Just wanna check in I guess. Touch on what I said yesterday. I apologize if I've worried anyone. I've been feeling pretty terrible for some time now and my mental health is pretty shit. I don't have anyone to talk to about this. I feel isolated and lonely and it sucks.
I went to the er yesterday for unrelated stuff (covid testing) and they asked mental health questions and I'll be talking to a psych on Monday. Hopefully this is a push in the right direction.
Life has sucked for a while. I don't have any hobbies or interests or energy anymore. I don't feel like I'm really living anymore. All I do is zone out and cry. But I don't think I'm ready to call it quits.
To the people who messaged me: I'm sorry if I've worried you. I'm also sorry for not answering your asks. I've been super super sick and haven't had the energy for much at all. I thought on it some and I want to keep those messages in my inbox so I can read them when I'm feeling down.















