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𝕴 think the time has come to talk about a rather uncomfortable topic, but as a person, I believe it's necessary to lift this weight from my shoulders.
I've changed a lot over the years. I started this blog in 2019, and today, in 2025 (between depression, hiatus, college…), I think I'm a very different person than I was 5-6 years ago. No, I'm not about to say something absurd like "I believe the earth is flat" or "I joined some weird cult," I've simply grown up.
I won't deny that exposing myself online has helped me mature in many ways, yet at the same time, I feel a certain discomfort when I see very, very old posts. As if I don't see myself reflected in that mirror anymore. This doesn't mean I don't respect my past self; I've simply changed my mind, made many friends who often ended (which isn't a bad thing sometimes), and I realize I only want to use this blog for the sole purpose of sharing my art and doing what makes me feel good.
For a long time, I think I surrounded myself with the wrong crowd, that I turned a hobby I loved into a source of stress. And honestly, I think I'm also to blame for my many years of depression, and for that, I apologize to everyone if I've made you feel uncomfortable or haven't been fair to you over the years.
But what I'm sure of is that I want to tidy up this messy room a bit and bring out the good things in it: to show you what I like and the good vibes.
I'll be archiving some posts, so if you find the blog a little bare, you'll know why. To move forward, I need to make a definitive break with this past. Is that right or wrong? I don't know, but I know it's good for me right now, to start over.
In any case, thank you all for your support, to those who have followed me for a long time and to those who will follow me in the future.
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