a grasping, desperate thing

we all deserve to heal

[peachmouse-archived]

so this blog is officially an archive! i have moved on to different blogs and honestly there’s too much baggage on this one with so many personal text posts about things i did when i was 14 😤 i don’t know how many of my mutuals are still around, but thanks for following me for ten years in some cases-- it’s been a fun ride and some of you have seen things about my life i haven’t told any of the people who know me irl, so, thanks for the occasional likes on vent posts and sharing in the brain worms from my love for hajime hinata. 

i abandoned this blog because i was surprised by how much the fandom landscape had changed between me leaving the voltron fandom in ~2016 and coming back for supernatural in 2020. it was a pretty big culture shock. in all honesty, i doubt anyone this post is directed at will see it, buuuut if you’d like to follow me to problematic pastures, feel free to dm me for my new multifandom blog (mostly stranger things right now) or my supernatural blog.

(i will probably still reblog homestuck and dangan ronpa posts here, but anything else will be on the new blogs. thanks for sticking around through my multiple hiatuses xx <3)

[peachmouse-archived]

it's really annoying finally being popular in a fandom where everybody fucking sucks lmao. i miss the days of dangan ronpa fandom and being on good people's follow forevers and feeling sheer joy every time i logged on and had a notification

[peachmouse-archived]

i've been on this website for more than half my life which is really insanely depressing

[peachmouse-archived]

it's really annoying finally being popular in a fandom where everybody fucking sucks lmao. i miss the days of dangan ronpa fandom and being on good people's follow forevers and feeling sheer joy every time i logged on and had a notification

[escuerzoresucitado]

[hammercarexplosion]

🦀 no he isn't he is normal 🦀

[fairygoulish]

I'm built different. like incorrectly i think

[holespoles]

Miyuta Komachi "Mother's Day"

こまちみゆた「母の日」

[dyonoi]

IT WAS FORETOLD

[telo-pastel]

any chance of dave eating out karkat? I like the idea that bc troll teeth karkat has never known or heard of oral sex, he loves it loves it loves it, and he thinks dave invented it.

I like this last one 

[mimikyuu]

new color: emoji

[arirna]

[baeddel]

[honeysunisle]

happy pride fuck the police i posted my bi flag as seen in this post (including the template if anyone wants to make their own, use w/ the glow in the dark stickers item!) 🌈🎉✨

[tohuwabohus]

hey. time to remember one of the best cartoon friendships.

[mamoru]

I had a dream that unless the teacher told us class was over, we were forbidden from going out the door. Our teacher was very forgetful, and maybe even malicious. After being forced to stay past sunset many days, my class decided we were going to break out every night. Eventually our attempts led us to discovering rifts in space-time where we could warp. So we never used the door. Checkmate.

[turbro]

the window

[mamoru]

what? you going to critique my dreams? my subconscious creations, that I did by accident, while asleep? the chemicals in my brain? are you going to use your foul eyes and dissect all of the plotholes in my dreams? you going to critique the weather? harass the clouds? make fun of thunder for being off key? remind me to come to your house and shred your shoes

[turbro]

Had a dream last night where I lived on the fifth floor of a building where the first floor was a Burger King, and all the elevator buttons I needed to push were also rigged to set off the fire alarm

[mamoru]

the window

[turbro]

you know what? that's fair

[sodisco]

Even if you aren't a practicing Homestuck, remember that you're still culturally a Homestuck and you need to deal with how that clouds your view of the world.

[bastart13]

What I’d give for one of the Cinderella remakes to go into how when you’re in an isolated and abusive situation, sometimes you need to be saved and you’re not weak if you can’t escape by yourself

I’ve never been a fan of bad faith reinterpretations of fairy tales, especially ones which flatten the originals into “princesses is saved by a prince and nothing else”, to then go #girlboss. The princess can save herself because she’s a strong female character! (Implying if you’re in a bad situation, it’s because you’re not strong enough to get out)

[amozon28]

Also the concept of the Prince over the course of like… a couple hours hanging out with Cinderella  going from ‘Haha nice I really like you’ to ‘oh fuck i can tell from context clues alone that your home situation is FUCKED UP’   it’s good shit   ‘I have just met you but ON GOD I’m gonna get you out of there beautiful mystery woman’   cinderella  makes desperately yelling into the night ‘how can I find you again!??!’ when she’s taking off that much more poignant really

[hamelin-born]

#okay this is genius#I love this#love at first sight is a tough sell#but ‘I just met you but you are so clearly in desperate need of help that I am already planning where to hide the bodies’#is a trope I absolutely love#going from hello to ride or die in a matter of hours#isn’t a ‘you’re hot’ thing#it’s a ‘my fellow human is trapped and suffering and every instinct I have is screaming its need to help’ thing