chocolatewings

[pbodysworld]

Do you also feel a weird prolonged heaviness in your chest? Like i dont mean it metaphorically. I mean a physical ache like something really heavy is just stuck in your chest and it wont go no matter what you do. Like a black hole sucking the little life left inside you leaving you numb and teary and utterly exhausted. Or is it just me?

[maesetrova]

to say i miss you doesn't even begin to capture the despair your absence has brought me.

— mae s. (journal entry to the one i still love)

[pbodysworld]

"Just between us did the love affair maim you too?"

[pbodysworld]

sobbing, crying, coughing, shaking, ugly choking, violently throwing up, screaming, ripping my hair off, screeching, punching the air, kicking concrete, breaking the window, banging my head on the wall, jumping off a cliff, getting hit by a truck, hyperventilating lying on the floor, eating grass

[pbodysworld]

Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was always just red.

[pbodysworld]

Give me a few days of peace in your arms — I need it terribly. I'm ragged, worn, exhausted. After that I can face the world.

[pbodysworld]

"I cannot explain love, I could not tell you if I loved you the first moment I saw you or if it was the second or third or fourth. But I remember the first moment I looked at you walking toward me and realized that somehow the rest of the world seemed to vanish when I was with you"

-Jem Carstairs, Clockwork Prince, Cassandra Clare

[pbodysworld]

"I can fix him" first fix yourself.

[pbodysworld]

The sluttiest thing a man can do is know how to cook.

[pbodysworld]

I am in this mood at times where all i want is to spank asses. Big ass, small ass, flat ass, thick ass just ass. Currently in one of those moods. Bye

[pbodysworld]

How much i liked you

[pbodysworld]

And just when i thought i was getting over, mf showed up in my dream :)

[pbodysworld]

Tragic how i am not the bane of anyone's existence and the object of all their desires.

[pbodysworld]

The truth is, i dont even want to get over you. It scares me how i don't think about you as much but the thought of going back to being strangers again is even scarier.

[pbodysworld]

My love for

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Fictional men men irl

[pbodysworld]

Sick of fictional men who are perfect and raise my standard in men so high no one is able to reach it

[pbodysworld]

I want to know you. everything about you. all the scars you have, all the wounds that never really healed and what caused them. I want to hold you close while you heal. Tell me your deepest secrets and everythingyou'vebeen through. Tell me what made you who you are now. I want to know who you were and what you'll become and if i can be a part of it. what keeps you up at night? what keeps you going through the day? Who does your favourite song remind you of? Do you ever think of me like i think about you? You said something is troubling you but what is it? I want to know it all. All about you. All of you. But it feels almost wrong to ask because who am i to you? No one.