive.  ❜

❛  death is the only god that comes when you call.  ❜

❛  I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me.  ❜

❛  the sun will rise and we will try again.  ❜

❛  we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes.  ❜

❛  I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating.  ❜

❛  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ❜

❛  she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword.  ❜

❛  don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying.  ❜

❛  she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening.  ❜

❛  magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is.  ❜

❛  I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down.  ❜

❛  they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws.  ❜

❛  all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red.  ❜

❛  what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself.  ❜

❛  how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch.  ❜

❛  you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you.  ❜

❛  I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire.  ❜

❛  you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now.  ❜

❛  you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous.  ❜

❛  she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin.  ❜

❛  it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave.  ❜

❛  she looks like divine absolution.  ❜

❛  I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget.  ❜

❛  be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten.  ❜

❛  you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself.  ❜

❛  I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for.  ❜

❛  never run back to what broke you.  ❜

❛  I was quite, but not blind.  ❜

❛  your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch.  ❜

❛  we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry.  ❜

❛  do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.  ❜

❛  I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut.  ❜

❛  you can miss something but not want it back.  ❜

❛  you can’t save people, you can only love them.  ❜

❛  I came, I saw, I made it awkward.  ❜

❛  we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like.  ❜

❛  you’re always one decision away from a different life.  ❜

❛  my brain has too many tabs open.  ❜

❛  I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people.  ❜

❛  there’s no ‘we’ in fries.  ❜

❛  apology accepted, trust denied.  ❜

❛  death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now.  ❜

❛  life happens. coffee helps.  ❜

❛  I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s.  ❜

❛  I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony.  ❜

❛  very early in my life it was already too late.  ❜

❛  is that a threat or are you flirting with me.  ❜

❛  was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives?  ❜

❛  I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand.  ❜

❛  I do bad things, and I do them very well.  ❜

❛  you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted.  ❜

❛  they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you.  ❜

❛  drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart.  ❜

❛  good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught.  ❜

❛  a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart.  ❜

❛  no airbag, we die like men.  ❜

❛  true evil is, above all, seductive.  ❜

❛  it takes more courage to suffer than to die.  ❜

❛  you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once.  ❜

❛  justice is vengeance in prettier packaging.  ❜

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100. Does your character dream? If so, what do they dream about?

Artemis’ dreams are usually monochrome, or very desaturated. He dreams a lot of his parents’ flat in Russia. It’s usually fuzzy and bitter-sweet as he only was there until he was 6. Sometimes he has nightmares of the car crash, even though he blacked out the moment that the truck hit. 

After he dies he doesn’t need sleep, and the few times that he does try he sees horrible nightmares of thousands of himself dying over and over and over again. Or something similar to hell. Sometimes it’s just nothing however, but then again with A’s personality after he figures out he doesn’t need to sleep he prefers to do more productive things.

In the verse where he doesn’t die but instead runs away he mostly dreams of the same thing as he did in Wammy’s only sometimes he also dreams of B, they are mostly happy and gentle dreams, some of him comforting B in the dark back when he was still scared out if. After reading about LABB he sees B burning, sees a burnt corpse and piles of bodies.

I’m just going to bundle these asks into one <3

088. Is your character quiet or loud?

During Wammy’s and even after really A doesn’t like actually standing out, he keeps his voice down and rarely raises it.

089. How vocally expressive is your character?

Similar to the above, he doesn’t really express himself vocally. 

094. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to know.

He actually rather likes Greek myths and knows quite a bit about them. This one is really hard to answer ;-;

095. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to do.

He is really good at origami actually, specifically those lucky stars and origami cranes(He also kind of believes in the 1000 origami cranes myth). 

During the time he would sneak out he actually learned quite a bit about how to do piercings.

027. What is their idea of perfect happiness?

Ideally to have his parents back.

Realistically a small apartment somewhere in a big city with a dog and a boyfriend. No news from L whatsoever. 

028. What makes them laugh out loud?

So far haven’t found a thing. There are small chuckles here and there but no outright laughing.

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100 Random Character Development Questions

001. When is their birthday? 002. Do they do anything to celebrate their birthday? 003. Does your character like coffee better, or tea? 004. Do they prefer being alone or with others? 005. Are they in good health? 006. What sense do they most rely on? 007. Is your character an optimist or a pessimist? 008. What is their favorite fairy tale? 009. Do they believe in happy endings? 010. Do they believe in love at first sight? 011. How would your character court the person of their dreams? 012. What makes your character embarrassed? 013. Have they ever been bullied or teased? 014. Detail one secret shame your character feels. 015. Are they most likely to fight with their fists or their tongue? 016. What is their choice of weapon? 017. When does your character think that violence is justified or deserved? 018. Your character wakes up to find that war has been declared. What do they do? 019. If they could have a superpower, what would they choose? 020. What are their hobbies? 021. How do they display affection? 022. What is the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen? 023. What do they consider beautiful in others physically? 024. What do they consider ugly in others physically? 025. What do they consider beautiful in others personality-wise? 026. What do they consider ugly in others personality-wise? 027. What is their idea of perfect happiness? 028. What makes them laugh out loud? 029. What sort of sense of humor does your character have? 030. Do they believe in the afterlife? 031. Are they superstitious about anything? 032. Does your character believe in ghosts? 033. Do they keep their promises? 034. What’s their view of lying? 035. What is the most important rule your character lives by? 036. How honorable is your character? 037. If your character saw someone drop a large sum of money and knew that they could probably take it without anyone noticing, what would they do? 038. What bad habits do they have? 039. What do they think is the worst thing that can be done to a person? 040. What is their obsession? 041. Are they comfortable with technology? 042. What is their greatest achievement? 043. What will they stand up for? 044. What disgusts them? 045. Does your character have any chronic medical conditions? 046. How do they handle getting sick? 047. What was the last medical problem your character had? 048. Do they have any allergies? 049. How does your character feel about growing old? 050. How does your character feel about their own mortality? 051. If they knew they would die tomorrow, what would they do today? 052. What is your character’s worst flaw? 053. What is your character’s greatest strength? 054. Does your character want power or authority of any kind? 055. Is your character an introvert or an extrovert? 056. Has your character ever struck someone in anger? 057. Has your character ever killed anyone? 058. What is your character’s idea of a perfect day? 059. List several phrases your character is fond of uttering. Where did they pick them up? 060. What is your character’s attitude toward education and learning? 061. Does your character prefer adventure or safety and security? 062. What sort of legacy does your character wish to leave behind? 063. How well does your character handle difficult people? 064. In what ways does your character annoy others? 065. Is your character better at leading or following? Which do they prefer? 066. Does your character prefer city life or being out in nature? 067. Does your character believe in fate or destiny? 068. How strong is your character’s sense of responsibility? What kinds of things trigger it? 069. What about your character is heroic? 070. What about your character is cowardly? 071. How kind is your character? 072. In a Dungeons & Dragons game, which class would your character be? (wizard, fighter, bard, priest, ranger, etc.) 073. In a novel, what plot role would your character fill? (hero, anti-hero, sidekick, villain, etc.) 074. What is your character’s favorite game? 075. Is your character ticklish? 076. How do they express anger? 077. How often do they cry? Over what? 078. How emotionally stable is your character? 079. How easy is it for them to read the emotions of others? 080. How easy is it for others to read your character’s emotions? 081. Is your character religious? 082. What are your character’s sleeping preferences? 083. What is the first thing they say and/or do when they wake up? 084. Describe your character in one word. 085. Describe your character in three words. 086. How would your character describe themself in one word? 087. How would your character describe themself in three words? 088. Is your character quiet or loud? 089. How vocally expressive is your character? 090. How bodily expressive is your character? 091. What type of music does your character like? 092. What emotion does your character evoke in others? 093. What is your character’s goal in life? 094. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to know. 095. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to do. 096. How do they move and carry themselves? What energy do they project? 097. How well do they adapt to change? 098. Does your character like animals? 099. Do they talk to inanimate objects? 100. Does your character dream? If so, what do they dream about?

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Soft Sentence Starters

bc i need inspiration

“I’ll protect you.”

“You always duck away when you smile.”

“Like I expected, you’re much comfier than my pillow.”

“I’m nervous too.”

“Do you like it?”

“Let me hug you.”

“Piggy back ride?”

“I want to kiss all of the freckles on your cute face.”

“Can you keep holding my hand, please?”

“Wait, the tears are good tears?”

“I think you look cuter with me.”

“I won’t forget this moment.”

“This is where we first met isn’t it?”

“I’ve always wanted to thank you, but was never sure how.”

“If you’re happy then okay.”

“Let’s share.”

“It wouldn’t be the same without you.”

“Everything ends up being about you somehow.”

“It tastes like…. You tried…. I’ll eat it. It’s a good attempt. Really.”

“Why are you hiding against me like this?”

“I heard you weren’t having that great of a day… These are your favorite candies, right?”

“Ah, the puppy dog face. Check mate, huh?”

“Quit poking my sides; you know I’m ticklish!”

“Your hair is sticking out everywhere. Cute.” 

“Wait, let me get a picture of you there.”

“If you need my shoulder, or my hand, or a hug-”

“Kiss me again.”

“I’m sorry, but it was too funny for me to intervene.”

“It doesn’t matter what they think, I just care about what you think.”

“You can ask me as much as you want, I’ll say I love you each time.”

“I’m glad you were here with me.” 

“That trip looked hilarious– but also kinda painful; you okay?”

“I called you because I can’t fall asleep.”

“I let you win.”

“You look good in it.”

“Don’t look away from me.”

“I’m not jealous, I’m just practicing my pout.”

“I just want to hug you.”

“You’ve kissed me like fifty times today.”

“You love me.”

“Can we be alone for a bit?”

“The stars wish they were as bright as you.”

“You make me cliche, but I love it I guess.”

“I’d feel better if you kissed me.”

“You’re overthinking– I’m yours. That’s all I want to be.”

“You’re my favorite.”

“You want to take another selfie?”

“I’d let you if you asked.”

“Since it’s you, I’m gonna let it go.”

“My only regret is not telling you I loved you sooner.”

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A’s depressive episodes are coming on more now days. Faces all blur together with just a few standing out. Thinking back to the time where he wanted to prove himself is funny, they didn’t need any proof, they didn’t need him either. A lab rat is all he was anyway. Though despite not caring about other people he does care when someone is staring at him. Yes he bleached his hair? So what it’s not that much different from how it was before, no one should even pay attention to that. 

“Are you just going to stare or you have a question?”