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Hello, we are an undiagnosed (expensive :(( ) traumagenic DID system who experiences symptoms of psychosis (for many reasons. We won't list our conditions here because that is private.)

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Welcome To Our Page
Hello, we are an undiagnosed (expensive :(( ) traumagenic DID system who experiences symptoms of psychosis (for many reasons. We won't list our conditions here because that is private.)
We should probably normalize not knowing information about your system like what an alter's role is, total alter count, who is fronting, etc, since that is actually very normal.
what do you mean its almost september it should still be may honestly
can time only progress when i perceive it please? thanks
that moment when you get so depressed that you disappear from everyone for a month or two just so you can bedrot
🫂I'm allergic to steroids and if my lungs get worse at the moment while I'm toast. So I understand being allergic to medicine. Heat for you 🦆🦚🐟🦞
thank you, the situation that you're in sounds awful. i hope your infection clears up and that you're doing well! 🫂
mmmmg i love splitting a lot due to a fucking ear infection that refused to go away for weeks and stressed us the fuck out i love did so much. /sar
atleast the ear infections pretty much gone now. no more pain yippee
"You wouldn't split from that" <- You don't know me, you don't know what my threshold is, you don't know what my support system is, you don't know what my current environment is, you don't know what my past history is, you don't know me.
"I split because I temporarily lost my favourite blanket."
"I split because I temporarily lost my most treasured possession that brought me comfort, safety, and security while in a violent and unstable environment with no support system and where theft and destruction of property were very reoccurring and severe issues."
Both sentences are just as valid. You don't owe anyone context, an explanation, or more information if you don't want to. Triggers, stress, and trauma are all subjective in how they affect people. Everybody handles things differently, everybody has different situations, has different histories, has different experiences.
as a polyfrag system its near impossible for us to track splits, dormanting and merging very well.
and honestly u dont have to track that stuff if its hard for u!
weve given up on it because its not very helpful for us
remember that not everything has to be known
The worst part about DID is the amnesia. Especially when it's evening and you can't remember half the day. It feels like you've skipped multiple whole hours. Nearly every fucking day I'll just be somewhere and not know how I got there or what happened before. Sometimes you'll know what happened even if you don't remember it but sometimes it's just gone.
It makes everything so fucking hard
TOTALLY GET IT
We have a lot of issue with amnesia because it doesn't matter how much I try to remember things and not forget them I end up forgetting anyways and it's horrible
Like, no, I don't remember going to class and someone explaining me this topic, but I do remember the topic...???? It's so confusing that I don't get it
Is so hard to live with dissociative amnesia because you don't know more than a half of your own life, it makes you feel off and is a horrible experience
Both emotional and blackout amnesia are pretty frustrating to live with, how am I supposed to live a normal and good life if I can't remember what I ate like 4 hours ago????
DID is simultaneously the most subtle, ambiguous disorder while also being the most intense, all-encompassing, extremely-personal-because-it-affects-fundamental-perceptions-like-memory-and-identity-at-all-hours-of-the-day disorder of all time.
???????? having A Time
well. we're probably allergic to something, hopefully not tho. i really hope its not the advil; i will punch a wall if its the advil. i dont want our only options to be "useless" or "hardcore painkillers" because that would suck! that would suck so bad!
we just got prescribed stronger antibiotics. hopefully this helps our ear infection.
id be really, really sad if we're allergic to the medicine we just got prescribed
*goes through stressful events*
Brain: COPY PASTE COPY PASTE COPY PASTE COPY P-
A reminder for systems:
- It was not your fault, even if they told you it was, you were a child. It was never your fault
- You didn't ask for any of it to happen to you
- You did not choose what happened
- You deserve to live, breathe, heal and move on one day.
-Censor (HATE/IT) + Illiad (Thxy/It/Ex)
we just got prescribed stronger antibiotics. hopefully this helps our ear infection.
bruh i hate when you’re blurry and you feel like your identity is right on the tip of your tongue and you just can’t figure it out but you’re so close it’s like edging for DID